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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “You killed me, Hollander. I am dead.”

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    Ilya literally gets so excited during his first time with Shane that it sends his heart into a freak episode of SVT (supraventricular tachycardia). The treatment for it is miserable, but luckily, he’s got Shane by his side every step of the way.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Jeart issues Ilya just like me! <2

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    TMZ @TMZ
    Trouble in paradise? First Husbands of Hockey, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, spotted having a tense-looking debrief in their sprinter van right after leaving a fundraising event for the Ottawa Children’s Hospital. The couple appeared strained, sitting with quite a distance between them despite giving the appearance of being all over each other earlier in the night. Fans are wondering, is this the end of their chaotic “love story.”

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    Shane's getting really tired of people talking shit about his husband.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    LMFQOOO SHANE BLOCKING PPL LEFT AND RIGHT BABY IS TIIIRED

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    world's first hollanov stan @hollanovfounder8124
    THEM THEM THEM

    [Images: Left: Ilya celebrating after his goal in the second period, a wide grin on his face and his stick is lifted and pointing in the direction of the bench. Right: A picture of Shane standing up at the bench, one of his arms raised in celebration and his mouth open mid-word.]
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    Or, Shane and Ilya, and the start of the 2021-2022 season.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    YAYYYYYY THE FIRST HOCKEY HUSBANDS

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    NHL News ✔ @PuckReportNHL
    🚨 BREAKING: Former MTL Voyageurs captain Shane Hollander signs with OTT Centaurs, multiple sources confirm. Hollander camp has yet to comment on the new contract.
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    Or, Shane and Ilya, and the summer of 2021.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane has learned that Rozanov played in the KHL up until signing with the Centaurs. His departure from his previous team seemed to end on anything but friendly terms. He has a reputation. Trouble always seems to find him. Or maybe he chases it. There’s stories about fights in the locker room, authority issues, and he’s apparently a notorious party boy, a womanizer, some new omega on his arm in every photo online.

    (Yes, Shane has checked).

    He’s all the kinds of alpha that Shane has rolled his eyes at all his life.

    And Shane hates the way he blushes under the alpha’s attention.

     

    Or: Shane loves hockey, but was never allowed to go pro due to regulations preventing omegas from playing professional hockey. Instead, he works as a nutritionist for the Ottawa Centaurs. Ilya is a recent transfer to the team, and takes an immediate liking to Shane. Having built walls around himself and his designation, will Shane be able to open up to him and let the alpha in?

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    05 Jun 2026

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    SOOOO FLUFFY I LOOOVE

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    Shane no longer hides that he's texting with a guy. It is a badly kept secret that he is gay, and all the important people know already (his family, friends, and his team). So he doesn't delete all the evidence anymore, just the messages that make it clear he is dating Ilya Rozanov.

    And now everyone can read his sexts with his boyfriend.

    Set somewhere between Shane coming out to his team, before Hayden knows Lily=Ilya, this is a (twitter) reaction fic! (no need to read the first two installments).

    OR: Shane Hollander's sexts and sappy texts with Lily get leaked, twitter reacts.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Events just before and during The Long Game, as told through texts if Shane was a WAG. Featuring a cup win, two babies, a fight, an (almost) plane crash, a coming out, and being outed.

    Jane: Montreal was not a good option for a number of reasons.
    Caitlin: So he did move for you??!!!
    Jane: Don't tell your husbands. He likes the mystery.
    Cassie: Never. what happens in the WAG chat stays in the WAG chat.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    CENTAURS WAG CHAT YAYYY

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    Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.

    “Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.

    What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    THEY MADE A DOCUMENTARYYYYYYY YEA

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    Shane realizes that Ilya has no emergency contacts and that it takes three years of being married to a Canadian before you can apply for citizenship. Ever the practical man he is, Shane decides they should get married that summer. Ever the sentimental man, Ilya refuses to take off the ring all summer. When the season starts up again, Ilya is in his last season at Boston, and someone realizes that the playboy Ilya Rozanov has a ring tan.

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    Or, I force Ilya to finally reach out and get a support system because that man needs community.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    BOSTON BEARA FINDING OUT ILYA IS MAAAARRIED

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    “Okay, pause. Is he really your fucking best friend, Shane?” Hayden's tone was weird, an entitled undertone shining through that was starting to bother Shane to his bones. “You gotta be kidding me, bro.”

    “Why? He’s my husband. Everyone says you gotta marry your best friend, so I did. What’s wrong with that?”

    “Dude, that doesn’t make sense! I’ve been by your side longer than he has—”

    “No, actually.” Shane corrected, as he fucking should have after the wedding, after the digs started to sting more than a chirp should. “I met Ilya before I signed with the Metros.”

    or: ilya rozanov is shane hollander's best friend, to hayden pike's shock and horror!

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    04 Jun 2026

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    The first time that Emmett caught even the slightest hint of Elle's scent was about two months after they'd become friends. He was staying over for a late study session to catch up after he'd been locked himself up to ride out his heat alone, a study session which was ending with Elle working on a paper, and Emmett flopping in an uncomfortable chair that he unnoficially claimed from the first week of their friendship.

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    Elle is and Alpha, Emmett is an Omega.
    They're both down bad, but refuse to see it.
    Chaos and smut ensues.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    OMEGA EMMET NEED I SAY MOREEE?

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    No one really thought that Elle was the only victim of Callahan's predatory actions. She was just the first one who spoke up about it.
    No one imagined that before her, there was Emmett.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    When The Rice Purity Test gets brought up in the locker room, Ilya makes it Captain's orders to learn everyone's score. Shane doesn't expect this stupid quiz to lead to learning more about each other’s past.

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    04 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 54

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    It didn’t help, either, that he wasn’t allowed to tell them about the most important person in his life. Staying mysterious only helped for so long. It was isolating, being this secretive. The nerves mixed with the hiding didn’t exactly make it easy to connect with his teammates. 

    Shane could tell it was hurting Ilya. Ilya didn’t want Shane to worry, but he could tell his reassurances only helped so much. Which is why, after debating and discussing, they decided that Ilya should tell his teammates about his partner. Not Shane, but tell them about Jane. 

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    another shane joins the wag chat fic

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Texting fic <3

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    In which Shane is just a little too obsessed with loons and makes it a problem for academia. But at least he still plays hockey in college! And Ilya? Ilya is still the star center for the Boston Raiders.

    Somehow that doesn't make things easier.

    A crack treated very seriously AU.

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  17. Public Bookmark 66

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    Rozanov offers a hand to shake. “A pleasure to meet you.”

    “Likewise,” JJ says evenly as he shakes Rozanov’s god damn hand cordially.

    “Nice to meet you,” Hayden grits out less than politely.

    “Well,” Rozanov drawls, making himself comfortable on one of the loveseats Shane somehow has. He cracks open the single can of Coke. “At least you will not need to hide my body, yes?"

    “You’re on thin ice, Rozanov,” Hayden says gruffly.

    Rozanov ignores him, turning to JJ. “My favourite player is Shane Hollander after all.” He winks, taking a swig of his can.

    They can get along, JJ thinks.

     

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    In which Ilya is still a hockey player and Shane is the nerdy TA who loves loons just a little too much (and hockey, of course).

    Or, 5 times people learn that Shane's boyfriend is Ilya motherfucking Rozanov. And 1 time someone learns that Montreal Jane is actually a man.

    The direct sequel to Shane Hollander: Stupid Canadian Wolf-Bird Expert (and lover boy) but can be read as a standalone!

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    03 Jun 2026

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    College shanya and player ilyusha shenanjgans

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    Loki’s husband returns to Asgard after months of being at war. He gives his brother a warm welcome.

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    02 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    Spring has finally returned to Asgard after a particularly harsh winter, and with its arrival, new life is growing everywhere. It’s a cycle as old as time itself, but unbeknownst to most of the Asgardians, this one is special, because new life is also growing within their royal family.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Alternate Title: Shane Hollander: Stanley Cup Winner, Accidental Dog Sitter

    Shane: Is this Ilya Rozanov?
    Unknown number: no
    Shane: Oh, but the dog collar had this number.
    Unknown Number: What? What dog collar? What are you talking about?
    Shane: I'm Shane Hollander.
    Shane: I have your dog.
    Unknown Number: Is this ransom threat?
    Unknown Number: Did you kidnap my dog?

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    02 Jun 2026

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    SUCH A FUN FIC WHERE SHANYA BABYSITS ANYAAA <3

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