19 Works by buttfulmavinness
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“In those moments I can’t stop. By the time someone tells me to ‘step back and re-evaluate’ I’ve already come to the conclusion that I’m nothing but a nuisance and the only solution is for me to die.”
Things in life are complicated for everyone. For some people, their brain makes things even more complicated, often to the point that reality becomes warped.
Ikari Shinji, a stereotypical millenial with his warped reality, queer relationships, life lived on student loans and a mind with too many thoughts, decides to give therapy another go after eight years. He's lucky, being able to connect with his new therapist, but therapy sessions don't stop the onslaught of shit life has in store. -
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Sequel to Flowers of The Moon.
Misery called their names, so gently, so lovingly.
Tsukiyama was eaten by doubt as he wanted to only help Hide. But Hide wouldn't open his heart to him, drowning in his guilt alone.
So they hung side by side from the branches of a dying tree, hoping that a wind strong enough would blow for them to reach each other again.Series
- Part 2 of Plantae
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You're The Vorest by buttfulmavinness for jiromaru
Fandoms: Tokyo Ghoul, Undertale (Video Game)
02 Jan 2016
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Hide is hungry and Sans conveniently happens to be made of bones.
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- Part 6 of Ghoul!Hide Week 2016
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A change in diet can certain levels of discomfort, especially in the case of feeding oneself with human remains.
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- Part 5 of Ghoul!Hide Week 2016
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The CCG's Grim Reaper was called to warehouse with one half-eaten body. Arima and Hide both thought it was suspicious, but dogs were meant follow orders and not to ask questions.
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- Part 4 of Ghoul!Hide Week 2016
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The Change of One & The Power of Many - Preview by buttfulmavinness
Fandoms: Tokyo Ghoul, ワンパンマン | One-Punch Man
29 Dec 2015
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Hide's dream is to become a Hero and save the day. But his body lacks power, and he cannot become one, not without help.
Suzuya is changing from a Villain to a Hero, thanks to the Hero Association. Despite being surrounded by people, only few take time to help him settle in to his new life.Preview to a (possibly) longer future fic.
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- Part 3 of Ghoul!Hide Week 2016
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Hide signed up for Pierrot in hopes of gaining favour by becoming Uta’s lover, all in the name of information. But after telling the same lie so many times, he began to believe it. It was the only way his mind could handle it.
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- Part 2 of Ghoul!Hide Week 2016
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Hide worked at the ghoul restaurant as a behind-the-scenes employee, never really seeing any of the guests or actual performances until one day he was asked to fill in as a scrapper handler. While on duty, his eyes were drawn to a new member of the party. A young man called MM made his debut. Hide offered him his heart.
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- Part 1 of Ghoul!Hide Week 2016
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Tsukiyama jams a makeup brush down Hide’s dick. Literally. This isn’t a metaphor.
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When your beloved pet is upset, what better way to make them happy than brutally torturing them and fucking them until they pass out?
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- Part 5 of No Longer Frightened
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Can you really blame him? The supernatural is so cool. Hot strangers are so persuasive. Combined, Hide can't even think of saying no.
Okay, maybe he's YOLOing a bit too hard, but what's the worst that could happen? Accidentally ending up as a bondage partner for mistaking fate binding as magic and not some underground slang for ropes in bed? He's been able to talk himself out of worse. Or not. Actually not, but that's not the point.
A handsome stranger offers to work some magic on him. For FREE. -
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Kaneki is a sentimental dork, though if he's asked if he had been planning on spending the evening with Hide for months, he'd deny it with all his being. But it's been ten years from the day he met Hide. Ten years is a long time, and he truly appreaciates Hide for being there. He wants to show it.
Hide gets him. Tsukiyama, on the other hand, needs convincing. And even if Kaneki isn't very eloquent with words, his actions speak for themselves.Series
- Part 4 of No Longer Frightened
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“I went down… To Saint James’ Infirmary.” The man’s voice is cracking and thick from booze, words slurring together.
‘If there was one way to perform this song, it’d be exactly like this’, Hide decides. ‘Drunk out of your mind and so broken hearted you might break down crying any second.’Death plagues the city, taking anyone and everyone without discrimination. Forgetting the dead is easier with a bottle in hand and a stranger latched to your side.
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Hearts have been broken. Hearts have been mended. And now hearts burn with the flickering flame of passion.
Treat your pets carefully to keep them from biting you.Series
- Part 3 of No Longer Frightened
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Regaining control over himself and upholding a certain level of mental stability is a slow and tiring process. But to be able to truly return to his normal life it's a hardship Kaneki has to overcome. He's been missing from human society for a long time, and the longer the time stretches, the harder it will be to return. He doesn't want to be as ill-prepared as last time he tried to live a human life. Asking Tsukiyama for advice; asking Hide for support, he has better chances at success than before.
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- Part 2 of No Longer Frightened
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If it weren't for that one polite gesture, Hide would have never noticed him. Now he won't take his eye off of Tsukiyama, staring through his shell like it's glass.
Tsukiyama wants to communicate with him, and flowers being the one thing he's always honest with. So every time they meet, he gives a new one that tells about his true feelings.Series
- Part 1 of Plantae
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They're breaking, Hide's breaking, Kaneki's breaking, but Hide needs to keep supporting Kaneki. He has no choice. But what can he do, when his words refuse to leave his mouth while Kaneki cries? Tsukiyama's trying to hide it but he's blaming Hide for his passivity. He hopes to find the strength in him to keep going, but the looming remorse for not doing anything isn't always enough of an incentive.
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- Part 1 of No Longer Frightened
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"So how come you’re not using their library?”
He gave out a dramatic sigh. He kept skimming the titles and authors, getting closer to his goal.
“My professor didn’t take into account the unusually high amount of participants in his class when he gave us our assignment, and they ran out of copies. I was… One of the unfortunates to have put off acquiring my own copy, and so I’ve come here to use the library and take notes.”
Because meeting in the library AU was necessary for my recovery from the end.
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A collection of Grestophe drabbles. Also known as Gregory of Yardale/The Mole. Some shippy, some not so much. Slightly OOC as they are quite minor characters in the movie.