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The Lonely Twin/The Left Hand by theoscurve
Fandoms: Gorillaz (Virtual Band), The Now Now - Gorillaz (Album)
14 May 2026
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Noodle cuts him off before his guilt can eat him alive.
“You’re angry with him. It’s okay.”
Am I? he thinks.
“I am,” he says.When Murdoc is arrested at the end of the Humanz tour, 2-D thinks he can handle it. In fact, he's ready for it. Life without Murdoc is going to be great.
... Except it's not, and soon it becomes clear that feelings are much more complicated than the three of them could ever have imagined. Will the arrival of Murdoc's replacement prove to be a good thing, or will it tear them apart even more?
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19 Jul 2026
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Sam doesn't so much break the rules as not understand they exist.
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- Part 1 of Godawful Small Affair
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16 Jun 2026
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Leaving a Mark by startingatmidnight
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
31 Mar 2026
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Ryland has a tattoo. So does Rocky. It's not the same thing, but it also really is.
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09 Apr 2026
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if the title was too subtle: the john truman carter iii doug middle name ross fistfight devolves into a makeout sess (02x06)
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07 Mar 2026
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For a while, he'd kept it hidden beneath forced smiles, continuing to introduce himself to everybody in the hopes that once he grew accustomed to those around him, the nausea would die down.
Except it didn't, and now he's kneeling down in front of Peter Benton's toilet, praying to a God he doesn't believe in that this isn't what he thinks it is.
He cannot be sick.
OR
Post S1 E9, 'ER Confidential'- Carter attends Thanksgiving at Benton's place. Things, predictably, do not go to plan.
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27 Feb 2026
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Carter’s not sure exactly when he first learned about the patented Peter Benton Dating Algorithm, but it must have been early on, because he internalised it like it was any other scrap of information he’d gleaned and hoarded like a crazy person, like his GPA (3.8), his birthday (September 9th) or his blood type (B positive).
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27 Feb 2026
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After a chance encounter, Robby finds out that he's got a half-brother he never knew about—an emergency physician from Chicago called John Carter.
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- Part 1 of Brotherhood
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24 Feb 2026
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BTHB prompt- Domestic Abuse
Everybody at County thinks Carter lives a privileged life. They don't know what being part of his family really means.
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2025
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23 Feb 2026
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Five times Dr Robby was reminded of his past identity, and the one time it threw his life in Pittsburgh into chaos.
Would Jack ever forgive him for the cascading lies over the many years that they had been together? How would his staff in the Pitt look at him differently? Why wouldn't John Truman Carter III just stay in the past?
(A 5 +1 fic about the ghost of John Carter haunting Dr Robinavitch.)
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21 Feb 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
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15 Feb 2026
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Maverick doesn’t regret it when he takes the hit, when the last thing he hears before he ejects is Rooster screaming his name.
But then he wakes. Not to a vast, white snowfield behind enemy lines—but to an inverted cockpit of an F-14.
And to Goose, alive and well in the seat behind him.
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Or; the time-travel fix-it in which TG:M Maverick wakes up at the start of TG (1986).
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- Part 1 of as lions
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- English
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- 11/11
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16 Jan 2026
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Dennis is not a big drinker. Apparently, the other Pitt staff are.
(alternatively: dennis drunkenly tells robby how much he'd like to climb him like a tree. robby deals with this responsibly.)
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28 Dec 2025
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Robby has a medical problem. He knows he does. He’s old and fat and tired, those three things tend to cause issues.
But Jack — Jack isn’t any of those things.
How’s he supposed to tell his perfect husband that he might be sick?
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27 Dec 2025
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Dennis is broke, and not in the romantic, ramen-slurping, resident-on-a-budget way — he’s actually broke. Like, credit-card-declined-at-the-coffee-cart broke. Like, doing mental calculus every time he considers parking in the garage instead of two blocks away for free.
The kind of broke that feels insulting, given that he spent the first twenty-three years of his life grinding harder than anyone he knows.
(Or, Whitaker used to be a rockstar).
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- Part 1 of their boy
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26 Dec 2025
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This was a bad idea from the beginning. Connor had been well aware of that when he'd made the decision to forge and lie his way into the DPD in the first place, after more than a month of mulling the idea over.
One month of existing as a machine. Two months now of deviancy. A mere three months of life he endangers every time he steps into the station.
Being thrust back into investigating deviants may feel like a cosmic joke, but he thinks it's also an opportunity.
He'd rather act as a sleeper cell in this investigation than leave the fates of these deviants up to humans alone.
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26 Dec 2025
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A month after France and Frank Harkness, Slough House is floundering beneath the weight of grief none of them quite know how to deal with. Fortunately, Catherine has returned, and she’s determined to fix things — starting with River, who’s carrying a secret that’s affecting how he acts both with her and with Lamb — until she and River are kidnapped from Slough House by a group of former slow horses that have a very serious bone to pick with Jackson Lamb.
It will be fine. Catherine knows that Lamb will come for River, and River knows that Lamb will come for Catherine, and until he does they simply have to keep the other alive long enough to be found. But what they’re not expecting is that these former slow horses don’t just want to hurt Lamb; they want to break River, and force Lamb to watch it happen.
But the former slow horses have made a significant error of judgement. With every recording they send of River’s torture, the more determined Lamb becomes to rescue his boy, and when he finally does get River and Catherine back he is never going to let them go. It’ll be a long, difficult road to recovery, but they’ll walk it together, all three of them.
[ or: the camcorder kidnapping fic, at last. ]
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14 Nov 2025
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“Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”
“Um.” He coughs.
“Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.”
Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.
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28 Sep 2025
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Goose has been dead for a week and a half when Iceman loses his first wingman in a dogfight with six Soviet MiGs over the Sea of Okhotsk.
Goose has been dead for thirty years when Iceman loses his second wingman to a surface-to-air missile on the tail-end of a mission he's responsible for: he's sent his family on a suicide mission to destroy a uranium enrichment facility in Russia's Far East.
This is the story of those thirty years in the middle.
(Or: Tom Kazansky rises through the ranks while trying to stay a good man. If he ever was one to begin with.)
[Final edit 2/4/23. See Ch. 1 notes for major changes.]
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- Part 1 of Easier Done Than Said
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16 Sep 2025
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It was a suicide mission. Of course they didn't succeed on their first try.
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When Maverick dies, he loops back to the morning before.
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- Part 1 of the edge of life
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15 Sep 2025
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Thank god Luther was around to inform Ethan when he was being a weirdo, or else he'd really screw this all up.
(In which everyone but Ethan keeps touching Benji, and Ethan would happily waterboard himself if it'd explain why watching everyone touch Benji made him experience emotions.)
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07 Sep 2025