cosmicmiserable



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    Giyuu whines and pushes his hips back, greedy, like Sanemi isn’t giving it to him good enough. Sanemi sinks his teeth in savagely just below the angle of his jaw and sucks hard enough to bruise.

    Giyuu pushes back again, his leg trembling in Sanemi’s hold. “More - haah, please. Sanemi-”

    “More?” Sanemi goads him, nuzzling under his ear.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    For as long as he can remember, Giyuu has stuck to one golden rule: Don’t take home boys you meet in bars. It’s never been a hard rule for him to follow, at least until a man by the name of Shinazugawa Sanemi sits next to him one night.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Staring at the now open doors of the church, he eyes over the passersby as they flock into the building. He watches his own reflection in the car window, trying to see if his face collaborates with the others he sees, trying to discern if he fits in here. He has a fermented bottle under the staircase of his ribs he wants to forget about, hide it under more cobwebs, behind more boxes of baggage.

    (Or, Giyuu's spent as long as he can remember plagued by nightmares he's trying hard to forget, blindly walking through his life, always feeling like he's always one step away from the end of the world.)

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Three times Sanemi tries asking Giyuu to be his valentine, two times Giyuu tries asking Sanemi to be his valentine, and one time they finally get it right.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    The first round is always rushed, desperate. Burning want, vicious need. Racing to shred their clothes off, ripping and tearing until there’s nothing left. Nothing but them, a wild tangle of limbs on the floor, against a wall, any surface they can find.

    The second is always messy. Sloppy. A toss-up between fast and slow, easy and rough. A mental flip of the coin, one that depends on Giyuu’s whim, Sanemi’s mood, or any combination of both.

    (Or, alternatively, a glimpse into why Sanemi and Giyuu can never get enough of each other.)

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    09 Jul 2026