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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.

    He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane takes consent as seriously as Ilya does. And he loves Shane consenting. It’s always “yes, please” because he is so fucking Canadian. And so enthusiastic, even without words. He never wants it, he always needs it. He doesn’t ride, he fucking bounces. And Ilya loves to let him take whatever he fucking wants because he is Shane fucking Hollander and he would never say no to him.

    Damn, his life was fucking awesome. So, if you want some life advice, Ilya got some tips.

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    17 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    Ilya is pretty sure Hollander only agreed to the bet so he could lose it

    Smutty one shot where alpha Ilya gets to ‘play’ with beta Hollander when he wins - but is good boy Hollander actually guarding a lil secret?

    Just a bit of fun. Formerly titled ‘Hollander Hazing’ but with addition of new chapter (coming soon!) it has been retitled

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Ah.”

    “‘Ah’,” Ilya repeats, giving him a look before he looks back to the tidily stacked frozen mouse packages in the freezer and makes a face as a little badly-hidden shudder moves through him. “Why the fuck do you have mice in your freezer, Shane? You are doing serial killer shit now? This is why you have cottage in the middle of nowhere? For serial killer things?”

    “It’s for Spaghetti,” Shane says.

    Ilya gives him an absolutely horrified look at that and turns a little green, which makes him remember that Spaghetti isn’t just his snake's name.

    “Not food!” He rushes to explain. “Not food spaghetti! Snake Spaghetti!”

    “What the fuck are you even saying right now,” Ilya says, looking honestly a little concerned that Shane might have something going wrong in his head.

    (Distancing himself from almost twenty years of owning a snake, Shane can indeed see why this situation might be a little alarming for someone on the outside looking in.)

    (It also clues him in to the fact that maybe it’s not just Spaghetti who should have gotten a little adjustment period.)

    (in which i give shane allergies AND a snake)

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    17 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 41

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    “You know that story in the Bible, where God makes Eve out of Adam’s rib?”

    “Everyone knows that story, Ilya”, Shane points out dryly. “Even people who aren’t religious.”

    “Mm. I was thinking. Maybe God made me from your rib”, Ilya murmurs, nosing at Shane’s shoulder while he trails a finger along the hollow space he’d found before, like that would somehow make it bigger – make it true. “I feel like I belong here. Inside you.”

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    16 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 81

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    Shane is a college student at Columbia University in New York when he’s faced with a decision that could endanger the whole neighborhood. Instead, he ends up captured and held by the Russian mafia, led by the intimidating Ilya Rozanov. But why is he still alive? And what does the too-handsome mafia boss want from him?

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    16 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shane Hollander was in the prime of his career as one of the few omegas in the NHL, with two Cups under his belt and a promising future ahead of him. Then, shit hit the fan. It only took one omega to ruin it for the rest of them. No one wanted to talk about the incident, only the need for further regulation. Suppressants couldn’t be relied upon anymore, not after they failed for an omega in heat. And for the alphas that tore each other apart on the ice.

    No, omegas were now considered a danger to the sport. The NHL, outdated as the organization was, realized they couldn’t ban them completely without facing a civil rights lawsuit. Instead, they instituted a ruling that omegas would only be allowed to play if mated, preferably within their own team. He didn’t care as long as he kept playing. At least, he thought he didn’t.

    Then he ended up on the Ottawa Centaurs with none other than Ilya fucking Rosanov.

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    15 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    80 years ago, a virus tore through the world. Seemingly vampiric in nature, it introduced a whole new set of rules for those infected. Shane Hollander plays for the Metros in a rapidly integrating society, while his parents work for the Canadian government in the Virus Control Sector, overseeing the laws, regulations, and presence of the Peace Keepers, an authority force trained specifically to deal with the disorderly Infected and Feral.

    Ilya Rozanov was just trying to play the best hockey he could, while dealing with a deteriorating family system, and also failing not to fall in love with his rival. He never thought things would turn out like this.

    This story exists in a world with the virus and veers off specifically after the Tampa All-Star game.

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    15 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 33

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    Try ALPHA ENERGY to explode your performance! ALPHA ENERGY is the TOP DOG of performance enhancing smelling salts! Boost your INSTINCTS and release your BEAST INSIDE with our premium smelling salts for athletes! Infused with ESSENCE OF WOLF to unleash your athletic ferocity! Just UNCAP, SNIFF , PERFORM!!!!

    Or,

    Ilya is approached by a smelling salts company with samples of their new product. It brings about some unusual side effects.

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    15 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.

    Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

    Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

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    15 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    It is startling, how quickly the roar of an excited crowd can cut to silence. The air is sucked out of the room, like it leaves with Shane’s consciousness. The rink is a fishtank lit like a stage, and he is drowning in it. Ilya distantly realises he is holding his breath. He slows to a stop, all his senses turned towards the prone form crumpled on the ice. He hears distantly a whistle, people are yelling.

    Ilya knows with a certainty this is not a hit a player gets up from.

    So why, then? Do his eyes watch as Shane’s limbs twitch to life, a wretched gasp wracking through his chest is visible even from under the padded jersey. A conflicting mix of relief and dread bubble up in Ilya as an elbow braces on the ice and Shane’s neck shifts to lift his head. The arm he’s not favouring is held at an angle that suggests he’s hurt. He is facing away, Ilya desperately wishes he could see his face.
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    Shane gets hit badly on the ice and Ilya gets caught between his teeth in the aftermath. A feral hostage negotiation ensues (the league throws Ilya to the Shane wolf and he has to figure it out)

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    13 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 70

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    Ilya looks directly at blue eyes identical to his own—so intimately familiar and somehow also dazedly distinct—as he tightens his grip and growls into Shane’s ear.

    “We will both fuck you at the same time. Show your current husband and your future husband how desperate you are, how you are made just for us, yes?”

    He can feel Shane shiver underneath his palm, one hand rising up to caress reverently at Ilya’s fingers around his neck, his words trembling and broken into a shallow, breathless rasp.

    “Yes please… Make me take it, Ilya.”

    Or: On July 10th 2025, to celebrate the 15-year anniversary of their first night together, Shane and Ilya re-enact their CCM photoshoot and stay in the exact same hotel at room 1410. When they find a confused, nineteen-year-old Ilya knocking on their door, they proceed to make the best use of him.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    A collection of married Hollanov being utterly, stupidly in love with each other as they settle down post-The Long Game. Each work can be read as a standalone, but all are part of the same universe. Sometimes smutty, always sweet.

    * Marital bliss
    * Shane Hollander has an exhibition kink
    * Nonlinear healing
    * Professional ragebaiter Ilya Rozanov
    * Oh my god they just love and care for each other so much

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    13 Jul 2026

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    12 Jul 2026

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    A 5 + 1 of what Shane and Ilya do in bed after hooking up all those years.

    Or, these two idiots actually enjoy being in each other’s company.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    12 Jul 2026

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