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    Rachel Reid: refusing to write about the wasian experience and how that fundamentally shapes who Shane Hollander is, and how everyone interacts with him
    Me: fine, i'll do it myself

    aka The series where I, a Wasian Canadian, delve deeper into the character of Shane Hollander, a Wasian Canadian.

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    Their love was never meant to burn bright and fast, but to be savored over the decades.

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    On growing up, falling in love, deciding how to spend the rest of your eternity, and realizing that you've always been worthy of a soft love. It takes time to settle into your own skin, but Bonnie, Caroline, and Elena make it there eventually.

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

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    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 98

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    The Half-Horsemen (and Harris)

    Hayes
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    @Barrett why are we sending people money?

    Boodram
    Man WHAT is going on over there

    Dykstra
    They’re making us pay reparations now??

    Barrett
    Uh…

    Rozanov
    @Barrett if you’re paying people for being gay where is my money?

    Or: It's Pride Month, and the gays are posting their Venmos/Cashapps/Zelles in the hopes of straight people pay up for their crimes. Troy Barrett also pays.

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    07 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Coach Wiebe realizes Shane is going to come to Ottawa as soon as his relationship with Ilya is revealed. He has plans : the Cup is going to be theirs.
    Said plans involve Shane and Ilya together on the power play, of course, but also training a player specifically to complement Shane in an insane penalty kill set up...

    This is a fic about Shane as a player, his relationship with other players and Wiebe as a coach. Quite unrealistically, all these hockey players are expressing emotions.
    All fic in the series are independent, no need to have read the previous works.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    BREAKING NEWS: Investigation Launched Into Montreal Voyageurs After Shane Hollander Snark Comes to Light

    New hatred against Shane Hollander has been brought to light with the appearance of a “Shane Hollander Snark Reddit”. The snark was started in March 2021 by a group of anonymous users that are allegedly believed to be Hollander’s former Montreal teammates. The snark was brought to online attention by a poster on Instagram who explained the thread and encouraged people to report it.

    Now with bonus chapters! STORY COMPLETE AFTER CHAPTER ONE.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    06 Jun 2026