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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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11 Jul 2026
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Eddie had seen Buck devastated before, more times than he'd like to count. But nothing compared to watching Buck realise that his son might be dead. And it was all his fault.
Or: After Theo disappears during a mall takeover, Eddie tears the building apart trying to bring Buck’s son home. A terrifying day that finally forces Buck and Eddie to confront the fact that they’ve already built a family together, with Christopher and Theo at the centre of it.
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07 Jul 2026
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"Max just came out to their parents," Chris explains. "And it didn't go well."
Eddie takes a moment to process that sentence. Max and Chris have been close friends for a few years now, 'they' is not the pronoun he's used to hearing accompany Max's name.
"Right, okay." Eddie pushes himself up from the couch and moves to pick up his car keys. "Of course they can come over. Where are we picking them up?"
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In which Christopher Diaz is a good friend, Eddie Diaz is a good dad, and Christopher's purple-haired nonbinary best friend Max clocks Eddie's gay ass and sends him on a journey of self discovery.
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06 Jul 2026
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When Buck falls from a parking structure during a high-stakes rescue, Eddie is left to grapple with the sudden, crushing loss of the one person he never fully understood he loved. Stranded in El Paso with only Chris for company, Eddie finds himself unable to reach anyone from the 118—Bobby, Hen, Chim, Maddie—all of them silent, leaving him to face the weight of Buck’s death alone.
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06 Jul 2026
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The constant beeping of the heart machine is a comfort because that means that Buck is alive. When Eddie got to L.A. he wasn’t sure if that would be the case. That terrified him to his core. The thought of being in a world where one Evan Buckley wasn’t there. Eddie was in Texas when he got the call. The moment he heard Bobby’s voice say “You need to get to L.A. Eddie.” It felt like his world was upside down.
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Buck is injured and Eddie has to deal with the fallout and potentially losing him after he has finally figured out that he loves him.
This is the first part following immediately after the injury and in the hospital.
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05 Jul 2026