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    After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.

    Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    In the offseason, a steamy video of Shane and Ilya dancing at a club goes viral. Already out and married for years at this point, the first husbands of hockey can't believe this is news. For once, it's Shane whose media responses blow it up even further. Ilya’s not about to let an opportunity to compete with Shane go to waste.

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    The rivalry still hasn't died, they just find new ways to keep it going. Why choose silence when you can choose violence?

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    23 May 2026

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    Ilya has been thinking about his mother again. Not that he ever really stops but lately...Yes, lately he is thinking about Irina Rozanova but also about Irina Sokolova. About Irina before Alexei or Ilya. Before Grigori Rozanov. Irina Sokolova - the champion figure skater. The world championship title she won. The routine she developed and agonised over and perfected but never took to the Olympics.

    And he has been doing something stupid. Something he absolutely should not be doing. But he is one year away from reaching an age his mother never got to see and he needs...something. He’s pretty sure it’s this particular something.

    But Dr. Galina has been implying that perhaps it is only stupid in the way that falling in love with your arch-rival is stupid. So maybe he should just give up already and get on with it.

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    17 May 2026

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

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    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    10 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    07 May 2026

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    Ilya talks to Jackie about a certain type of book she is reading and starts his own book club with the Centaurs, then subsequently discovers AO3.

    “You are pregnant Hollander.” Ilya deadpanned.
    “I’m WHAT?”
    “Pregnant.” Ilya took another sip of his coffee. Shane’s eyebrows had gone up into his hairline. “On the internet. Is called Omegaverse.”

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    02 May 2026

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    Ilya had Shane only in fleeting moments for nearly ten years. Rushed hookups and greedy hands grabbing at anything and everything he could to savor every second of the limited time he knew he was running out of.

    And then they got married.

    Now, at night, Ilya slips into a bed that’s already warm with his husband.

    Or, all the ways Shane and Ilya say I love you without actually saying it.

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    02 May 2026

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    “Today,” he says loudly. “Today, I will tell you about the time Shane got jealous because Tro–”

    “NO, Ilya,” Shane interrupts him, and Ilya greatly enjoys watching Troy’s head snap towards Shane, who glows like a freshly picked tomato. 

    And that’s fine, really. Being Shane Hollander’s husband means he has so much material to work with. 

    “Okay, well, what about the time you bought us a sex building?” he asks, and barely gets the sentence out before Zane Boodram makes a loud exclamation. 

    “A what now?” he asks, as the eyes of everyone on the plane flit back and forth from Shane to Ilya. 

    “Definitely not,” Shane snaps, and Ilya grins.

    “What about the time you panicked so much you got into a relationship with Rose Landry because I said your first name?”

    There’s an audible intake of breath, and Ilya watches as a number of emotions cross Shane’s face before it finally settles into something that looks resigned. 

    “Fine,” Shane says with a roll of his eyes, and the team cheers as Ilya’s smile grows so wide he knows his cheeks will start to hurt soon.

    Ilya claps his hands in front of him. “It all started with tuna melts.”

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Love doesn’t need conflict, but Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov’s actually might.
    Year two between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game, they’re finding the edges.

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    01 August in Montréal: language barriers & photo shoots.
    02 Ilya gets a boo-boo. The Hollanders help.
    03 Dinner with the Pikes makes a mess.
    04 A tale of two bars with something in the air.
    05 Shane gets stepped on. Ilya gets chippy.
    06 Something sweet to remember Irina goes sour.
    07 Happy Canadian Christmas! Let's dance around the issues.
    08 Two roads diverge at the All-Stars.
    09 Rose v. Rozanov in a broken elevator.
    10 Valentine's Day, where the rivalry lives: the origin of The Rozanov.
    11 Shane blossom-peeps. Ilya bird-watches. Brandon ice-fishes.
    12 Captain Rozanov goes down with the ship.
    13 Shane Hollander has a VIP birthday.
    14 The season comes to an end in the closet.
    15 Knees meet a filthy bathroom floor in Vegas.
    16 *Bonus* Shane plays puck bunny, in his own way.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
    But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
    Shane kind of likes that.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.

    Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.

    As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:

    Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.

    A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Shane and Ilya do the 73 Question Interview with Vogue.
    Ilya is his usual self. Shane contemplates filing for divorce.

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    Ilya Rozanov refuses to get media trained and Shane gets multiple heart attacks.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Bood: And what would this person need to get Roz to settle down?
    Roz: must be most beautiful person you have ever seen
    Roz: very funny but does not know they are funny
    Roz: and suck dick like their life depends on it

    Or: The Centaurs know that Roz is sad, and probably a little lonely. So they do their best to set him up with someone who matches his specific list of requirements. What they don't know is that their captain has already found that person.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    After Scott Hunter comes out on national TV, Ilya wants nothing more than to go to Shane's cottage and figure out a way to make their relationship work. Too bad he broke things off and blocked Shane after the Montreal/Boston game that sent Shane to the hospital. Upon discovering that Shane has blocked him back, Ilya decides to show up at the cottage and win his Hollander back.

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    “Jane would not block me,” Ilya insisted again, even as his chest constricted with uncertainty. Ilya Rozanov did not get blocked, especially by pretty, pouty, freckled Canadians who meant everything.

    Marleau threw his hands out in helpless surrender, Ilya’s glare fierce enough to send him scurrying from the kitchen. Ilya waited a beat before carefully tapping Shane’s contact to call. He held his breath, heart sinking to the pit of his stomach as it rang once and connected to voicemail. Clenching his jaw, he hung up and tried again. Then one more time, torment ripping through his already tattered heart. This time when it connected, he left a message. Short, sweet, and full of intention even if Shane wouldn’t hear it. “I’m coming to the cottage.”

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Ilya gazed down at him, expression reverent. “You are beautiful. You know this?” he asked, panting a little, too. “Just like this, here, for me. Is okay, that not everybody understands. Because you are mine. This is ours.”
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    Even after moving to the Centaurs, not everyone is completely accepting of Ilya and Shane's relationship. Reporters call them distractions, cheaters, names that make shame well up in Shane's chest.
    Ilya reminds Shane that it doesn't matter, though. Nobody can take away what they have.
    (He reminds him by fucking him, of course)

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    15 Apr 2026

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    For years, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov lived in the shadows. Rivals on ice, something much deeper in private.

    Now the secret is out, engaged-to-be-married, and a new chapter begins. Marriage, a new team, and a season that might change everything.

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    This fanfiction takes place between Chapter 37 and the epilogue of 'The Long Game'. I was curious about what happened during that time, before Ilya and Shane returned to the ice as a married couple and star players for the Ottawa Centaurs. So, I wrote it the way I think it would go.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    He rounded the corner into the gym, ready to chastise Ilya for not finishing his workout sooner, when he saw him mid-squat in the mirror wall to his right. He froze. What. The. Fuck. 

    Ilya was wearing Shane’s favorite shorts, which would almost be enough to stop him in his tracks on a normal day. But he was also wearing a Montreal Voyageurs jersey. With Shane’s name and number on it. Shane actually felt his mouth water, his breathing quicken, and his body tingle all at once. 

    He swallowed and started to say something, but stopped when Ilya said, “Hey, baby...” And then just returned to his workout.

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    Shane loves to see Ilya in #24 and Ilya loves to see Shane in #81!

    Slice of life chapters dropping in on these two being spicy and sweet! As they get more comfortable together, they become curious about new dynamics in their sex life— what if Shane likes to take charge? And what if Ilya really likes it? ✨

    Chapters 1 & 2 take place between HR and TLG. Chapter 3, 4, & 5 take place after TLG!

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    12 Apr 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    It’s maybe a little unhinged, a tiny bit irrational… but Shane is officially at war with Ilya’s jeans.

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    08 Apr 2026

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