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i know what's on your mind (there will be time for that too) by youreterriblemuriel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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"I want to call you…" Ilya starts, pausing before he can say it.
"Yeah?" Shane sounds breathless.
"…Mommy," Ilya says with conviction he does not feel.
Shane stops breathing, which isn't necessarily a bad sign. It means he's surprised. If he stops breathing for like 20 seconds or more, that's when Ilya starts to get worried.
But a few moments later, Shane's breathing normally while shaking his head slightly, as if to toss around the new information in his beautiful brain. He sits up from Ilya's lap to look into the fire, still processing. Ilya tries to not sound winded after his confession, his breath spilling out of him as he anticipates his boyfriend's response. At least Shane hadn't laughed.
Still looking into the flames, Shane takes a deep breath. "So how do you want to do this?" he says.
OR: Shane finds out Ilya has a mommy kink while they are camping, and immediately uses his freaky brain to make it the hottest sex of Ilya's life (so far).
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- Part 2 of sexistential kink
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14 Jul 2026
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when i get to where i'm going, gonna have you trembling by youreterriblemuriel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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Shane hears the snap of the clasp as the collar fits around Ilya's neck.
Oh. Shane's mouth goes a little agape at just how perfect Ilya looks in a collar.
"Oh, puppy," Shane says. "Baby."
"Yeah?" Ilya says with his smirk, but Shane can see the searching look as Ilya's eyes bounce back and forth between Shane's, wondering how Shane is seeing him.
Shane puts his hand in Ilya's hair, carding through his curls, wanting to physically show how much this means to him when he can't really get the words out.
"You are petting me," Ilya says, unnecessarily, but with awe. Shane does this for a few quiet moments, feeling his dick twitch at this sight of his boyfriend.
OR: Shane decides he wants to try being a dom again - this time, Ilya will be his very good puppy.
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- Part 3 of sexistential kink
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- English
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14 Jul 2026
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Ilya looks directly at blue eyes identical to his own—so intimately familiar and somehow also dazedly distinct—as he tightens his grip and growls into Shane’s ear.
“We will both fuck you at the same time. Show your current husband and your future husband how desperate you are, how you are made just for us, yes?”
He can feel Shane shiver underneath his palm, one hand rising up to caress reverently at Ilya’s fingers around his neck, his words trembling and broken into a shallow, breathless rasp.
“Yes please… Make me take it, Ilya.”
Or: On July 10th 2025, to celebrate the 15-year anniversary of their first night together, Shane and Ilya re-enact their CCM photoshoot and stay in the exact same hotel at room 1410. When they find a confused, nineteen-year-old Ilya knocking on their door, they proceed to make the best use of him.
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- Part 2 of Bedroom Hymns
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- English
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13 Jul 2026
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The Centaurs Who Cried Homophobe by scintaellating
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is nothing if not determined to walk each of the million steps to the plan Shane has come up with to bring them to their much sought-after Happily Ever After. Unfortunately for him, his reputation precedes him, and it's harder to integrate to his new team than he thought it would be. Maybe it's him, maybe only one Canadian was born with the misfortune of being able to love him, or maybe, he hopes, he just needs to give it more time.
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A series of misunderstandings, a bar fight, a trip to jail, and outing oneself under duress, all in the name of love.
Featuring Luca Haas' attempts to meddle, a healthy dose of Russian diminutives, and of course, the Scott Hunter of it all.
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- Part 1 of The Cens, The Ilya, and The Shane
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- English
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13 Jul 2026
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You Have a Little Life in You Yet by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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PLANE CARRYING OTTAWA CENTAUR’S HOCKEY TEAM, COACH, PERSONNEL, REPORTEDLY LOST CONTACT, PRESUMED MISSING -
Shane’s eyes scan over the words, once, twice. It’s not true. It’s some mistake. He knows it.
“Lost contact?” Hayden asks, his tone a mix of concerned and confused. “What’s that mean? Like they lost their ability to communicate? Won’t that make landing hard?”
J.J. frowns. “I do not think they will be landing,” he says solemnly.
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The Ottawa Centaurs plane crashes in the Canadian wilderness. Shane tries to get answers while Ilya tries to stay alive.
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12 Jul 2026
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happily ever after by blankjournals for vanillatunamelt, Shiny_Park
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jul 2026
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“Hayden and Jackie didn't do a prenup. Is it weird that we did?” Shane questions, one-track-minded right now.
Ah yes, weird for Yuna to bring up the prenup during their wedding, but not at all weird for Shane Hollander, aka Yuna Jr., to also mention it on their—Ilya glances at his watch—technically still—wedding night.
“It would be weird for Hayden to make Jackie sign a prenup.” Ilya answers. “Hayden doesn't have any money worth stealing.”
OR: hollanov wedding night but they're just being grossly in love
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10 Jul 2026
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r/hockeyplayers
u/holl_s_24
Recently made Captain for my team. Advice?
Message request from ilyushka3020
Shane posts online seeking advice. Ilya has some tips for him.
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09 Jul 2026
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Side Effects May Include... by GoldenManeTales
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jul 2026
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“Ilya, are you okay?” Shane sounded seriously concerned, crawled up until he was on eye level with his husband and gently stroked over his cheek, before he leaned in to kiss the mole there. Shane was pretty much obsessed with it and would use every opportunity he had to kiss it.
Ilya wanted to cry and die and come, for fucks sake, he needed to come, why was it so hard to get there?
“I don’t know, Shane, I…” Ilya tried to answer but he had no clue what was wrong with his body. He looked down on himself, pitifully stared at his poor, swollen cock that had the shade of bright red and left a puddle of precum just below his belly button. More oozed out of the slit with every time his dick throbbed.
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Or: Ilya develops a new side effect he hadn't known of so far
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09 Jul 2026
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"Bear Ilya" this. "Shane with a pussy" that.
What if Shane was a #healedindividual when it came to food and his body and Ilya gets so hard at the sight of bulking season Shane that he almost passes out? What then?
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- Part 12 of HR Porn (with a little plot)
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09 Jul 2026
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He looks like he works with his hands by ilyasvline
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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A disastrous team party leaves Shane Hollander with a broken dining table, so he does what any reasonable person would do and hires someone on Task Rabbit to fix it.
The fixer is Ilya Rozanov: charming, hot, and just enough of an asshole that Shane knows he should probably stay away.
Yet he keeps finding things around his house that "mysteriously need repairing".
Or: Shane has a crush on the hot handyman he hired, so he keeps breaking things to see him.
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09 Jul 2026
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Doin' Time (Among Other Things) by heauregard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander writes to an inmate, at first intending to do nothing other than quell his lonely curiosity.
Somehow, they end up meeting...in the woods...at Shane's perverted request.
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- Part 10 of fucked up and evil
- Part 16 of HR Porn (with a little plot)
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- 1/1
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07 Jul 2026
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and here’s to my real friends by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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Shane loved the Centaurs. He really did. They felt like a second family, and Shane would never take that for granted.
They had one flaw, however. Boundaries, for some reason, seemed to be a foreign concept to the entire team.
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- English
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07 Jul 2026
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Hi Ilya,
My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.
I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.
or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.
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06 Jul 2026
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two steps on the water by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.
Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
Lily: no i promise
Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
Lily: what makes you say this
Jane: Just a hunch
Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?Series
- Part 2 of ☆ my heated rivalry fics ☆
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04 Jul 2026
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Stranger: a/s/l
You: What?
Stranger: age sex location
You: Oh.
You: 24, Male, Canada
You: You?
Stranger: 24m usa
You: Do you like hockey?Bookmarked by dirgelpha
29 Jun 2026
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A Nice Man in Montreal by evilrussianprincess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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(9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden
(9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.
(9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting
(9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry
OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them
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- 2/?
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27 Jun 2026
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Catfished by Shane Hollander!? by MadeofMud
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jul 2026
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“Who are you talking to?” Sveta is looking with a raised eyebrow, at Ilya’s delighted face.
“Ah, I am talking to my catfish.”
“What do you mean, your catfish?” Ilya angles the phone so Sveta can see the shirtless picture on the screen.
“This guy is pretending to be Shane Hollander on Grindr. It’s pretty funny. He’s cropped the face out, but he’s using pictures from the billboard next to my apartment.”
Or: Ilya Rozanov is sure he's being catfished- why would the real Shane Hollander be on Grindr, talking to random university of Ottawa students? But the more he talks to Wayne, the more he starts to like him, and the more he wishes Wayne would just come clean so they can finally be together.
- Language:
- English
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- 19,213
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- 10/10
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- 934
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26 Jun 2026
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do the math by diazette
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander ✅ @shanehollanderofficial
I’ve seen many publications over the years speculating on my own, and my husband’s, hockey stats and accolades in relation to our romantic relationship and when the public assumes it started.We don’t owe this to anyone. But we’ve also been playing professional hockey for seventeen years and we’ve both run out of ahem, cares to give.
On the right is a photograph from the behind the scenes of our joint CCM advertisement in July of 2010. This photo predates the hundreds of combined accomplishments listed on the left.
Oh, and it was also taken about six hours before our first kiss.
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or; a year from retirement and out of fucks to give, shane reveals their timeline to twitter in response to the latest speculatory article on their relationship. hollanovs across the world rejoice, centaurs celebrate their beloved dads, and former teammates share the not-so-subtle clues they missed the first time.
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25 Jun 2026
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Retelling of "Heated Rivalry" and "The Long Game" from the point of view of people who don't know Shane and Ilya through a collection of Instagram posts, interviews, and more.
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22 Jun 2026
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Take It Or Leave It by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Happy Sub Top Ilya Week
Ilya wakes up horny in the night, Shane lets him fuck him but Just the Tip.
Or: Just the Tip, Sub Top Ilya Rozanov, Edging and Sexual Overestimation all in one fic. This is self-indulgent pwp.
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- Part 3 of Just The Tip™
- Part 2 of Sub Top Ilya
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- English
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20 Jun 2026