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    It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.

    “My father knows about me and Shane?”

    “The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”

    Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.

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    18 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    They stared at each other for a moment, hard breaths falling into the space between them, before Shane brought his hand up to cup Ilya’s cheek. He let his thumb brush along Ilya’s bottom lip until it snagged on one of his sharp teeth. Shane pushed his thumb into Ilya’s bottom fang until the skin broke and then he dragged it along Ilya’s lip, spreading his blood around on his mouth. Ilya opened his mouth to take Shane’s thumb all the way in and he bit gently at the tip of it, drawing more blood out before sucking hard. Shane pushed down on Ilya’s tongue as he sucked him and let out a loud groan.

    “Fucking hell, Ilya.” It was like every single fantasy he had as a teenager came flooding back to him, but multiplied by a million. He wanted Ilya so fucking bad. He wanted to take Ilya into his mouth so hard his throat hurt. He wanted Ilya to hold him down and fuck him. He wanted to bite down into Ilya’s skin and make him his own. He wanted to let Ilya drink from him every day for the rest of forever. He wanted everything with him.

    or, five years after meeting for the first time as humans, werewolf Shane Hollander and vampire Ilya Rozanov reunite and indulge in an undeniable attraction.

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    10 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    ilya has a new idea. shane is eager to try it out.

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    07 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Wherever he turns, Ilya Rozanov is there.

    At the practice for the University of Ottawa hockey team. At class. At the study sessions Shane holds every couple of weeks, even though they usually end up being the only two that end up being there because their entire cohort is apparently filled with assholes, not counting Rose and Svetlana, who are angels among men and deserve all good things ever.

    But Shane always ends up with Ilya Rozanov.

    ~*~*~*~*~*~*~

    Ilya and Shane are in the same masters program and are paired for a project.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane meets Ilya in Tampa for closure – he knows he’s gay now, and also knows he wants something serious, committed, reliable. He’s ready to end things neatly and conclusively. Ilya is going to have to accept that.

    ... Ilya takes this about as well as you would expect.

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    18 May 2026

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    A seemingly innocent question: How big is it, again? A lie: Is nine inches, you know this. And two horny boys who can't help but goad each other into more and more ridiculous acts.

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    How one simple question leads to Shane Hollander getting stuffed fuller than he ever could have dreamed.

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    17 May 2026

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    “You're being cruel, Ilya. Please just— stop.”

    Pain blooms across Ilya's expression, a brief lapse in form. He's quick to recover, furrowing his brow and pursing his lips, like Shane’s made more than a simple request, like he's got Rose Landry here in his lap, parading her around like Ilya has with all his women since rookie year. Like he has any right to that pain.

    “Oh, so this is what it takes to make you say my name without freaking out.”

    Or: Shane does not go home with Rose after the club.

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    16 May 2026

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    Boston 2016. Ilya never worked up the courage to ask Shane to stay, but a blizzard forced him to spend the night anyway. Hayden is suspicious when Shane returns to the hotel with a stupid grin on his face.

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    16 May 2026

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    “I want one day,” Shane interrupted Ilya’s inner meltdown with, really, the only acceptable response. “And then we can…” Shane trailed off. “Then we can, I don’t know. Reset.”

    “Reset,” Ilya repeated, unconvinced.

    “Yeah.”

    It was another few moments of stunned silence before Ilya spoke again.

    “We could go somewhere.”

    *

    or, what if Shane decided to stay, that night… and then decided to miss his flight home the next day.

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    14 May 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    "It's just not, like, appealing," Shane says.

    Ilya blinks. "Do I misunderstand meaning of English word appealing?"

    Shane seems to be fumbling for the right words. "Look, I'm not trying to say it bothers me or anything. I just don't think about it. Or want to think about it. Hockey players are supposed to be bulky, and stuff fluctuates on and off season, it's fine."

    Ilya looks at him, harder now that Shane seems very focused on the floor instead of meeting his eyes. Shane says, quieter than before, "It's not like it fucking bothers you, anyway. Or does it?"

     

    or; Shane and Ilya have very different opinions of the stretch marks on Shane's thighs.

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    06 May 2026

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    “I think you are my best friend,” Ilya says softly.

    Shane feels a smile pull his lips. “I know you’re mine.”

    Ilya nods. “I think we should keep doing this. If you like.”

    or,

    across more than a decade, Shane and Ilya move from boys at an academy to men in the league, carrying with them a relationship built in quiet moments, fractured by circumstance, and defined by everything they cannot quite let go of.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    "You could stay with me until you get better," Shane says so quickly that Ilya doesn't understand at first. He has to close his eyes for a second and give the words time to make sense.

    "I had injuries before," he starts. Shane nods. "I was alone, too."

    The pained expression on Shane's face makes him bristle. He knows what this is, and he won't accept it.

    "I know–"

    "I am fine on my own," Ilya says firmly. He hopes that settles it, but then he can see the cogs turning in Shane's head.

    "I know you are. Just– You don't have to. Be on your own."

    OR: Instead of Shane, it's Ilya who gets the fractured collarbone and concussion. Also, Ilya is a terrible patient.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    27 Apr 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark *

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    "You want it."

    "N-nng-no." Shane choked. Tears slipped down his cheeks, his knuckles white where they helplessly gripped the bedsheets.

    Ilya slowed his thrusts, cupping Shane's face. "Tell me it's too much."

    Shane sobbed. "'S too much."

    "Tell me you don't want this."

    "I don't deserve this." Fat tears slipped from Shane's eyes.

    "Want."

    "I don't-" Shane gasped, his eyes rolling back as Ilya hit his prostate. "I don't want- Jesus Christ.."

    Ilya cupped Shane's face, swiping at his wet cheeks before running his fingers along Shane's bottom lip, letting the salt mix with saliva.

    "You can say no," Ilya crooned, reaching down with one hand to palm Shane's barely-hard cock. "But I know this. You can't resist, can you?"

    ・・・・・

    Ilya wanted to push Shane to his very limits- see how much he could bend, and see if he could make him break. Ilya just needed the opportunity, and that finally came during their game against the Toronto Guardians.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Shane had another date tonight.

    And maybe Ilya is just a little bit bitter about it all. But really, he has every right to be, considering the fact that Shane was under him just last night.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Shane secretly learns Russian to understand the words Ilya whispers to him, but when Ilya starts learning French to understand Shane better, their language barrier becomes a tender new way to connect.

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    25 Apr 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 41

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    Kink Week Day One: Toys/Chasity/Consent Play

    Shane was letting out small, continuous sounds, and Ilya knew he had a limited time before Shane would start to rouse up. Ilya let his pace gradually build, then slow, then pick back up. He hit Shane’s prostate every other stroke, and after one particularly strong thrust of his wrist, he watched his boyfriend’s eyelashes flutter.

    “There he is,” he rumbled.

    Shane made a tiny, confused sound, then gasped softly. “Wha? What is-Oh!”

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    24 Apr 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 4

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    Being a teenager is hard for everyone. It's even harder when you're Ilya Rozanov—terror on the ice, life of Moscow's club scene, and grieving son. He just has to make it to 2009, when he can properly burst onto the world stage and set himself up to be the number one draft pick in the NHL. It's not as easy as it looks.

    Featuring fake IDs, what really happened with his teammate's girlfriend (and his brother's girlfriend, and his teammate's sister), what exactly brought Svetlana to America, and fighting when everyone expects you to lay down and take it.

    (aka the Ilya-in-Moscow prequel no one asked for but I cannot get out of my mind)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Gift giving isn't a competition but Shane is still winning.

    aka Shane gifts his husband the best present for his birthday-- himself.

    aka aka free use hollanov but on steroids

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    20 Apr 2026

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