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    just a random collection of small moments and ideas

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    So Ryland Grace will love Simon until the day he dies.

    And Ryland Grace will love Simon in the next life, and the one after that, and all the ones after that.

    And Ryland Grace will sit on an empty shore of a dead sea under a forgotten moon and watch Simon live a long, full life; loved and safe and happy and free, trails of ice crystals and moondust left in his wake as he chases the light of thousands of shining stars.

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    Three times Ryland Grace thought he was in love, and the one time when it was true.

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    30 May 2026

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    After the Taumoeba leak, after I decided to die after all and turned my ship around to save Rocky, after Rocky's frantic calculations about food supplies, Taumoeba multiplication rates, and human caloric intake needs, after we realized that with some rationing and luck I would make it, but that we were headed toward the unknown territory of trying to rapid-prototype me a life support system and synthetic food supply on an inhospitable planet: after all of that, after everything, I shouldn't have been surprised that it only took a few months on board the Hail Mary for things to get weird.

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    He’d thought, at first, that the pounding adrenaline and the feverish gratifying sensation of being straddled and hurt was bloodlust. The way his entire nervous system would tingle from a crack across the jaw, or an arm around his neck, folding him inwards. Trying to kill him.

    Bloodlust wasn’t the extent of it.

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    12 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Get it out of your system before Saturday if you don’t want a whole stadium to know what gets you off.”

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    Dress rehearsal before MCR Seattle. Frank has a lot of feelings about the execution hood.

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    They’re passing another exit, this one brightly lit and overcrowded with gas stations and fast food joints, and Vic can see the curve of Kellin’s throat illuminated blue and purple by neon lights, see them shift like stage lights as he swallows.

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    There's a two-hour drive between Seattle and Ridgefield. Vic rents a car.

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