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"I don't want you to touch me," he began, and her eyes widened at his request. "But I want to touch you. I want you to show me exactly what feels good for you, and I don't want you to fake it. If I do anything that isn't going to bring you to your release, I want to know. And if I make you come tonight, it will be real. Any cry that falls from your lips will be genuine, and I will know if it's not."
"You... just want to please me?"
"Yes," he agreed. "I just want to please you.
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When Talia left the Underdark, she had many expectations of what the surface would bring. Making her living in a brothel wasn't one of them—but the coin is steady, the clients are predictable, and she keeps her emotions out of her work.
And then a pale elf walks in, uninterested and intriguing.
The first night? They only talk.
The second? He asks her for something no client ever has: honesty.
As their meetings grow more frequent, keeping her emotions out of her work becomes harder than she ever imagined.
And when she stumbles upon a darker side of him, she's left with two questions:
Should she let him go?
Does she even want to?
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"Did I say something wrong?" Nerys asked carefully. "I thought we were having a good time." They'd both tried to learn not to overreact to each others' mercurialism.
"No," Astarion said firmly. "I... no." He took a shuddering breath and stepped closer to take her hand. His grip was uncomfortably tight, but she didn't complain. "I'm still not very good at this," he muttered.
"At what? There's nothing to do, just come here." She squeezed his hand by way of reassurance and he made an impatient sound.
"Do you…do you remember the spell you used to use, back in the Gate?" he asked hesitantly, still not meeting her eyes. "The glowy one with the…" he gestured helplessly, and understanding dawned.
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Wherein Astarion and Nerys take a break from slaying cambions to enjoy each other thoroughly with the aid of a nostalgic spell and a restoration pool.
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He tried to weigh the consequences in his mind but his hunger, which had already reawakened at the mere suggestion of drinking her blood, was terribly distracting, gnawing painfully at his belly. He took a reflexive breath and as if on cue her scent invaded his nose, the bouquet of her blood mixed with her arousal.
This might be a terrible idea, but most fun ones were. All he had to do was hold back a little, he could do that. Surely.Series
- Part 1 of And it's you and me
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And more than anything, she wanted him to learn to truly trust himself. To help him see that he was more than the monster he thought he was.
She didn't let herself dwell on the realization that maybe she wanted the same for herself.
Haunted by a past she remembers only in fragments, Tahlianna is determined to resist the darkness inside her—to become more than the weapon she was born to be. Alongside a certain vampire rogue, she embarks on a journey of self-discovery, falls hopelessly in love, and learns that even the cursed deserve a second chance.
An Astarion x Dark Urge story that loosely follows in-game events, with a focus on the intimate moments in between. Expect lots of sex, some angst and violence, occasional fluff, and alternating POVs. Contains major spoilers.
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