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    After an eventful day, Ilya, Shane, Yuna and David enjoy dinner together at the cottage. (Then Ilya and Shane enjoy dessert.)

    An episode 6 continuation.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya spend their first summer at the cottage after Ilya moves to Ottawa

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Hudson parted their lips, letting his head knock against the wall as he sighed softly, wondering how this ends. There was no one to call cut, and he and Connor-

    Well actually, Connor had moved his mouth down to his neck, and had started to slowly press some kisses into the side of it. Did that happen in the script?

    Hudson made a little noise that he cut off by biting his lip, his hands tightening on Connor's waist. He fluttered his eyelids, trying to find the resolve to cut Connor off because this really was getting a bit dangerous for him, especially with the involvement of neck kisses.

    A second later, Connor ended it for them. He made a sudden little pop noise with his mouth as he pulled away, gasping and looking up at Hudson with wide eyes.

    "Shit. I'm so sorry. I don't think that happens," Connor said to him, clearly back in his body because the accent had dropped.

    or the one where hudcon decide to practice their first on screen kiss and one thing leads to another

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    02 Apr 2026

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    “Hey,” Hollander says softly, settling a hand on Ilya’s back.

    Ilya turns away and fixes his gaze on a spot of chipped paint on the wall, trying to will the moisture trailing down his cheeks back into his tear ducts. “Sorry,” he whispers, shaking his head.

    He can’t actually remember the last time he felt so utterly mortified. This is not at all what he’d envisioned happening when Hollander asked for his room number. He’d guessed that a conversation was on the horizon; Ilya had just imagined it happening after he reminded Hollander exactly what he’d been missing while he was off being Rose Landry’s boyfriend. But no, Hollander always wants to clear the air, always needs to fucking talk, even though Ilya never has the right words for him.

    “Hey,” Hollander says again, somehow even more tenderly.

    The bed shifts, and suddenly Hollander is crawling into Ilya’s lap and cradling Ilya’s face in his hands and kissing him.

    (or, filling in the blanks between Ilya crying in Shane's arms and the bed being absolutely wrecked in the last shot of that scene)

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    17 Mar 2026