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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    David set the phone carefully on the coffee table and answered.
    “Hey, Ilya. I’m with Shane and Yuna. You’re on speaker-”
    “There are pills,” Ilya said. The words trembled. “I need big favor. I need you to come take them from me. Please."

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    What if after the fight in the long game a different sort of crisis cause Shane and Ilya to confront their feelings...

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “As Gregor Samsa awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found himself transformed in his bed into a gigantic insect.”
    ― Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

    “Statement of … Statement of Jonathan Sims, the Archivist, regarding a few noticeable changes to his appearance after a … a miraculous recovery from a six months coma, most likely aided by the Eye. Statement given straight from subject, in his… on his bathroom floor. August 12th … Or wait, was it 13th …? 2018. At 4 AM."

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    07 Feb 2024

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    “Now,” Martin says, his voice softer but still firm. “Do you have any more ridiculous requests or can you leave?”

    And for some ungodly reason, as if Jon hadn’t given him enough trouble, he lifts his head, looks at Martin, and says:

    “Can I kiss you?”

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    “Dear Diary,” Martin says out loud to the empty room. “I don’t know what day it is, because we don’t have days anymore. We don’t have nights anymore either, so I guess that balances out."

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