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    There was a twitter post. A video. The caption said #pissgate. The video started playing automatically, and Ilya saw the nondescript white tile of the Metros locker room, and then the camera peered around a corner, and there he was. There Shane was. It played just long enough for Ilya to hear himself—say it—and Shane—piss on me. please—before his phone fell from his nerveless fingers and shattered on the concrete.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    When Ilya begins spiraling through depression and mania, the carefully controlled story of Shane and Ilya's "friendship" starts to fall apart. As Ilya's mental health worsens, Shane and the community around them struggles to keep him safe. What follows is a public breakdown, a disappearance, world shattering news, and the crumbling of a public image. Can they navigate not only the depression and escalating mania, but most importantly everything that comes after?

    or: A story on how mental illness during depression, mania, treatment, and recovery effects Ilya's life and everyone around him.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    “Were you practicing your speech?” He asks fondly with a smile, as he had assumed Ilya just couldn't contain his horniness and had decided he just needed to fuck something as soon as possible.

    “Da, of course. Luca volunteered to help me get rid of my nerves. Is a big,” he says with a thrust into Lucas mouth, “important,” with another thrust, “night for us.” Ilya runs his hand across Luca’s forehead. Luca closes his eyes and moans onto Ilya's dick as he matches the pace of the thrusts.

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    Shane Hollander needs to find his husband so they can make their joint speech at their Fundraiser Gala. After asking around, he finds out Ilya was last seen with Luca Haas. Luca and Shane help Ilya relax with a blowjob, with sprinkles of dom/sub dynamics creeping in. Ilya is in heaven, Shane is happy to share.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander only needs an alpha to stabilize his hormones and keep his hockey career from falling apart.

    The last alpha he expects to buy is the one hidden away at the end of a wing marked Alphas for Alphas. Blindfolded, muzzled, and marked not for sale.

    Returned fourteen times. Rented instead of sold. Known only by the number 14108124.

    Shane brings home the alpha society had given up on, only to discover that healing years of conditioned abuse is more than simply opening a cage.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    As captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane's performance on the ice was the pillar to the team's success. Lately, he has been high strung, in need of a release. Hayden Pike recommends his favorite cam site, YouCamz, to solve the problem.

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    Hockey Player Shane Hollander x Camboy Ilya Rozanov AU

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    Under the live now section, there were all sorts of men to choose from. Shane began to browse through and tried to find someone that peaked his interest. He was stopped cold by the most beautiful man he had ever laid eyes on.

    RockHardRussian, streaming now, two thousand viewers currently. He was muscular, built, his chest on display in the preview picture, all that he wore was a golden crucifix around his neck. His golden curls were unruly in a sexy way, moles dotted his face and chest.

    The corner of his mouth was quirked up, a tempting smirk that invited the viewer to click on his stream. What really grabbed Shane were his icy blue eyes, they were practically like a siren call. Those eyes drew him in and had him clicking before he could even process that he did it.

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    26 Jul 2026