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Away, Expected Back Shortly by Lilylikeswords
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander plays piano. Ilya Rozanov fixes things.
Together they build a life above a shop, filling a cramped apartment with sheet music, repaired furniture, unfinished shelves, and enough love to make the future feel inevitable.
Then war arrives, Ilya is reassigned first- Temporary, they tell him.
Shane knows better, yet neither of them manages to say a proper goodbye.The years that follow are shaped by ration books and radio broadcasts, newspaper headlines and rumors that travel farther than the truth, and the slow terrible distance that grows when two people are left alone with their worst assumptions for long enough.
Somewhere between home and war, two men who once knew each other better than anyone begin building their entire lives around things that were never true.
Or: two deeply intelligent men spend the better part of a decade being catastrophically in love and aggressively angstily misunderstanding the situation.
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08 Jun 2026
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When Shane reluctantly agreed to kick off his MLH career with a photoshoot, he imagined, somewhat vaguely, a hockey uniform and some dramatic lighting on the rink. Shoot a few pucks. Pose intensely. That kind of thing.
The marketing agency, apparently, had other ideas.
A plane flight gone wrong, a desperate crash landing, and suddenly hockey’s two brightest young stars find themselves stranded in the heart of the Canadian wilderness. With no way home and no rescue coming, they only have one hope for survival -- each other.
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- 28/28
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05 Jun 2026
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"If things only stay exactly like this, nothing will go wrong.
Nobody will get hurt."
Or: Ilya Rozanov has already lost a loved one to suicide. He can’t let it happen again.
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04 Jun 2026
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Exposure Therapy by Sweettree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 8/8
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03 Jun 2026
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Suddenly, the fear that he'll lose his mind and hurt this man of tender exposition in front of him is too much to bear.
"Go away." He says.
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Ilya Rosanov comes home to find Shane hurting himself.
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02 Jun 2026
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Shane & Ilya, again and again. by camilles_wrld
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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“Hey,” Hollander’s voice changes to something low and soft. He moves quickly, and Ilya realizes suddenly that Hollander is sitting right fucking next to him on the ground.
“Rozanov, it’s okay. It’s okay.”
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov met at the Prospect Cup when they were seventeen. Ilya doesn't play in North America, he plays in Moscow. Five years later, Shane and Ilya reunite at the Sochi Olympics. Ilya is not doing well.
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Home (running) by 4242424242424242424242424242424
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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Shane leaves professional hockey before locker room homophobia and contractual obligations can destroy him.
Somehow, inexplicably, he winds up on the Savannah Bananas, an exhibition baseball team.
He coaches skating for kids in the off season.
For the first time in years, Shane has fun again.
(He doesn't think about Ilya Rozanov or those two nights they shared together)
(He doesn't give Rozanov his number when, years later, they reunite)
(Except actually he does)
(It's the best thing he's ever done)- Language:
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- 25/25
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31 May 2026
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Even though I try not to / I can’t help but want you by MinaHarkerMyBeloved
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
22 May 2026
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‘Uh, hi,’ said Shane fucking Hollander, the one player Ilya had bothered to learn the name of, the one player who might actually be able to give him a run for his money on the ice. The hockey player and, apparently, demon-hunter, who was watching him with dark eyes just a little too wide, and pinking cheeks sprinkled with gorgeous freckles. ‘Are you okay?’
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Ilya has the Sight, but has always avoided everything magical, until the day Shane Hollander saves him from a demon. Shane is a Shadowhunter, and he knows getting mixed up with a mundane is a bad idea. But neither of them can resist each other's charms, no matter how much they try.Series
- Part 1 of hollanov shadowhunter au
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23 May 2026
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22 May 2026
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Welcome, Jane! by MantisShrimpfromMercury
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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"Jane" gets added to the Centaures WAGs chat shortly after Ilya moves to Ottawa. Maybe a group of girl friends is exactly what Shane needs in the face of hardship
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- 4/4
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17 May 2026
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You Get To Be The Role Model Now by Sombrbird
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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“You were being extra nice knowing you were going to throw me into the fire the second the sun went down. You didn’t think to tell me this was about my friendship with Barrett?”
“Sweetheart that’s the thing, you don’t have one and he’s my best frie-” Shane doesn’t want to hear it. He turns to Barrett who unwisely followed him to the kitchen
“You’re a fucking piece of shit you know that, right?”Bookmarked by crows_lament
16 May 2026
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i only threw this party for you by LunarMoonstone
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Apr 2026
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"Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.
Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.
In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.
Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.
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13 May 2026
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so you must like me for me by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
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12 May 2026
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shane and ilya meet during a festival held to promote peace and solidarity between their packs and others in the region. there's an instant attraction between them but what starts out as a casual arrangement quickly turns into something neither is ready for.
or: the hollanov wolfshifter au nobody asked for.
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07 May 2026
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and we're live! by confusionmeisss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Apr 2026
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“Hello beautiful sexy people in phone!” Ilya grins. He’s leaning forward on the kitchen island, causing his entire face to fill up his phone screen.
or, ilya goes live on instagram and its exactly what the fans wanna see
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- Part 12 of ilya rozanov terrorizes the internet
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Adulting by the_weight_of_small_things
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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adulting
/əˈdʌltɪŋ/
noun informalThe practice of behaving like a responsible adult, especially by completing ordinary but necessary tasks such as paying bills, managing a home, making appointments, working, cleaning, cooking, or caring for oneself and others.
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For Shane Hollander, adulting had once meant signing contracts, buying and building property, investing in sensible furnishings, and handling the pressure of being in the public eye; then he started building a life with Ilya Rozanov, and the word began to mean something else entirely.
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White Silence, Dark Heat by Zavia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.
When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.
Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.
Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.
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Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.Series
- Part 1 of The Things We Survive
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In which the most beautiful of the last generation of High Elves, Shane Evenstar falls in love with a mortal knight of Gondor, Ilya Rozanov.
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25 Apr 2026
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Combine by deliciousblizzardshark
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Apr 2026
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Shane was still angry. Rozanov’s plan had been to, what? Seduce him so they’d bond? He hadn’t even though to ask Shane first! Shane should get up and walk away and let his dad take him back to Russia and lock him away. Then Shane wouldn’t have to bond with him. Shane didn’t want to bond.
But Shane had told Rozanov they’d be a team, just the two of them, and Rozanov seemed so scared and vulnerable. But Shane had started thinking about what they could do, the two of them on the ice, bonded. He’d had wingers he’d connected to before, who seemed to be able to read his mind. How much more incredible would this be, someone who’d always know where he was, what his intentions were?
“No one can know,” Shane said.
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- Part 8 of Hollanov fics
- Language:
- English
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- 12,190
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- 1/1
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17 Apr 2026
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I Want to Hold Your Hand by 7ate9 for chocolatefreckle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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"We are not anything."
And that was how it started.
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13 Apr 2026