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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    Taking place during the episode five All Star game, this time when Shane gets hurt in front of Ilya it is much worse than a bad hit during a game.
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    A gun goes off in a crowd, Shane Hollander finds himself hit, and Ilya Rozanov is there to witness it and try desperately to keep them both together.

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    When Ilya skips a teammate's bachelor party bar crawl to spend time with Svetlana, he convinces Shane to go without him. Unfortunately, Shane discovers that missing his boyfriend and drinking without him might be a bad idea.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Ilya and Shane find themselves in a bit of a rut after 7 years of marriage. After a fight, Ilya goes out for a casual drink with Marley that ends with Shane to catching him dancing with another man.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    It starts with Troy Barrett coming out to Ilya Rozanov.

    Then they start having sleepovers, drinking beer, watching movies, talking about their feelings, and gushing about their crushes (of course, no one can know about that last part).

    Shane is totally fine with Ilya's new friend.
    Fine with them going to gay bars and spending time in each other's hotel rooms.

    So why does he suddenly want to punch Troy Barrett every time Ilya talks about him?

    Or: Shane is jealous of Troy and Ilya's newfound friendship.

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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    His beautiful husband Shane. He’s been so worried about him. Ilya knows this will destroy him. For a time, but he’ll get over him. He’ll move on. He’ll find some nice Canadian man and live a very happy life, no longer weighed down by Ilya and his sadness. He won’t understand it right away, Ilya knows, but really, this is for the best in the long run. Shane will find himself much happier in a world with Ilya. He knows it, but for now it’s going to hurt. It’s going to rip Shane apart, and for that, Ilya is sorry.

     

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    The one where Ilya kills himself, then is forced to watch his husband grieve his death. But maybe a miracle will happen in the end.

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    18 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    In which I answer the question nobody wanted answered:
    What if Ilya marries Svetlana?

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    04 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 72

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    “My- my name is Shane Hollander. Today is May 5th, 2026. Uh- I was at the ball earlier today?” His eyes shift off screen, and he gulps. Ilya watches his Adam’s apple bobbing like it’s the most precious thing on Earth. Shane looks back at the camera. His eyes start shifting, like he’s reading off cue cards. “I’m- I’m asking the MLH to provide… 100 million?” Shane looks surprised, his voice cracking on the ‘million’, and he looks up from where his eyes are fixed. The video cuts to black for a moment, and then Shane is back on the screen. His hair looks different than before, messier. The cut on the side of his temple is streaming blood, a wound re opened, and one of his eyes is half shut. “I am asking the MLH to provide 100 million dollars for my safe return home.” He says, his voice trembling. Ilya feels weak.

    He stumbles back into the precinct, lit cigarette still hanging off his fingers, but paying it no mind.

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    Shane is kidnapped from an event he is attending with Ilya. Our boys are bad at making choices, and really go through the wringer.

    Aka, yet ANOTHER kidnapped Shane fic.

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    07 May 2026

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    He’s about to unlock the door when his phone buzzes, no doubt with an apology or an explanation. Someone screams outside of the bathroom. There’s a loud noise. More screams. What the-

    His phone buzzes again.

    Jane: don’t come out

    Jane: hide

    Jane: guns

    Jane: idk what’s happening

    Jane: call the cops

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    Shane, Ilya, Scott Hunter and a bunch of MHL players find themselves in a hostage situation in the middle of the Las Vegas award ceremony. (Mid-situationship, the year pre-tuna melt).

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    01 May 2026

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    Someone’s posted a shaky video from the stands, just behind the whole altercation. It’s close enough to catch the snarl on Rozanov’s face as he charges up the steps. He’s so pretty, Shane thinks faintly. The video starts too late to show what set him off, but it catches the tail end of what the man is yelling, the things he's saying about Shane, before pivoting to calling Rozanov a cunt and bitch and a pussy instead.

    Rozanov drops his gloves for Shane. He wishes he could just be grateful, but it feels a little bit like the end of the world.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    “Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”

    “That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.

    That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.

    He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Ilya finds himself stuck on the day he invited Shane to his home in Boston, forced to repeat it until he can get Shane to stay.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice maybe this would all be over soon.

    No one was coming to save him.

    No one, except maybe Rozanov. And he was pretty sure Rozanov would just be pissed off at being stood up.

    Or: Shane goes missing before Sochi, and the only one who can save him is Ilya.

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    25 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 71

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    Shane almost believes he’d been hearing things for a moment — perhaps caught halfway between a dream and real life or just sleep deprivation having finally chased him down.

    But he hears it again, the heavy footfall of someone moving around his hallway. He swallows around the lump now forming in the back of his throat just as he hears someone bump their hip into the side table at the end of the corridor. He knows that’s the case because Ilya had done it a thousand times, almost always forgetting it was there and complaining that it seemed to move an inch on its own everyday just to spite him.

    Shane leaps out of bed fast without thinking, the muscles in his tender abdomen pull and stretch in ways they haven’t in a long time, and he ignores the pain that blossoms in his middle as he scoops Mika into his arms and instinctively cradles her to his chest.

    She’s not very happy at the sudden movement, hiccuping twice before thumping an angry balled fist against his chest.

    “Fuck…” he whispers, tears springing to his eyes. He watches as shadows suddenly pass from underneath the door.

    or: shane experiences a home invasion whilst ilya is away. this is how they cope afterwards

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.

    The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.

    Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.

    Like mother, like son.

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    Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Shane is stooped over to strap on his shin guards when his phone buzzes once in Hayden’s hand.

    He doesn’t mean to tap the notification.

    And oh god, does he wish he could un-tap the fucking notification.

    Because why the fuck has Lily, Shane’s mysterious Boston hook-up of several years (no matter how fervently he denies it), sent him a picture of a fucking sonogram.

    Black and white, blurry, and undeniably baby-shaped.

    Ilya makes a joke, Hayden breaks Shane’s phone, and a comedy of errors ensues.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

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    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    24 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane only knew that what Ilya spoke about that day had been hard for him because Shane could hear the anguish in his voice over the phone and Shane buried his hand in Ilya's hair not even hesitating "you don't need to tell me what you said that day, I know it was private for you and I did tell you to just say it in Russian if it made you feel better, I just wanted to be someone you could talk to about things" firmly. Ilya knew that and he loved Shane for saying that as he silently looked up at Shane feeling caught with the way Shane was looking at him so tenderly before admitting "but I want to and I need to tell you because you're getting too good at this Russian thing and you're going to know what I said some day" firmly.

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    When Shane starts learning Russian it reminds Ilya of the confession he made to Shane over the phone when he was in Russia for his father's funeral. Ilya feels like Shane will eventually figure out what he said that day so he decides to tell Shane what he said during that phone call. Shane tells him that he doesn't have to tell him anything about it but Ilya tells him anyway along with some other things Ilya had been keeping to himself.

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    22 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 75

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    It’s a perfectly normal day until it isn’t. Shane is hurt in a mugging and he and Ilya have to find a way through injury and healing together.

     

    He should just give the man his wallet. That’s what they say to do, isn’t it? Shane should hand over his wallet then the man would leave. There was no reason to be a hero or a tough guy, there was nothing in his wallet worth the kind of trouble someone who hides their face and attacks from behind is capable of.

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    22 Feb 2026

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