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there is love that doesn't have a place to rest by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Ilya closes his eyes.
He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
This can't be happening.
He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.
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04 Jun 2026
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“Shane is playing the best season of his career in Boston. I’ve stepped away from hockey to focus on my therapy. We have a mare, a goat, a home, and on paper- everything should be perfect, yes? So why am I not okay?”
or: A direct continuation of the first part “That’s My Line.”
non-linear healing progress that moves forward, slips backward, and often feels chaotic and examines the tension between the desire to get better and the fear of falling apart.Series
- Part 3 of Between the Lines
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31 May 2026
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give me your love for being so good by luminoussbeings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 May 2026
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When Shane's out for the season with a broken ankle, issues around food and control come to a breaking point.
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20 May 2026
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Always, Ilya Rozanov. by rozsonata
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is disappearing one day at a time and no one is close enough to notice.
He goes to practice. He scores. He says he's fine.
He writes it all down anyway, in a notebook his therapist told him to buy, in a house that feels too big and too quiet. Someone will find it eventually.
He just doesn't expect it to be Shane.
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OR: A Week in Ilya Rozanov’s Journal as he battles with depression.
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- Part 1 of Always, Ilya Rozanov
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12 May 2026
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we've both been very brave by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.
Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.
(Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)
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09 May 2026