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    Shane doesn't love making decisions. Ilya does. Isn't that convenient?

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    In his mind, he takes a sewing needle and stitches their bodies together with a spool of red thread — the colour of blood, soft and saccharine. In this dream, they are forever intertwined, their bodies nestled together and their lips grazing one another so tenderly that it makes him want to die all over again. He wants to pull on the strings with his fingers, testing their hold, forcing Rozanov to feel the way that they are literally joined at the hip and at the heart.

    Shane is falling so fast, he doesn't notice Rozanov tumbling after him. A crash course in not-actually-unrequited love, as told through six vignettes.

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    22 May 2026

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    Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.

    Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.

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    18 May 2026

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    "Must be nice."

    Shane's cheeks hurt from the fixed smile he's been wearing since nine in the morning. He passes a signed photo of himself to the waiting woman with a nod before turning back to Hayden. "What must be nice?"

    "Dude, the line of people waiting for your autograph wraps all the way around the building. Twice." Hayden hands him a water bottle, cap already off. "Here you go. Stay hydrated."

    Shane hides a wince; the slightly warm water tastes like plastic, and it lingers unpleasantly on his tongue. He's been signing for what feels like hours already and the crowd isn't getting any smaller. "Fitness is popular these days."

    "Sure. Fitness." Hayden gives a pointed look to the stack of photos in front of Shane: one set with him smiling awkwardly into the distance, arms crossed in his workout gear, and the other with him leaning against the side of a motel pool the marketing department rented for the morning, towel around his neck. The photographer insisted, despite protests that his workouts have never featured swimming.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    No one would believe it now, but Ilya Rozanov was a shy kid, prone to tears. Small for his age. An easy target.

    After his mother’s death, he threw himself into hockey. He hit a growth spurt. He started lifting weights, became big and strong. Not as big and strong as his older brother, but big enough to make Alexei and the other bullies think twice. Strong enough to fight back.

    (Or: Five times Ilya has to go home to Russia, and one time he chooses to go home to Shane.)
     



    This isn’t what Ilya had in mind when he figured they’d be spending most of their time at the cottage in bed.

    He throws his arm over his eyes and groans. “I am ruining our time together. I am ruining your time off.”

    “No you’re not,” Shane says. “Are you kidding me? I’ve basically been fantasizing about this.”

    Ilya lowers his arm. “About me puking all over your favorite place on earth?”

    “No, you asshole. About taking care of you.”

    Ilya stares at him.

    Shane says, defensively, “What?”

    “I fantasize about you fucking yourself on boring beige dildo,” Ilya says, voice cracking, “and you fantasize about me being sick at your cottage so you can take care of me?”

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    After making up a fake boyfriend so his teammates would stop setting him up on dates, Shane is suddenly faced with the task of finding a real one on short notice in order to avoid humiliation.

    Shockingly, his old rival, Ilya Rozanov, is willing to do what it takes to help him. Even if that means pretending to be in love with Shane for a full weekend.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    23 Mar 2026

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    22 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 2

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    Little girls whose bare feet slap down against the slave brick when they dance. Little girls who don't know no better when a stranger offers them kindness. And the world sure looks different the longer you're living in it, huh?

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    15 Mar 2026

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    The first year Shane spends with the Centaurs involves kink discussions, aggressively affectionate rookies, a book club, a sex club, Bood and Hazy Being Done™ and Ilya alluding to Shane's sexual preferences to the press, though not necessarily in that order.
    And honestly? He's never been happier.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
    Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
    “Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
    “Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
    Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
    “That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
    “Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”

    OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding

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    21 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    Even the boy’s transgressions were ordinary. Small, predictable, unworthy of attention. Armand could do better than that. He didn’t settle for the mundane. He could be fascinating.

    Armand finds a new way to torture Daniel in the Divisadero apartment.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s blood has always run hotter than Shane's.

    Or: Yay Hollanov free use! Everybody cheered!

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    16 Feb 2026

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    I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–

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    09 Feb 2026

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    And suddenly, filling his entire screen, Rozanov was grinning into the camera with a row of bloody teeth. His lip was split. When he wiped his mouth with the back of his bare hand, it came away streaked with red. He spat the rest onto the ice with an awful smile and a wink before getting to his feet.


    Jane: Can you stay in the dressing room?

    Lily: Are you asking or telling?

    Jane: You hate being told what to do.

    Lily: Not when it's you

    Jane: Stay.

    Jane: You looked really fucking good taking that hit.

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    29 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 65

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    Flashing images of a middle-aged woman at a bar, her hand around Guy's throat, thumb pressing below his chin as she whispers “Good boy…” into his ear.

    A college professor – an older man with greying hair - putting his hand on Guy’s shoulder and praising him on his last paper, promising him a bright future ahead if he keeps this up.

    A woman with white hair and intense eyes, gently molding him and manipulating him into joining the Talamasca, telling him he’s very, very special.

    And then, tucked neatly into that little row of memories is the feeling of Jasper gently pushing his hair back. Jasper’s hand on his face as he disinfects his head wound. Jasper feeding him breakfast and laying out new clothes. Jasper taking care of him in all these little ways.

    “There we go, kid, let me see it…”

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    06 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    When Armand meets Daniel Molloy at a stranger's funeral, the last thing he expects to be is fascinated by the human.

    A story inspired by Harold and Maude.

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    01 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 51

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    Suddenly, Jasper’s holding up that damn clicker. “Now, do you want the romantic ambient sound effects on – ” He uses the clicker and the revenants spring into action, growling and snarling, throwing themselves against the bars, sticking their arms between them, desperately reaching out towards Guy from both sides of the aisle.

    “Or off?” Jasper finishes, using the clicker again.

    “On,” Guy spits out. He’s scared and still angry, and harder than he ever remembers being, and in the mood to make some fucking dumb shit decisions.

    In which Guy and Jasper blow off some steam in the London Motherhouse basement. Between the cells full of revenant vampires.

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    06 Nov 2025

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