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    Oh, va te faire foutre,” Lestat snaps at him. He leans against the vanity once more, hiding his eyes with his hand. He’s biting his lip, Louis can see, to stop himself from wailing more. He sees his throat working, once, twice, as if he’s trying to swallow all of his tears, all of his words. But he can’t stop his weeping, it seems, because red droplets keep falling over his cheeks, his mouth, his chin. He takes a shuddering breath and drops his eyes, looking at Louis, devastated.

    He opens his mouth, but Louis shakes his head. “No, no. I can’t do this with you anymore.” He thinks about two years ago, about finding him in the shack, the hurricane around them, how happy he’d felt when he saw him again, how he felt his soul was finally complete after decades. “This was a fucking mistake. You’re right, I don’t understand, I can’t fucking understand what argument you have for this.

    Lestat looks panicked now, his weeping forgotten. When he tries to get closer, Louis raises a hand, stopping him as he walks back.

    “You are— you are going to leave me?” Lestat says, his lips barely moving.

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    14 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Quel est ton nom?” Lestat whispers, lowering the blanket a fraction. His voice is higher than usual, lighter, childish. What’s your name?

    Louis goes very still. He recognises this, he knows what’s happening. These interviews with Daniel must have cracked something open in Lestat’s mind again—brought his nightmares back out into the open. Now he’s retreating to somewhere safer; somewhere before Magnus and the tower, before even the wolves it seems.

     

    Lestat has a nightmare about his Turning and when he wakes, he forgets who Louis is. It's up to Louis to pick up the pieces.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “You’re Ilya Rozanov, right?” Dimirty walks up to Ilya and holds out his hand with a smile. “Captain, yes?”
    Ilya nods, “Yes.” Did… did Dimitry not recognize him? Was he so old he was becoming like Grigori? A little spark of hope shoots through him. He could do this, he could survive this again. Four months, and then he’d be gone for good. And besides, he’s older now. He’s not a kid, he’s not Dimirty’s type anymore.

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    When LeClaire goes on paternity leave and the new guest coach is brought in, Ilya finds himself facing old traumas and gaining new ones. Ilya thought he’d been able to escape the man who assaulted him and leave his traumas behind for good. Instead, Ilya finds himself in the same predicament he did when he was just a kid in Russia. He thinks no one notices his suffering, but Cliff Marlow does, and so does Scott Hunter. Together, they do their best to protect Ilya from his old coach.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    I don't know how to fucking ask this so I'm just going to say it. Did Armand ever act… different around you? Call himself Arun? Become childlike?

    There is a long pause and Daniel feels a storm of anxiety turn into a knot in his gut.

    Oh. Ah, well, I guess it took him long enough to do that shit around you.

    -- In which Daniel Molloy, companion to the ancient vampire Armand, learns about Amadeo and Arun with some healing along the way.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    Ilya Rozanov grappling with his own Classification.

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    22 Jun 2026