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    And later he’ll blame it on just wanting to get out of there without anyone having a meltdown, and he’ll mostly believe it. But really, if he’s honest, it’s the way Will’s shoulders have started to hunch in on themselves, like he’s trying to disappear himself from the room. Eddie calls it the Lost Sheep Radar, that feeling that tells you hey, that person is drowning. Help. Gareth’s never felt it before, but he feels it now, the flutter in his gut, the warmth up his neck. Whatever it is, that’s the reason he’s suddenly clearing his throat and opening his mouth without thinking…a thing that always ends up getting him in trouble.
    “Will, I can drive you home.”

     

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    Or, Somewhat accidently, Gareth spends the last few weeks of his summer driving Will to and from Hellfire. It starts as a one time thing, but he quickly realizes the quiet sophomore is a lot more fun to spend time with than he expected. And maybe, Will is just the type of person Gareth didn't even realize he was looking for.

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    17 May 2026

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    "Yes, we should talk about that."

    "About him moving out?"

    "About Buck. In general."

    "Why?" Eddie asks confused. "Him and I are not fighting at the moment."

    Frank raises his eyebrow at him. "We'll circle back to that later."

    Chris is back from Texas but that doesn't mean the work is done yet. Eddie goes to therapy, individual and family therapy, in order to fix his relationship with Christopher and he is on the clock because Buck, their buffer, is moving out soon.

    And Buck is what he is being confronted by again and again during therapy.
    When Eddie finally realizes his feelings, it is not all roses and sunshine. Christopher is vehemently against the idea of them dating because he doesn't trust Eddie not to mess it up. Eddie decides to honor his son's wishes until a case they work on shakes him up.

    Buck POV in the second chapter, and Buck is suffering through his own realization of feelings.

    Basically my take on 'everything is about Buddie except for Buddie which is about Christopher'

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    25 Apr 2026

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    The two texts came in almost simultaneously.

    Eddie
    Can you come over?

    Chris
    I need ur help

    There had been no hesitation on his part, with Buck grabbing his keys and immediately headed for South Bedford Street. While he wasn’t panicked since no one had actually called him, he was on high alert, not exactly sure what he was about to step into. For both the Diaz boys to message though, he had some idea and hoped that he was wrong.

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    Chris doesn’t end up in Texas, but with Buck. Which leaves Buck to navigate surprise parenthood, feelings realizations, crazy parents, and his best friend all at once.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Do none of you care about the children? It’s a bachelor auction, and you, my friend, are a bachelor. Abracadabra, put your name on the list.”

    “I can’t,” Eddie repeats. He can’t. He cannot. “I’m not.”

    “You’re not? Since when?” Chimney frowns. “Who?”

    It’s not Eddie’s fault that, at that exact moment, Buck walks in. So it’s not his fault that he opens his mouth and says, “Buck.”

     

    Or, Eddie trips and falls into a lightly fraudulent HR-disclosed "consensual romantic relationship" with his best friend. Really, if you think about it, it's a win-win.

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

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    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    23 Feb 2026