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    Tobirama can't stand to watch how much Hashirama is struggling. Madara's betrayal and then being forced to kill his best friend has made him miserable. He feels like there is nothing he can do to make his brother happy. Until one day he realizes he might have the solution, if he hadn't been around maybe Madara would have stayed..... So he attempts the impossible. An experimental Jutsu he never intended to finish.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Following the death of his brothers Tobirama spirals dangerously into apathy.

    Kill. Obey. These orders have haunted him since childhood. He has been a dutiful son. An obedient shinobi. But there have been parts of himself he has kept hidden from everyone else. The freedom he felt when he realized he could walk upon clouds. The pointlessness and smallness of it all when viewed from high above. The lack of distinction he feels in the pain of those who are called Senju and those Butsuma has deemed enemies.

    His brothers were his tethers, the only ones he cared for, and they are gone. Dead. He had failed them. After Tobirama is responsible for the broken bonds of friendship between Hashirama and that Uchiha, Hashirama won't even look at him. So what is there to hold onto? What is there to keep him fighting? Kill. Obey. He would rather stop calling himself Senju.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Tobirama: the trauma I experienced during my entire social and sexual development phase in childhood makes me literally dissociate to bury the extreme abandonment and isolation I feel but it's fine
    Mito and Hashirama: UMMMMM...???
    Madara: ...I'm on the very verge of committing a fucking war crime, and not for the usual reasons

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    23 May 2026

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    Tobirama was sick. He knew he was. Knew that the lack of pack he so desperately craved was killing him, just as he knew that allowing himself to drifted off into his sensing range to curl up within his anchor's chakra, clinging to his anchor, was the only thing keeping him alive and sane. He also knew it wasn't a long term solution and that eventually he would die, sooner rather than later, and he was content with that. Planned for it even.

    Too bad his anchor was completely against any plan resulting in his eternal rest and came up with a plan of their own resulting in Tobirama being kidnapped and mated by the clan head of the Senju's enemy.

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    23 May 2026

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    Sent on a mission to retrieve missing children from the clutches of bloodline thieves is not how Izuna expected his twenty-first birthday to go. Worse still is when he comes upon the beaten and bloodied body of Tobirama Senju, who has been missing for seven months and Kagami is holding the guy's newborn infant. Forced to make a decision, Izuna takes them all home with him, fully intent of using the Senju and his baby for leverage against their enemies.

    If only the Senju could remember who he was.

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    Izuna Week 2026 Day 7: Happy Birthday/Free Day

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    21 May 2026