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"I don't know." Buck's voice dropped lower, uncertain. "I just need... something."
His fingers found Eddie's wrist, holding on like an anchor. Eddie stroked his thumb along Buck's pulse point, feeling the rapid beats beneath skin that burned too hot. "Tell me what you're thinking."
Buck was quiet for another long moment, and Eddie could practically see him gathering courage. When Buck finally turned to look at him, his blue eyes were desperate, pupils blown wide. "This is gonna sound crazy."
"Try me."
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or; Buck gets sick and has a proposition for Eddie. Then, when Eddie gets sick, Buck's got another proposition.
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09 Jun 2026
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i’ll take you (where you wanna go) by eddiebodywansum (butdaddyilovehim)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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“The guy suggested I have a safety person because I’m… inexperienced,” he says, “Better safe than sorry, I guess.”
Buck? Inexperienced? What the h—oh.
Something clicks in Eddie’s head. A safety person. A safe call.
Eddie’s heart hammers in his chest as he realizes exactly what Buck’s asking of him. Suddenly, he understands why Buck’s being all hesitant and evasive in the way he answers. Because Buck’s asking Eddie to check in with him because he’s meeting a Dom and not a date. A Dom that’s not him.
Or, Buck asks Eddie to be his safe call person when he goes to meet a potential scene partner. He never ends up making it past the front door.
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08 Jun 2026
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“Sit” he gestures to the stool at the counter.
Buck goes easy. Always so obedient.
“Good boy.” It comes out rough. Buck’s eyes flutter shut. “Should I be calling you a good boy actually? What with you going around picking fights?” He keeps his tone gentle, teasing. He expects a joke back, something to break the tension, but Buck’s tone is painfully earnest, his eyes pleading.
“I’m good. I’ll be good.”
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Nobody ever tells Buck that he’s a good boy, and he’s such a good boy. Eddie endeavours to change that. Platonically, of course. Or at least it starts that way.Bookmarked by dew13
08 Jun 2026
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So really, after all the training, after all the years of call after call and day after day pulling people out of their worst nightmare, he should’ve known.
He should’ve known that dead weight doesn’t feel the way living bodies do. That every ounce of it doubles when it’s someone you love.
All he can think about is getting Buck back into his arms, keeping him there, holding tight enough as if he can force the life back into him by sheer proximity. The thought of letting the line slip through his fingers feels worse than dying, but he calls for more slack anyway, watching as the distance grows between them.
Those were priceless seconds he just wasted, he thinks.
He should’ve known better.
He should’ve.
Fuck.
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Do you ever wonder what was going on in Eddie's head after Buck was struck by lightning?Or,
Eddie admits he loves Buck after Buck is struck by lightning.Bookmarked by dew13
07 Jun 2026
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“Remember how Ravi said I needed to get laid?” Buck asks at last.
Karen gasps, her hand coming to cover her mouth in shock. “Buck. You didn’t,” she sighs.
“What, you—” Hen looks like she can’t believe her ears, shaking her head. “You slept with your future nanny during the interview?
“That’s highly unprofessional,” Karen adds with a concerned frown.
Okay. Well. Maybe Buck shouldn’t have started there. “No! I— It was before, okay?”
Hen squints her eyes, trying to understand. “So, this man turns up to your house, you say hi, you have sex, and then you start asking about his former employers’ references?”
Or: Buck needs a nanny. Eddie is desperatly looking for a job. They might end up finding more than they asked for.
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07 Jun 2026
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"Are you married?”
Christopher coughed so hard he nearly dropped his phone.
Buck choked on nothing.
Eddie said, “No.”
Theo turned to Buck. “Why?”
Buck’s mouth opened.
Eddie got there first. “Because you have to ask someone before you marry them.”
Theo considered this.
Then he looked at Buck. “Did you ask?”
“No,” Buck said quickly.
Theo looked at Eddie. “Did you ask?”
“No.”
“Why?”
Christopher whispered, “Great question.”
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07 Jun 2026
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06 Jun 2026
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- Part 5 of Little's (MultiFandom)
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06 Jun 2026
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“The area you fell into was part of a project developing a compound designed to nullify suppressants temporarily, allowing the body to expel them safely. If that’s what you were exposed to, and I believe it is, then suppressants will be completely ineffective for at least twelve months.”
Buck’s blood ran cold.“If you are caregivers or littles,” Dr. Hall continued, “your regression will bleed through to your baseline state. Drops may occur unpredictably. I understand the complications this presents for your line of work, so I’ve already spoken with the university director. Pending confirmation, the university will cover the salaries of three additional firefighters for your station during the duration of the effects if you must exit service for any period of time.”
The world seemed to tilt.Buck felt tears burn behind his eyes, panic clawing up his throat. He’d been on suppressants since he was thirteen. He’d never dropped, not once. No one knew. Not his team. Not his family. And now they were all going to find out.
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06 Jun 2026
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The doctors call it a miracle. Maddie calls it a recovery.
To Buck, it just feels like being tired.
But Eddie is there, steady and grounding, with his quiet commands and his warm hands. Eddie knows when Buck needs to rest. Eddie knows which plates are easier to hold, which clothes are softer against surgical scars, and exactly how to cut an apple so that everything feels... simpler.
It starts with a weighted plush toy to stop the nightmares. It moves to a hand-fed snack to save his energy. It’s a slow graze of nails against a scalp until Buck doesn't even remember how to make a decision for himself—and he doesn't want to.
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or, Eddie showed Buck it was easier to be little. (set after S2's truck bombing)
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"I want to fail," Buck tells Eddie. "I want to fail within the safety of your ownership and know that you will still love me."
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- Part 8 of Love is a Burning Thing
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05 Jun 2026
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Eddie makes a bitten-off sound and bites his lip again. It’s not enough to distract him, he’s at the stage where he needs a hand between his legs to keep holding. He needs...or...or it’s gonna be inevitable.
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05 Jun 2026
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Eddie simply cannot know that he is currently naked. That would be catastrophic.
“Um, I— did you need anything? I’m kind of in the middle of something,” Buck says, which. Okay. That did not sound convincing. He adds, “I can call you back in ten?”
“I thought you just woke up?” Eddie says, and, fuck— Buck did basically say that.
Carefully, he says, “I did.”
“So what were you—?”
God, this is mortifying. This might be the worst thing that’s ever happened to Buck, and he’s been caught in, like, four natural disasters. And also struck by lightning. And had a fire engine fall on him. He even dated (he shudders at the thought) Tommy Kinard.
“Eddie,” he says. He doesn’t know what else to say.
“What? If you need to pee you can just mute yourself.”
“Eddie, that’s not—”
“Then what?” Eddie laughs. “If you’re still in bed, you can’t ha— oh.”
Or: Buck answers the phone in the middle of jerking off. For some reason, Eddie asks him not to hang up.
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04 Jun 2026
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born from the same twisted bone. by dylaesthetics for InterPlanetary_Redacted
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Dec 2024
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"Some research says the gene could pass on to your children. Since Buck and Christopher are so alike, I was simply concerned that—”
“Let me stop you right there,” is how Hen cuts Eddie off.
“What? Is it not genetic?”
“It might be, I’m not all that familiar with it,” says Hen, shrugging. “But that’s not really relevant, since… Well, how do I put this? Christopher is not biologically related to Buck.” A pause. “Or did you two morons forget that, what, with your questionable codependency?”
Eddie simply stares at her, as his brain short-circuits. Because—
Um, yeah, they did.
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03 Jun 2026
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Eddie tilts his head, his hand sliding off Buck’s knee as he leans back. Buck misses the warmth immediately. “Would that help you—having rules?”
Buck can only nod in response, equally confused and intrigued by the sudden gleam in Eddie’s eyes.
Eddie reaches for his beer bottle and brings it to his mouth, tapping the rim against his lower lip. “So if I came up with some dating rules for you to follow, you’d be all right with that?”Buck decides to start dating again, and Eddie offers to give him some rules to follow. That's just the kind of great best friend he is. It's a completely platonic arrangement, and Eddie definitely doesn't have any ulterior motives.
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02 Jun 2026
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Buck dives into the world of BDSM alone. He finds himself struggling with the aftercare, and starts calling Eddie over after his solo sessions. It helps, but how long can Buck keep this going?
Or: 5 times Buck secretly uses Eddie as part of his aftercare routine + 1 time he gets caught.
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31 May 2026
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Buck has been feeling insecure about gaining weight as he gets older, but his family and friends are there to offer some perspectives on why it's not a bad thing. Eddie, of course, is obsessed with his beefie himbo boyfriend and does more than just quell Buck's worries.
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31 May 2026
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“I just don't want you to feel like you have to keep things from me. I can feel when you're stressed out. You're not doing me any favors.”
Eddie nods, squeezing his eyes shut. “Yeah, I know. I’m…” He sniffs. Buck continues rubbing circles into Eddie’s back with his other hand. He peels his eyes open slowly, making direct eye contact as he says, “I’m terrible, huh?”
Buck sucks in a breath. He knows what this is. “Really? You're insatiable.”
“I know. I'm awful. The worst.” He frowns again, but this time Buck knows it's for show—can recognize this play anywhere. “Not like you. You’re perfect.”
Eddie Diaz is complicated. Eddie Diaz is deeply ashamed. Neither facts deter Buck.
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31 May 2026
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hell was the journey (but it brought me heaven) by eddiebodywansum (butdaddyilovehim)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 May 2026
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He’d clicked on the video entirely unsuspectingly, just a random one among the many other videos he’d be watching. It’s one he’s never seen before—which is rare and also exciting in itself considering just how much of the site’s videos he’s obsessively consumed and rewatched—but nothing could’ve prepared him for what he was about to see on screen.
Because it’s Eddie.
Eddie is spanking someone! A man. On screen. In a video recorded and uploaded to a spanking porn site.
Or, Buck stumbles across old videos of Eddie spanking people on the internet and goes a little insane about it. Insane enough to earn a spanking of his own.
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27 May 2026