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    Katniss and Peeta falling in love while District 12 goes to shit

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    Rhaenyra was immortalized in the Annals of the Seven Kingdoms as The Cruel and Maegor with Teats, let's prove them right.
    All stories under this series is about Rhaenyra going back in time. In different times.

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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Since the day he left for the Quarter Quell all Peeta wanted was to return home to District Twelve. Now that the war was over and his treatments with Dr. Aurelius were through his dreams of going home are finally coming true, but what waits for him leaves him shattered and broken.

    Peeta’s first few hours after returning home to District Twelve.

    Warning: Peeta has some pretty dark thoughts in this fic!

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    "I selfishly didn’t want the conversation to actually continue where it needed to go.
    Because deep down I know it only has one ending. Our ending."

    Katniss struggles as her new desires conflict with her deepest fears; An angsty smutty growing back together one shot.

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Dreams and nightmares. Hallucinations and memories. Fantasies and self-flagellations. In the middle of the night, these things can be so hard to tell apart. Good thing he's got this one on tape.

    Written for Everlark Week 2026 on Tumblr (Day 1: you love me. real or not real?)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Of course that's what "hungry" means. To be be hungry is to lack something so elemental that that if you go too long without it, you cease to exist.

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    After a satisfactory performance on the Victory Tour, Katniss and Peeta enter an uneasy marriage instead of another arena, friends playing out a storyline for an audience that would be out for blood if they didn’t. Constantly talking about how to not be together ends up teaching them something else entirely. But can you ever really choose a relationship that's been commodified for everyone else's entertainment? And if you can't, what are you willing to do about it?

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    01 May 2026

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    This boy baked a toasting bread and gave it to kqtniss so she can toast with gale. 😭
    She didnt though, she ate it and trued to shqre with gale bit he looked insulted lol. She allowed him to kiss her though as a goodbye lol girl if you dont set boundaries with that man .
    Their first fight was peeta moving to her house but he insisted on sleeping on the room in the first floor. She is worried snow may know of it but oeeta wouldnt here it, she said if they shared a room at keast they will sleep well and peeta called her slef centered

    Of course now that he’s trapped with me for life, Peeta doesn’t think I’m so wonderful anymore. And why would he? He thought too much of me in the first place.

    She was so angry at him she slept with gale.
    See what making assumptiins will do to you peeta?

    “You know I would have rather died than leave that arena without you, right?”

    “Sure, you tell them that all the time. It’s a good line. Paid for that parachute of cheese and crackers all by itself.” I do my best to bite back irritation at his dismissiveness. I’m not good at saying these things out loud, and it doesn’t make it easier when the person I’m trying to say them to won’t listen.

    “I’m not telling them, I’m telling you. I hoped it wouldn’t come to that, but if it did, I knew what I was choosing. I was going home with you or not at all.”

     

    I’m not sure the version of me that left him dead in the arena would be much more alive herself.

    Its annoying how much oeeta is pushingvkat to gale. He even planned her 18th bday date with him and he wants gale to come to the house ugh even kat is annoyed. She's giving gale pity fucks and kisses

    And then, as he's kissing me, I can only focus on how guilty I feel, like somehow he can taste that that I've been dreaming about how much I miss the time when he never had.

    And Gale makes that simpler. In those moments where my mind wanders, I remember him, and the way he's so sure that something between us was inevitable before everything changed. Maybe, if I'd only spent more time considering the possibility, I would have believed that too. For all the limitations of our relationship, I think I have to believe that's true.

    “You seem awfully calm about that.” There’s a bite in Gale’s tone I don’t like. Of course I’m not calm. I’m just numbed to the reality of my situation. I have to be. It keeps him and everyone else important to me safe. And instead of being grateful, he’s what, jealous? If nothing else, that's incredibly short-sighted. None of this is easy for Peeta either, and if Gale got turned into a doll for the Capitol to play with, I don’t think he’d take it nearly as gracefully. Swap their places, I’m sure we’d all be dead by now.

    Oh they are not having sex, just making out. My girl dont want children but gale is experienced so why nit teach her oral? Anal? Hahahaa

    I know that technically I invited him, but I wonder if this whole thing, a special night away to celebrate my birthday, was just one more of Gale's precisely constructed snares. Is that why he seemed so much more at ease today than he has on most of our trips to the woods lately? And why was I so surprised by his expectations? Maybe I've gotten too accustomed to the fact that Peeta doesn't expect anything but a comrade-in-arms at night. Most girls my age wouldn't think what Gale wanted was anything out of the ordinary.

    Just brainless, they started co sleeping again these two.

    They are mentoring and FINALLY started talking to each other. They made so many assumptions i want to crack their heads and made them read each other's thoughts i'm that frustrated.
    They had oral lol and peeta finally knew she is not sleeping with gale and he was like poor guy HAHHAAHAHA

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Sleeping pills, bad dreams, train gossip. Missing moments from the Victory Tour in Catching Fire. Written for Day 4 of Prompts in Panem's Everlark Week.

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    02 Jun 2026