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    Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..

    When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    AU. Shane works at a coffee shop, goes to auditions, tries to get his personal life together, and has absolutely no idea how to say no to people. His life is already complicated enough when a Russian neighbor moves into the apartment across the hall.

    Ilya Rozanov is a not-very-polite musician, a devoted fan of heavy eyeliner, and definitely not a fan of coffee. Also, apparently, a hundred percent straight.

    Around the same time, anonymous gifts with handwritten notes start appearing outside Shane’s door.

    If only he knew who they were from.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Well, it’s the Grindr fic!

    What if Shane and Ilya’s first hookup didn’t happen at CCM, but instead they met on Grindr during their first season?

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander excels at everything--

    Sports, sarcasm, and most of his subjects.

    When he realizes he needs an additional elective for his degree plan, he chooses Music theory. How hard could it be?

    Short answer: It's the hardest subject he's ever taken.
    Long answer: It's the hardest subject he's ever taken and he's the hardest he's ever fucking been, all thanks to a certain Russian professor.

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    Chapters:
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    19 Mar 2026

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    ✅ freak4freak hollanov
    ✅ heavy kink with tons of consent
    ✅ good bdsm practices
    ✅ extremely, embarrassingly in love
    ✅ autistic shane representation

    welcome to penalties, baby

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    27 Feb 2026

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Three times Shane fucked himself on his foster father’s knot while he slept, and one time Ilya was awake for it.

    The rules of their foster relationship were simple: don't ask about the blood, don't touch the guns, and definitely don't ride your alpha father's cock while he's blackout drunk.

    Shane is very bad at following rules.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Something went wrong. Ilya knows something did. He’s not sure about Hollander, but he felt it. That night ended shitty. Hollander has never texted him–nor replied to any of his messages since then, either. And Ilya could’ve gone mad. Or crazy. Could’ve gone to him face to face and started cursing him out. Because how could Hollander not reply to him, the Ilya Rozanov? Russia’s beloved team captain. Stanley Cup owner. The guy who fucks him like crazy until the only thing that could be heard in the room was him repeatedly calling for Ilya’s last name like it was prayer.

    He could’ve, but he didn’t.

     

    Shane is avoiding Ilya. Ilya tries his best not to go batshit crazy.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “This is Ilya. Ilya Rez-Ruz…”
    “Rozanov”, The boy said. Shane was surprised by the strange accent and deep voice of a boy his age.
    “Yes. Ilya Rozanov. He is your age, and he comes all the way from Russia. He doesn’t really know a lot of English, so Cooper and I have thought that it would be very helpful for both of you to be together. You can help him with the language, and, believe me, he can teach you a lot from hockey. He’s European; they do things differently there. Yes?”

    or; Shane and Ilya go to the same hockey summer camp every year. How much can their relationship change during those 5 years?

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    Chapters:
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    23 Jan 2026

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    A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.

    Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.

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    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a confident dancer at a club that's gotten darker since Ilya Rozanov bought it three months ago however Shane thrives on the edge.

    What he doesn't notice is that his new boss is completely obsessed with him.

    Ilya tests the waters methodically: coffee ordered just to watch Shane work, conversations that linger too long, gifts chosen with unsettling precision. Shane interprets it all as the mark of a meticulous employer. It takes threats, violence, and Hayden spelling it out in brutal detail before Shane finally understands: Ilya doesn't want his labor.

    He wants him.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a plan: 11 games left, then seventy-three days alone at the cottage to reset. No people, no stress, no suppressants. His body will fix itself.

    Except his suppressants are failing faster than he realizes. His new linemate Ilya keeps showing up—in hotel rooms, on his line, in the spaces Shane usually keeps empty. And Ilya notices things. The way Shane's scent is changing. The way he's slowing down.

    Shane counts down to the cottage like it's salvation.

    But Rozanov doesn't keep his distance. And Shane's control is slipping.

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    Comments:
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    17 Jan 2026

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    16 Jan 2026

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    As he kept gazing at Ilya, he suddenly felt like his pants had gotten weirdly uncomfortable. Like they were suddenly too tight. He glanced down at himself and felt like his heart was about to jump out of his chest when he noticed the bulge on him. What on earth was that? He stared down at himself for a moment, in shock. Then, he decided he would try to push it down; maybe that would help. He startled even more when his own action made him let out an undignified, weird sound. Like a groan, but not really. Why had that felt so good? He just stared at himself for another moment, horrified. He tried it again. He had no idea what he was doing, but it felt wrong. Like, he shouldn’t do something that made him react like that. He glanced up, realising he was still very inappropriately watching the naked priest, and exhaled when he hadn’t been spotted yet.

    ⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆

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    Shane has led a sheltered life with his family, growing up deeply religious in a small village somewhere in medieval Europe. His quiet world is disturbed when a new priest takes over the town's church.

    OR
    Shane is really fucking gay, and he has no idea that it is even an option.

    ⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆

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    Chapters:
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    14 Jan 2026

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    "Is he cute?"

    Shane's head snaps up. "Excuse me?"

    "You heard. Is he cute? Handsome?"

    Shane was baffled. What the fuck was going on? Why were they talking about this random ass rookie when all he wanted was for Ilya to destroy him?

    "Ilya, why are we-"

    "Answer, Hollander."

    Shane gasps as Ilya finally moves, and his pace is anything but gentle.
    "He - oh, fuck, Ilya - yeah, he's cute", he finally grits out, his hands clinging to Ilya's shoulders, nails digging into his boyfriend's back.

    "Yeah? Is he really pretty, hm? Loves talking to you, yeah? Admires you?" Now Ilya was just straight up cruel. Shane didn’t want to like this as much as he did, but fucking hell. "Does he blush for you? Get all red and shy when you talk to him?" Shane was ready to kill this man.

    ---

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    Shane navigates finding one of his teammates hot and Ilya is so down for it

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    Chapters:
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    14 Jan 2026

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    That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

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    A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    346,954

    14 Jan 2026

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