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His thoughts run away with him, and he finds himself needing a way out, so he runs away with them. The members worry when they find Jisung missing but, in the end, they all know who will be the one to find him, and hopefully bring him home.
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03 Jun 2026
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Together with your guest,
Lee Minho is warmly invited to celebrate the wedding ofJisung skimmed lower.
A reserved seat has also been included for your boyfriend.
We can’t wait to finally meet him!He blinked.
Then blinked again.
“… Boyfriend?” he repeated slowly. “But you don’t have a boyfriend.”
Minho made a small noise beside him.
Jisung turned sharply.
Minho suddenly looked deeply interested in the table.
“Ah,” he said after a moment. “They mean you, Jisung.”
Or: Jisung is invited to a wedding as Minho’s plus one and accidentally discovers something very important about himself
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27 May 2026
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He’s upset at Minho.
Which only makes him more upset at himself. Feelings are irrational and uncontrollable, and he knows this more than anyone: just as much as you can’t make them go away, you can’t magically create them, either. It’s not Minho’s fault that Jisung loves him so fervently, with the strength of a thousand oceans. It’s not Minho’s fault everyday he falls harder, and it gets progressively more difficult to be his friend.
It’s not Minho’s fault that he’s a virgin.
(or where Jisung is blindly in love with his best friend, who always asks him to set him up on dates. Oh, and Jisung is a virgin.)
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17 May 2026
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Jisung's got the mother of all crushes on Chan, the hot third year who helps out with his composition class.
Chan's weird (hot) friend complicates things.
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09 May 2026
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Removing his hoodie didn't relieve the irritation. The itch lived under his skin permanently. Something wasn't right. Not wrong, the feeling was smoky and insubstantial. He was trapped somewhere in the vagaries of not-fine and not-devastated. Like winter had come and wood worm was boring its way inside his soft parts, if he made it to the spring the holes would be revealed.
The rot was growing, travelling through his insides. Suffocating. He needed air. Maybe the rain would wash it free.
At some point the music had stopped and the only rhythm he could hear was his own harsh breathing. The squeak of his shoes on the floor was jarring, a record scratch halt as he moved towards the door.
"Stay," Minho whispered.
Or: Jisung is overwhelmed and overstimulated. Minho asks him to stay.
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04 May 2026