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One Night by MeropeMerope for kosegruppie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Stick to your guns, Ilya thinks. Sex. With Hollander. That’s simple. Straightforward.
Except nothing about this night has been straightforward. The more time he spends with Hollander, the more he wants him - and not just the sex. He wants it all: the reading glasses, earnest ramblings, moral compulsions. The sweetness Hollander tries to hide. The way he holds back from almost everyone, even from himself, but never from Ilya.
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or: After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then they are marooned together at an airport for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.NOW COMPLETE!
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- 36,678
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02 Jul 2026
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Inescapable by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jul 2026
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At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.
Shane Hollander is immediately mesmerized by the small boy with golden curls and broken English standing on his front doorstep.
The friendship that develops between them blossoms into something more, until one day Ilya suddenly leaves without warning.
They meet again in 2008 as strangers.
A lot of things have changed.
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Childhood AU about two boys too frightened to fall in love, but they do it nonetheless.- Language:
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- Words:
- 41,045
- Chapters:
- 10/?
- Comments:
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01 Jul 2026
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Orbiter (If I'm gonna lose you anyway) by Celestial_Light81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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2017: Ilya Rozanov has just lost his father after years of battling with dementia. Within the span of a month, he finds out the love of his life, the man he’s not allowed to love openly, gets diagnosed with cancer.
He has to decide if love or fear is the deciding factor for his future, and what he'd be willing to sacrifice in order to get what he truly wants.
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Shane Hollander, after a brutal hit by Cliff Marlow gets diagnosed with brain cancer at the young age of 25, he’s not allowed to openly love the only person that has ever held his heart.
He’s fighting between pushing the love of his life away to protect his legacy, and wanting to keep him close for the time he has left.
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01 Jul 2026
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"You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"
"You want me to feed her?"
"Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"
"I-I don't know what to do."
Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."
"Then what?"
Or: Shane has a one night stand with a woman during the six months Ilya ghosted him, and he's left with a little girl. Lucie Hollander wraps them both around her little finger and changes the course of their love story.
(set in the canon universe)- Language:
- English
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- 3/9
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29 Jun 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,092
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 3,325
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- 255,660
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28 Jun 2026
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summer, as seen by an ant far from the shore by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov wants. This is not news.
To the media, he’s a ladies-man on a good day and a manwhore every other day. He isn’t afraid of taking what he wants, whether it’s a win that he barely grasps onto and plays dirty to get, or filthy sex in the back of a club to celebrate.
But what no one knows is how much he really wants. What he really wants. Something like waking up and feeling the warm press of someone under his body. Something like freckles and teasing and arguments that aren’t really arguments. Something like love. But he’s sure he doesn’t deserve it, and he’s damn sure not gonna ask.
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Five times Ilya doesn’t give into his desires, and one time he does. (Featuring the Boston Bears, Svetlana, and a whole lot of internal bargaining.)
- Language:
- English
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- 4,017
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- 2/6
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26 Jun 2026
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Lean on me not by slagglass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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“Honestly, dude, you’re fucking handling this like a champ.”
He’s not. He’s handling it the way he has to, the only way there is to handle it. “Well, I am champ, so.”
Marlow chuckles.
He sounds like he’s about to say something else heartfelt and misinformed, so Ilya flicks on the radio.
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Ilya gets outed fall 2014. Objectively it's good for gay hockey but it sure doesn't feel like it.- Language:
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- Chapters:
- 6/?
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- 3
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- 528
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- 1,447
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26 Jun 2026
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we could have a week, or even two (deleted scenes from the cottage) by giraffesaretall
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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a web comic for shane summer, featuring missing scenes from every day at the cottage :)
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- English
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- 1/10
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- 1
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- 9
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- 55
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- 9
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25 Jun 2026
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Lover's Spit by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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The first year of dating, told in vignettes.
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- English
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- 12,995
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- 2/4
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21 Jun 2026
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by FluentBird81
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?
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What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?
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- Part 1 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,017
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 239
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- 3,206
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- 701
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- 39,450
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21 Jun 2026
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on your knees, chef by thisisloonacy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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18 Jun 2026
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The chips are set to fall by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jun 2026
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At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 168,268
- Chapters:
- 41/42
- Collections:
- 30
- Comments:
- 17,941
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- 15,872
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17 Jun 2026
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Yuna the matchmaker by AmandaBanda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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“So, Shane, did you know that Ilya Rozanov is single?”
“No, mom, I didn’t know that. Why are you asking?”
“Well, since I started working with him in the Centaurs’ charity, I’ve got to know him and I realized that he is not as bad as people say. He’s actually a very nice young man.”
“Is he?”
“Yes, and I think that you should consider going out with him sometime. I can arrange a date, if you want,” she says casually before taking a sip of her wine.
“What! Mom, no!”
Yuna stars volunteering for a charity program run by the Ottawa Centaurs. There, she meets Ilya Rozanov and they become friends. Then she finds out that Ilya is bisexual and single. Coincidentally, she has a gay son who is also single.
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17 Jun 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 102,971
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 7,454
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- 26,302
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- 11,395
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16 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is the best player in the league. That has never mattered less than it does under Ilya Rozanov, Team Canada's new coach for the 2014 Sochi Olympics.
Shane grew up watching him, playing against him, idolising him in a way he didn't even realise. But as a coach, Shane hates him. He's cold, demanding, and impossible to please. But Rozanov pushes Shane harder than anyone ever has, and slowly his hate turns to obsession, competition to dependence. And Shane learns that their lessons come with a price: desire neither of them can afford.
(OR the coach/player forbidden hollanov you've been waiting for ;) )
- Language:
- English
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- 51,305
- Chapters:
- 10/?
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- 1,019
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- 1,779
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16 Jun 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
- Part 1 of my anon cancon
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,204
- Chapters:
- 7/10
- Collections:
- 1
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- 2,051
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- 4,473
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14 Jun 2026
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you'll have this place to call home, always by haveahearthaveaheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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“I met your May. She told me you would be here. Very irresponsible to leave a child alone, Hollander. Bad parenting.”
“Fuck off”, Shane says into his hands. “What are you actually doing here?”
Ilya feels so awkward, so nervous. I came here to see you, I needed to see your face, I needed to know you were still real, I love you, I love you, I love you.
“I am on vacation.”Ilya goes camping, befriends a teenager, talks to his dog, and uses the power of having been therapized to rescue Shane from his castle of fear and fine woodworking.
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14 Jun 2026
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Where Were You by SuspiciousCharacter1895
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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“Oh God, Sha - shit,” Ilya stammered.
Shane froze for just a fraction of a second. He had caught that, the beginning of his name. The name that had scared him so badly he had run away. Whatever Shane had told Ilya, about being sorry, about liking him, it hadn’t undone what he had done and said before.
I can’t do this.
But he could, damn it. He could, and he wanted to, and he was fucking going to.
____What happened in that Tampa Bay hotel room. Short, smutty, and a little bit sweet.
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14 Jun 2026
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After All This Time by flecksofgold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jun 2026
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In 2015 Ilya Rozanov is injured badly enough that it ends his career. In 2016 his brother and his wife die in a car crash, leaving behind their four year old daughter Maria. Since Ilya is the only remaining relative capable of caring for his niece, he takes her under his wing and tries to raise her to the best of his ability. His situationship with Shane Hollander ended when his career did, but with the little girl now in his care Ilya didn’t have the time to be hung up about it. Mostly.
In 2016 Shane Hollander makes peace with the fact that he will never hear from Ilya Rozanov again. At least that’s what he tells himself.
In 2019, Ilya Rozanov enrolls his niece at a hockey summer camp for kids. Unbeknownst to him, it is the same hockey camp Shane Hollander is set to coach at.
Neither of them expects to ever see the other again. But what happens if they do?
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03 Jun 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jun 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
Series
- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 350,699
- Chapters:
- 20/?
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- 10,551
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- 21,016
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03 Jun 2026