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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    Far from her Terran home, the fiery academic Amanda Grayson must settle into the ways of Vulcan life and learn to conceal her human emotions - but when a mysterious, handsome ambassador with a dark past fixes his attention on her, he awakens her heart to passionate desire. Can she face the challenge of living on a new planet - or will she break at loving a man who has forsworn to feel?

    Banned twice from publication on Vulcan for it's salacious contents, Illogical Desires is the first part of the Vulcan/Human romance novel cycle of a mysterious anonymous author, who is no other that Ambassador Sarek himself. In an attempt to connect with his feelings and with the romantic culture of his wife's home planet, Sarek has penned "Illogical Desires", a highly fictionalised account of his and Amanda's courtship. At the publication, the work sparked outrage among the Vulcan elite for its rich details on Vulcan courtship, feeling and intimacy - now digitised, the original, uncensored manuscript can be made available to the public (but don't tell the Vulcan High council).

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    31 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Jack overhears you telling Cassie that you’ve never given a blowjob before. And he is nothing if not dedicated to his role as your mentor.

    or: i saw blowjobs in fanfic discourse on the timeline and wanted to make a contribution via jack abbot showing curvy!reader how to give head

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    21 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    When Jack goes viral after delivering a baby in an elevator during a power outage, he never expects to be invited to a radio show—let alone accept. But when he sees that you're the host, he decides to answer the call.

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    28 Apr 2026

  4. Rec *

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    Maya Gonzalez is used to being watched; but something about the way Pope does it feels different.

    Pope looks at her like she's special - like she's something to be understood.

    And so, while trying to survive life in Oceanside, she lets him.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    You’re one for one on giving each-other wide-eyed, disbelieving stares. On the benches outside the hospital, sharing bears with the other dayshift workers, Robby gives you shocked glance when you tell him you’re a virgin. By the staff lockers in the Pitt, your eyes snap to your attending in disbelief as he offers to take your virginity.

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    12 Apr 2026