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    The problem is, Buck broke the touch barrier. Before, Eddie’s ass existed in his reality as much as a mirage exists in the desert—something to observe at a distance with wonder. He could only dream about what it would be like to kneel at its shore and drink from its waters, but who wouldn’t? He’s thirsty as hell!

    But then, Buck actually managed to reach it and discovered it isn’t a mirage, it’s an oasis, and now he’s just supposed to move on?

     

    Buck has always known Eddie has a nice ass, and he is secure enough in his sexuality to let him know as such. It’s no big deal… Until it is.

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    Eddie climbs onto the bed. They sit side by side, legs extended, two letter L’s protruding off the page. Instead of pressing play like Eddie is expecting, Buck laughs.

    “What?” Eddie asks, an instinctive smile caressing his lips.

    Buck grips his jaw, thumb brushing over his teeth before he bites at the broad nail, stifling. “Just—did you ever see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?”

    Eddie nods. “Gene Wilder.”

    “That’s the one,” Buck chuckles around his thumb, then lets it slide free. “You know the grandparents?”

    Then Eddie’s laughing too. “Jesus,” he says on an exhale.

    “I’m just saying,” says Buck, still giggling. “I’ve seen our future, and it’s bright.”

    Or: God created the world in seven days. It only takes Eddie six to surreptitiously move into Buck’s house.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    The doctor tilts her head to the only source of warmth in the cold, hospital room. “And who’s he?”

    Buck’s eyes drift to Eddie, hungry for the sight of him. They fall upon the tense line of Eddie’s shoulders, the firm press of otherwise plump lips, watching like the very air in his lungs depend on Buck’s answer.

    “That’s Eddie,” Buck answers, and the smile sneaks up on him. “Eddie Diaz. My partner.”

    There. Relief washes through Eddie in a visible wave: his shoulders drop, features relaxing with the soft push of an exhale. Buck warms at the sight. Right answer.


    A polysemy is a word with multiple, related meanings. The word partner, for example, can mean close friendship, a teammate, a co-parent. To someone else, it can also mean a lover.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Buck yanks his boxers down and stands there, in Eddie’s room, nakedly. 

    …What the fuck is he doing? 

    Is his solution to accidentally catching an eyeful of Eddie’s dick to flash him back?

    Stomach swooping, Buck scrambles to pick his briefs back off the floor. At the same moment, the bedroom door cracks open. 

    He hears Eddie’s sharp inhale, head snapping up in time to watch Eddie scramble for the light switch, plunging them into darkness. 

    Fantastic. Now they’re staring at each other in the dark. And Buck’s dick is still out. 

    Alright. Buck can work with this. 

    “Hey, man,” Buck says, feigning nonchalance.

    This is a battlefield. There is no room for modesty.  

    An incredulous giggle slips past Eddie’s lips. “Were, uh. Were you planning on sleeping naked?”

    Or: Buck and Eddie run into each other naked. Several times. For some reason.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “You’re naked.” 

    Buck splutters. “You’re here.”

    Eddie stares at him helplessly. He can’t deny it. He is here. 

    Of his own volition. 

    Because he’s crazy, and he followed Buck here, to a porn cinema, and he walked in on Buck getting fucked in the ass by a stranger, surrounded by half-naked men, with artistic gay porn projected on the wall like some sort of presentation and he’s still staring at Buck who is naked and he’s going to faint. He’s going to faint at the porn cinema, and they’re going to have to take him away in an ambulance, and Hen is going to make fun of him for the rest of his mortal life.

    Or: Buck dodges Eddie’s calls. Eddie makes it his mission to find him.

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