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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    “You okay?” Shane asks, dropping his t-shirt into the hamper.

    Ilya doesn’t glance over. “Yes.” It’s firm and final. An obvious demand to drop it. And Shane might’ve… if Ilya wasn’t currently climbing into bed in a long-sleeved shirt. Shane stands by his side of the bed, watching Ilya like he’s never seen him before. In all of their years together, he’s never once seen Ilya sleep in a long-sleeved shirt aside from that night their heating unit broke, and they’d had to bundle up until it could be fixed in the morning. But that was three years ago, and it’s the beginning of spring right now. And Ilya runs warm.

    “What?” Ilya asks, finally realizing that Shane isn’t getting into bed.

    “Why are you wearing that?”

    - or, Ilya hides an injury, and it's totally not a big deal (except it is to Shane)

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    "What they don’t tell you when you become ‘famous’ is that fanmail doesn’t strictly need to be positive by definition. Sometimes fanmail can look like a picture of him walking into his building at night, gear bag slung over one shoulder and face illuminated by a streetlight, unaware someone is photographing him. Fanmail can be his signature on a puck, returned to him covered in animal blood (he assumes it’s animal blood) and reeking of rot. Fanmail can even look like thin, white strips on the side of his sensible car, from someone keying it while he was in the store. Fanmail can look like anything, really. "

    In which Shane is the victim of an attack.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "Do you ever wish I was softer?" he asks Ilya. "That I was less stubborn or more...I don't know. Sweet?"

    They're lying in bed, legs intertwined and bodies tangled together under the sheets, still naked from the night before. It's a quiet Sunday morning, sun peeking through the curtains and warming Shane's half of the bed. Ilya's hand curls at the nape of his neck, fingers working through the knots in Shane’s hair.

    Ilya hums before, "You think you are not sweet?"

    or, shane worries he's not enough of an omega and ilya helps remind him that he is.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Where his friend’s curls should have been on the pillow there was a shock of black hair. Instead of Roz’s familiar features he was looking at a face full of freckles, a face that he recognized easily as they had been playing against each other only hours earlier.

    Shane Hollander.

    Shane Hollander was in Ilya Rozanov’s bed.

    OR

    Another Cliff finds out fic.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    16 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    Shane and Ilya were reunited for the first time since tuna melt down. All weekend they have been flirting, and the day before they both fly out, they are finally alone in Ilya's hotel room. Confessions are made, tears are shed, but what transpired after their first kiss in months? This is my version of events after the cameras cut out, before they both say goodnight.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Is Rozanov our Captain-in-law now?” a bright-eyed rookie asked, raised hand and all.

    “I don’t know.” Shane said helplessly.

    “Ha! Can I call him that just to see his face?” Drapeau said, an evil grin on his face.

    “Be my guest?” Shane said, looking at the ceiling. What even is happening now. “Do you have any questions for me that doesn’t involve chirping at him?”

    “Yeah, can I drive his Veneno?”

    Everyone turned to Comeau.

    “What? Figured since he’s dating our Captain we have to get some perks. I wanna drive his Lamborghini Veneno, it’s one of nine ever made. I call dibs!”

    The room exploded with eager voices.

    The Montreal Voyageurs share one brain cell, and Shane has permanent custody of it. Fortunately for him, that means they can’t be homophobic if they’re too himbo to understand hate.

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    15 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 48

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    “You forget how to use phone now?” he asked. Curls shone in the muted hallway light, tousled and dipping onto his forehead. The mole shifted slightly on Ilya’s cheek.

    Feeling shuttered into his skin. The quiet peace he’d grasped with shaking hands was slipping away. Shane wanted to cry. Wanted to scream and hit something. Wanted to play dead on the carpet. Blood pulsed behind his eyes.

    Instead, he murmured, “Can we not do this right now? I don’t want to… not tonight, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s brows dropped. He placed a hand against the door. “Shane, what is wrong?”

    Fuck, fuck, of course he wouldn’t just let this go. Shane’s jaw trembled. The panic flooded his system anew. He scrubbed at his eyes again. He’d been fine, he’d kept all the lights off, he’d tuned out the beating of his heart, the feeling of sweat against his spine. He’d fixed it, and now… now, like a relentless weed, the buzz in his nerves had relit.

    He wanted to slam his head against the door.

    Or--
    Shane's panic rears it's ugly head and while he tries to push Ilya away before he shuts down, Ilya steps into the hotel room and closes the door behind him.

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    15 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    Most of the Centaurs have tattoos. Shane suspects that most of them aren’t that deep, but he’s been looking and wondering.

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    15 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    “I think maybe we did not meet for first time in Saskatchewan.” He answers finally.

    “What? No, we definitely did. I wouldn’t forget that. Did you hit your head at practice?”

    Ilya can’t believe he once went nearly a decade without crying. The dam is so thoroughly busted now that it only takes a stiff breeze to blow it back open. He’s far closer to it now than he would like. “No. I think also maybe you did get to meet my Mama.”

    “Ilya…What are you talking about?”

    Ilya loves spending time with Shane's parents, and he's looking forward to dinner and an evening of looking at Shane's baby pictures, however they are going to bring back memories for more than just the Hollanders.

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    15 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    Well. This big guy can smile as much as he likes with a bit of arrogance on his lips and in his blue eyes, which glow off green under this light, but he has at least one big advantage for sure. And no, Shane's not thinking about where his dark brown eyes accidentally fall on. Shane has personally seen what he is capable of.

     

    Twelve years ago.

     

    Or AU, where Ilya, a former MMA fighter, is hired as a bodyguard for Shane's daughter, and Shane recognizes him as his "knight" from the past...

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    14 Jun 2026

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    There’s knocking at his front door. He frowns. Jackie and Hayden are the only ones that he is expecting tonight and they are both sitting in his living room. He has no idea who could be knocking on his door at this time of the evening, unless–

    “That better not be another uninvited guest!” Shane calls out to his friend in the other room.

    “We didn’t invite anyone!” Hayden calls back–indignantly–as if he hadn’t been trying to set Shane up with multiple women over the past few months by inviting them to dinner parties at the Pike's house.

    “Can you see who it is? My hands are soaked.”

    “Sure thing.”

    Shane washes the last plate and lets the water drain. He washes his hands and, with the towel in hand, walks in the direction of the hallway when Hayden’s voice rings out.

    “Uh, Shane? What the fuck is Rozanov doing in front of your door?”

    OR: After dinner with the Pikes, Shane finds a lost and broken Ilya Rozanov standing on his doorstep.

    Find Ilya's POV: here

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    14 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    It was so subtle, that Shane didn't notice at first. But it was there. Their toothbrushes touching, their shampoo also touching. Then their slippers at home, touching, again.

    "Ilya, what it's this?" he asked confuse. "It's us. Kissing" he answered, his cheeks turning pink, making a kissing pout, demonstrating with their deodorants, "We kiss kiss, so everything kiss kiss too."

    or

    or

    Where Ilya is just in love with his husband, so he is making everything kiss.

    or

    5 times Ilya demonstrate his love to Shane

    and one time that Shane decides not hide anymore

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    14 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    In my opinion, there was a lot left unexplored following the Fan Mail outing. An 11-year private relationship was just publicly outed, putting everything into question for Shane and Ilya. This is an exploration into Shane's POV immediately following his leaving the arena where he was treated horribly by both his coach and teammates and was told he and Ilya had been benched at the command of the commissioner.

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    "For the first time all day, fear didn’t lead the emotion. It was still there, still humming underneath everything, but something else cut through it sharper.
    Outrage.
    How dare they.
    How dare they take eleven years of something real and reduce it to something they could flinch at. How dare they look at the man Shane had chosen, the man he intended to marry, and treat him like a mistake. Like something to be hidden. Like something dirty.
    His vision blurred before he even realized what was happening.
    He blinked hard, but it didn’t stop it. The tears came anyway, sudden and frustrating, like his body was betraying him by refusing to stay contained the way he needed it to.
    “Fuck,” he whispered, the word breaking halfway through.
    Then his phone rang again.
    Ilya."

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    13 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Do you… Do you like it when we have sex?” 

    Shane stares blankly. For long enough, that Ilya continues, “Does it feel good? Do you enjoy it?”

    “Obviously,” Shane says, so earnestly confused that Ilya instantly does believe that he’s telling the truth. Which only further irritates Ilya. 

    He runs his hand over his face. “So you are really just silent during sex? Even if you like it, you are silent?” he asks, his voice coming out a little sharper than intended. Shane goes very still at the question as Ilya continues, “No— no nothing? No moaning, no whining. Your breathing barely changes. I do not… I do not understand.”

    - or, Shane's ex made him feel insecure about how he sounds during sex, and Ilya just will not allow that

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    12 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 72

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    Jackie Pike thought traveling to Boston with her husband and four children would be a nice change of pace. She was wrong.
    When her twin daughters disappear during an afternoon at the park, panic sets in. Hayden isn't answering his phone. The children are missing. And Jackie is seconds away from a complete meltdown.
    Then Shane Hollander calls. The twins are safe.
    Apparently, one of his "friends" found them.
    One problem:
    Shane's mysterious friend turns out to be Ilya Rozanov.
    Yes, THAT Ilya Rozanov. The loud, chaotic captain of the Boston Bears.
    The man Hayden Pike trusts less than airport sushi.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    A routine family dinner with Shane’s parents is supposed to be a safe haven, but the wires in Ilya's hyper-vigilant mind are already short-circuiting.

    When David raises his hand in a fast, playful motion toward Shane, the innocent gesture drags Ilya screaming back to a cramped, terrifying apartment in Moscow.

    His oldest survival instinct immediately overrides everything else: protect the person you love.

    Dropping to his knees to take a blow that isn't coming, Ilya lays his deepest, most heavily guarded trauma completely bare on the living room floor.

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    12 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    Ilya likes to bother his graduate student boyfriend on his downtime. Despite acting like he needs to study, Shane is always grateful for it.

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    12 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 46

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    What if Shane and Ilya were at the cottage, just sitting on the sofa pretending to watch tv, when Shane decides to ask about how to properly pronounce Ilya's name and it leads to a whole discussion about Russian diminutives and nicknames?

    A.K.A. - the cute little one-shot I wrote about how the nicknames Ilyusha and Solnyshko came to be, instead of posting updates...

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    11 Jun 2026

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