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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    The Montreal Metros lose to the Boston Raiders, 5-1. Shane seeks Ilya to make him forget that game even happened.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    There was definitely nothing wrong with the way Ilya's fingers slipped into those dips that proved to him that Shane had been touched by the heavens. Ilya could only feel blessed he was the one allowed to be inside Shane.

    Ilya had to check, had to make sure he was still the chosen one.

    "Mine, yes? You are mine."

    "Yes," Shane gasped, tone still desperate and watery. "Yours, only yours," Shane's hips faltered losing their rhythm. He sounded on the verge of tears, "And you're mine."

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    Ilya is obsessed with Shane's back dimples and calls him a god, and Hollanov try cockwarming.

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    23 May 2026

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    ‘David, is Ilya. Have suddenly got upset stomach. Sorry.’
    Too cliched.
    ‘David, have broken both legs. Do not send ambulance. Will walk it off. Regards, Ilya.’
    Too melodramatic.
    ‘David, do not want to go. This is Ilya.’
    Too cruel.
    ‘David, I cannot embarrass you. You mean too much to me. Love, Ilya.’
    Too true.
    Fifth time’s a charm and Ilya sent ‘On my way!’ instead. David’s reply was immediate, ‘We’re gonna make a night of it, bud!’

    Or: Ilya is David's plus one for a function and is utterly unprepared for how David has been talking about him at work.

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    22 May 2026

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    "Why don't I tell you a story, then? You may not be able to relate—it's my story after all, and you're not that good at hockey, but try to keep up."

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    17 May 2026

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    All Shane wanted was a nice, peaceful Sunday. Unfortunately, the pitfalls of marrying a reformed Slavic fuck boy remain by and large.

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    “You’re the worst,” Shane informs him, after they finally hang up. “First, you cheat on me. Four times! Then, you tried to blackmail a senior citizen. And then, you cast me aside for a dog?”

    He swings his leg over Ilya’s hip until they’re pulled flush together, Shane straddling his lap. “I want a divorce,” he declares huffily.

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    14 May 2026

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    Being an unbonded omega in the NHL has never really been seen as a good thing. Some fans still have their biases about it, and even some team owners do too. Unless an omega is a fucking superstar of a player, the NHL does not care about them at all.

    So when Luca arrives in Ottawa, he’s expecting some not-so-great treatment from his teammates and coaches. It’s nothing he’s not used to back home in the Swiss junior leagues or even on the international stage.

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    30 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 89

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    Ilya has a particular way of holding himself when he’s listening to Shane like this, when the air is thin and fragile between them. He goes very still, eyes wide open, the perfect absurd bow of his lips the only trembling thing. It isn’t enough, Shane thinks. This little soft-shuffle step towards better, God, it feels like a fucking mockery. It isn’t enough when Ilya is this, this warm-breathing world that Shane loves so completely, this thing that roars through his body like waves on rocks, sending him tumbling.

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    Shane and Ilya are three years out from retirement, on their second billet kid, and they're trying to figure out the future.

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    26 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    24 Apr 2026

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    After Shane got past the initial wave of embarrassment, he started to like how the words make him flush and squirm, like a virgin in heat. They felt dirty. They felt wrong, like they didn’t belong to him, but Ilya was forcing him into the mold anyway.

    “Fuck. You are everything to me. Do you trust me?”

    Shane runs a hand through his sandy curls, smiling into a chaste kiss.

    “Don’t be an idiot. Of course I do.”

    Ilya grins, slow and languid. “Then get on the floor and suck my cock, pretty girl.”

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    Ilya didn’t think Shane could still surprise him. Turns out, he can.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    In which Ilya is the one who gets hurt during the Boston vs Montreal game in 2017 instead of Shane, and this time their relationship gets revealed out there on the ice. This starts a chain of events that leads to Shane being the one to switch teams first.

    All fics could probably be read as stand-alones but do have small connections throughout.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “It won’t stop,” Shane said to the floor. His hands slid down and grabbed at his crotch, rubbing frantically over his boxers. “I can’t make it stop.”

    They were still in the fucking hallway, and yes, it was six in the morning, but it was not private. Anyone could walk in, from their own apartments or the elevator. And Shane wasn’t exactly being quiet, gasping and groaning as he massaged himself. Viagra didn’t do this. It didn’t make you lose all sense of space, of boundaries, of… yourself.

    This wasn’t normal. This wasn’t natural.

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    The morning after Ilya watches Shane and Rose together at the club, he gets a call from Shane. Something is wrong, and Shane says Ilya is the only one who can fix it. Ilya knows it's a bad idea, but that's never stopped him before.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    a hockey injury makes ilya curious

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Hayden had been expecting this call for months.

    He had known somewhere deep within himself that it was coming, ever since the Centaurs' plane crashed and his best friend lost the love of his life – even if Hayden had never cared that much for the man himself.

    Watching Shane receive the news from J.J.'s careless mouth, watching him bend over at the waist like someone had scraped out his inner organs–

    Yeah, Hayden knew.

    He was weirdly proud of Shane for holding out this long.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    04 Apr 2026

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    So what is the plan now, Mr. Spreadsheet?

    “Honestly I was kind of hoping your consciousness would just click back into your body once I touched you.” Shane scratches the back of his head.

    You treat me like slap bracelet, Ilya complains.

    After a bad hit knocks Ilya’s consciousness out of his body — literally — Shane finds himself sheltering the soul of his decade-long situationship in the back of his head. Turns out it’s a lot harder to keep secrets when you share a body.

    (They definitely still try, though.)

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    03 Apr 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.

    “There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”

    “I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.

    “No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”

    // shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    01 Apr 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 67

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    “No matter what happens, I’ll take care of Troy. I promise.”

    It’s a vow Ilya wants desperately to keep, but he has absolutely no fucking clue how he’ll ever manage to. Not when his own world feels like it’s crumbling around him, too.

    But he has to try, doesn’t he?

    Because what the fuck else can he possibly do?

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    Or, when a tragic accident rips everything Troy loves away from him, Ilya tries his best to help his friend while grappling with his own grief

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    01 Apr 2026

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    "You are not the only one who enjoyed it," Ilya reminds him, trailing kisses up the outside of his arm. "I am curious. About how much of this you will let me have. How much you will let me take." He makes it to Shane's neck, nips lightly at his pulse when presented with a bared throat. "It should not make me so crazy. But it does."

    And Shane - Shane can't really argue with that. He knows that Ilya delights in finding Shane's sexual boundaries and seeing how far Shane will push them. He knows that he derives equal pleasure from it every single time, no matter how initially hesitant he feels.

    It makes it much easier to say, "Okay, yeah."

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    It started with a simple remark during a daily chore. Neither of them could have predicted how much it would grow from there.

    or, Ilya and Shane stumble upon a shared interest in feminization kink. This is how it plays out.

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    27 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    Set in the years after the cottage and in non-TLG canon, Shane and Ilya’s secrets become too heavy to carry, and things begin to fray at the seams. In their 30’s, unresolved traumas lead to a disastrous collapse of their coping mechanisms. Will a love that can only exist in the dark be able to transcend the silence of individual suffering?

    "i’m sorry, i tried, i love you" is a story about the insidious realities of mental health and grief, but also about self-compassion and love.

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    26 Mar 2026

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