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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 222,222
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- 28/28
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Bookmarked by darkdecay
09 Jun 2026
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The only HR fic, that is now my fucking headcannon
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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- English
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- 9,094
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- 1/1
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30 Apr 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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zuko nation @yaoionice
tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others
oh captain my captain @jimothykirk
Replying to @yaoionice
RIGHT like i think love might be real
dani @danisqueerbar
Replying to @jimothykirk
we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)
Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.
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- English
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- 10,526
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by darkdecay
11 Apr 2026
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Connecting the Two Dots by queerteaoop
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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- 3
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Mama's Boy, Mama's Boy by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry AUs
- Part 1 of Ghost Irina AU
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Haydenov Phone Swap by icopythefax
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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"You know that’s not what I meant.” Mr. Smith says into the phone, and he sounds exhausted. Sam doesn’t turn around, trying to give him as much privacy as possible, even if it’s imagined.
Sam throws his whole body weight into his next pull of the handle, feeling the budding sweat from earlier as a full-body wave, pricking at his neck and armpits and forehead.
Nothing. The door doesn’t budge. Sam’s trapped.
Or: Sam Wesson gets stuck in a supply closet with his boss, who's hiding out to fight with his girlfriend. Sensing the available omega that Sam's been into for months, Sam goes into an early rut.
Written for WincestWednesdays Week 3 Prompt: "Trapped"
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- Part 3 of WincestWednesdays October 2023 Event
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Or, The One Where Frank Really Needs to Invest in a Thesaurus
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- Part 1 of Cassock, Reverse Slow Burn
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Wilson keeps having nightmares about House dying.
They feel more like memories.
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- English
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Bookmarked by darkdecay
07 Sep 2024
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"You jerk," Wilson sighed when House walked in and set a mug on Wilson's desk. Wilson was stretched out on his own couch. The nausea had ebbed slightly during the morning, but then he'd tried to eat a little oatmeal, and now it seemed in danger of flowing again.
"It's tea," House said. Wilson glanced up at him, and House looked away. "From Cameron."
"Yes, God forbid I think you care," Wilson said.
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a long cold war with your kids at the front by judypoovey
Fandoms: Dune - All Media Types, Dune (Movies - Villeneuve)
09 May 2024
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Feyd-Rautha assassinates his Uncle. As punishment for interfering with his plans, the Emperor sends the na-Baron to live as a ward of House Atreides. While Rabban attempts to keep his brother alive by complying with the Emperor, Feyd becomes entangled with the Atreides' heir and his prophetic visions.
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the knives will come out by judypoovey for mirdania
Fandoms: Dune (Movies - Villeneuve), Dune - All Media Types
03 May 2024
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It's Vladimir Harkonnen's annual birthday weekend on his private island.
Throw in a kidnapping, a blackmailing and a million more secrets and lies and you've got a normal family gathering for the Harkonnen-Atreides family.
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He recognizes this boy from the day of their arrival. He remembers the sour look of barely contained violence on his uncle’s face when he looked at the Emperor embracing Duke Leto Atreides. He remembers the easy smile on the man’s handsome face, his hands broad and strong looking as he clasped the Emperor’s elbow. He remembers a cold, pretty concubine, delicate hand resting on the shoulder of her slight son. This boy. Paul Atreides, his uncle had said later, a familiar hungry look in his eye.
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The sun is shining relentlessly through the floor to ceiling windows, bathing the Atreides group in bright light. He steals a glance at Paul Atreides, sitting demurely beside his father. His eyes are wide, freckles standing out against his pale skin. Where’s your fucking smiles now. The boy glances at him like he heard him. Feyd shifts in his chair, dropping his gaze, the pleasant ache intensifying as he moves.
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Succession AU
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“You’ve been happier recently,” Maggie said, apropos nothing. She didn't even look up from the bandages that she was wrapping around Matt’s wrist in precise lines, blotting the cloth with blood.
Matt frowned and angled his head up. “What makes you say that?”
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- Part 16 of Daredevil/Punisher Fics
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“I will admit that I saw this going differently,” Matt offered dryly. He could feel Frank shift behind him, his heart hammering with the poignant noise of annoyance.
“Ya think, Red?” he shot back, his tone venomous. It was obvious he was trying to find a weak point in the ropes they were currently tied up in, but Frank wasn’t very useful blindfolded.
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- Part 17 of Daredevil/Punisher Fics
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the better half by roipecheur
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), Daredevil (Comics), Punisher (Comics), The Punisher (TV 2017)
14 Jul 2021
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When Frank can't get rid of Matt Murdock's suicidally stupid train wreck of a twin brother, he does the next best thing: take him on an extended, cross-country road trip where they commit some murders, steal some money, and might even go on a real vacation.
Of course, Matt never really had a twin brother.
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If there is a god up there he’s a cruel son of a bitch to send David and his picture perfect family into Frank’s life and just like that he’s thinking of Red. Thinking of Matt fucking Murdock and his tangled up Catholic guilt laughing somewhere in the back of Frank’s mind and saying some bullshit like, everything happens for a reason.
Yeah, Red, Frank thinks back. Guess that’s why you got a building dropped on top of you.
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or, Frank takes the long way home
Bookmarked by darkdecay
05 May 2024
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He Came, He Tried by Azure_K_Mello
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, X-Men - All Media Types
02 Nov 2025
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Bucky is the only person who remembers Peter after the events of No Way Home. He's livid with Stephen Strange and determined to help Peter get his life back on track. In the process, the two become best friends, get their shit together, support each other through the ups and downs, eat a lot of cookies, pet a lot of goats, and, eventually, find love.
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