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The Neuroplasticity Principles by sherashalala
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Destroying A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
18 Apr 2026
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When a part of the cerebral cortex dies, it’s inevitable that the function that correlates one part to another loses its purpose.
But all you need is a reconnection.
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A part of him was scared. Is scared. He could live a life beyond this. Could live a life forgetting Derek, a stranger he’s searched for longer than he’d even come to know. It would be easy, to forget. It would be simpler.
But simple is New Year’s Eve spent alone at home playing Minecraft off a laptop he’d picked up in a locker he was never meant to pry open. Simple is watching hours worth of video content, of the gameplay of a man solving puzzles in a seemingly impossible situation on that sandbox game. Simple is being alone.
Derek was always meant to reach Avery, and Avery was meant to be reached.
This time, Avery means to do the opposite.
OR: Post-DAWTDE Fix-It featuring the rehabilitation of mind, body, and soul.
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- Part 1 of Compensatory Strategies
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- 10/10
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28 Jun 2026
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100 loops until you become the vessel by Kindryte
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
09 May 2026
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Avery failed.
He failed to keep Derek safe and he failed to find him afterwards.
All he could find was a grave with Derek's full legal name on it.But when given the chance to go back in time, will he be able to stop it?
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- Part 4 of Searching for a world that doesn't exist
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07 Jun 2026
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pilot study (knowledge gaps) by deervsheadlights
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
07 May 2026
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To Grace's knowledge (i.e. the Hail Mary's database, i.e. all of human knowledge), there have never been any studies done to confirm whether ambrein (a derivative of sperm whale digestive secretions!) actually functions as an aphrodisiac in humans or not.
Well, 15.8 light years from Earth, he's about to find out. Because the cytoplasm of Taumoeba consists in large parts of a triterpene alcohol that is startlingly similar to ambrein — and baby, he's all out of coma slurry.
Or: The sex
pollenamoeba fic you (never) asked for.Rocky utters a wordless little trill, half concerned and half curious. Always curious, and why would this be an exception? If anything, this is me conducting a pilot study on the unusual effects of Taumoeba on the human body, and oh is he ever morbidly fascinated by the many things my gross, leaky body does.
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16 May 2026
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Grace has a problem. He's not sure if it's something he wants to fix.
Turns out, he’s still addicted. But this time, there are no substances involved. He’s doing this on his own, out of sheer will, rooted off his self-hatred. He’s addicted to something else: letting himself deteriorate. Letting himself lay awake late at night in discomfort. Letting himself cry because this is the only thing that gives him a sliver of control. Taking his new chance for granted because self-sabotage has always won over everything else.
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13 May 2026
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Breathe a little deeper, should you need to come undone by SaturnIsSick
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
02 Apr 2026
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Rocky is enjoying his new human body. Grace is really enjoying his body too.
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08 Apr 2026
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Grace’s body is so interesting. It moves and works in such beautifully odd ways.
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08 Apr 2026
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Why Blood? by bleeding_hydnellum
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
01 Apr 2026
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Ryland doesn't remember he is a vampire, but when he does he quickly runs out of blood. Luckily, Rocky has a solution.
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06 Apr 2026
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How to screw an alien by bleeding_hydnellum
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
31 Mar 2026
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Rocky realizes he is in love with Ryland, and after confessing he learns a lot about how Ryland's biology works.
Later, Ryland visits Erid and Adrian learns about Ryland's biology.- Language:
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29 Mar 2026
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Ryland Grace takes too many painkillers and gets high.
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29 Mar 2026
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To Fix by RandomPerson83338
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
26 Jun 2026
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“Grace. What are you testing, question?”
Rocky. I can’t put this all on the guy right now. He should be happy. We are going to Erid. We are going to save his planet.
“CBC. A complete blood count.” I answer, hoping he doesn’t ask me why.
“Purpose, question?”
Rocky, please. I’m trying to spare you right now.
Basically, Grace gets exposed to a dangerous amount of radiation during an EVA and doesn't want to tell Rocky bc of what happened to Rocky's crew <3
THIS IS A REWORKED VERSION OF "TEMPEST" - after some comments, I wanted to keep the soul of the story, but make it more scientifically plausible. While there are still probably some inaccuracies, I still hope this isn't as messy as before.
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- 25/?
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21 Mar 2026
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Just When You Thought It Couldn't Get Worse... by Crazy_Castle_Girl for Car_Horn
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
26 Feb 2026
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Grace promises Stratt that when he remembers he didn’t volunteer, he’ll sabotage the mission, no matter how much work he’s done to save Earth. On the off chance he isn’t bluffing, Stratt decides to put touch up doses into his food every day.
This makes his amnesia way, way worse. How do you navigate life on a spaceship, on a suicide mission you don’t know the reason for, when you forget where you are every night?
Oh, and by the way, there’s an alien upstairs. Don’t worry. He looks like a giant spider, but he’s nice. You call him Rocky.
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- English
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- 20/20
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26 Feb 2026
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Sol Friend Grace by fantom_noise
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
06 Apr 2026
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Grace and Rocky arrive at Erid. Grace is starving, sick, and trying his darndest to make a good impression. The Eridians are equally curious and concerned for their new alien friend.
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- English
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- 15,227
- Chapters:
- 6/7
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13 Feb 2026
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Someday You Will Find Me Caught Beneath The Landslide by jadepataki
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
16 Feb 2026
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Ryland Grace knows better than to want what he wants. Rocky is an alien engineer who does not yet know what wanting means.
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Abandoned workSeries
- Part 3 of Ryland Grace needs a hug and some more
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11 Feb 2026
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“Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”
“Um.” He coughs.
“Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.”
Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.
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04 Dec 2025
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“All of this excess weight puts you at increased risk for heart disease, stroke, type two diabetes, and other metabolic syndromes. It’s past time to take action, Michael.” Dr. Fawcett sits on a wheeled stool beside him. Part of what Robby likes about her is that she doesn’t treat him like a doctor. It gives him permission to misunderstand or ignore the symptoms he should have clocked in his own body much earlier. Symptoms he would have noticed in patients immediately.
“Your BMI is pushing you into a danger zone. We need to talk about diet, exercise, and addressing the level of stress in your life. Too much cortisol and you’ll just be canceling out any lifestyle changes.” Her hands are cool and professional as she palpates his abdomen. Robby considers the ceiling while she finishes his physical exam. When was the last time he used BMI in his treatment of a patient?
Message received: he has to lose weight. Doctor’s orders.
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- Part 1 of linear
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04 Dec 2025
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29 Nov 2025
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i've got you under my skin by Subedarling
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
16 Dec 2025
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Pale, thin scars mark Gary’s arm from his wrist to halfway up his bicep. Some are in straight, almost neat lines, one right after the other, while some of them crisscross each other with a jagged ferocity. Overall, there’s more raised masses of tissue than unmarked skin. There’s no need to ask what caused them, and there’s no way Collie ever would. It’s obvious.
“Well?” Gary snaps, apparently thinking Collie’s been silent for too long. “Can you fix this or not?”
Or: Gary Barkovitch walks into Collie Parker's tattoo shop looking for a scar coverup, and ends up becoming much more than just a client.
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17 Nov 2025
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You wake up. You think it's a nightmare. But a text from your sister -- from Jasprose -- makes you realize this is all too real.
Your name was DAVEPETASPRITE^2.
Your head is horribly, horribly empty.
The date is April 13th, 2009.
How do you cope?
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- Chapters:
- 10/?
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08 Nov 2025
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Project Freelancer is experimenting with giving their Agents AIs to help run their equipment. They're vague on the details of how they procured the AIs in the first place. And why those AIs are so fucking stupid.
What's certain, though, is that PFL is in for a whole lot of chaos.
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- English
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- 176,254
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- 98/98
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19 Sep 2025
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The rich fuck sitting at the table by the window won’t stop looking at him weird.
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25 Apr 2025