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Kim Kitsuragi is thirty years old. He's depressed, worn down, and at his wits end working juvie. For one night, he allows himself to indulge in the homo-sexual underground, a vice he only partakes in when nothing else will keep him sane.
Harry Du Bois is thirty-one years old, and the happiest he's ever been. Sure, he drinks excessively, works for the 'bloody murder unit' and is losing the physique he worked so hard for as a gym teacher. But he's dating the love of his life, finally found his purpose, and is stable, finally, after years of treading water. But he still has urges. Life, the good life, is stiffling.
So occasionally, he retreats back into the underground, and allows the animal in him to dance to disco music.Series
- Part 2 of Disco Elysium Fics to Study and Relax To
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30 Jan 2026
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Intermezzi by strutforlove
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age II
23 Aug 2024
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Hawke's forced smiles and Fenris' forlorn looks had been painful to watch, but seeing them make small talk might be even worse.
For three years, Hawke and Fenris’ relationship is firmly stuck in limbo. The Kirkwall gang watches from the sidelines and endures, just barely.
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25 Nov 2024
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Achilles cannot imagine what this prince from the surface might be like. Raised by Demeter! A young god with his father’s wrath and his mother’s impetuousness, fuelled by his grandmother’s calculated spite. He thinks of the swathes of dead that disembark Charon’s ferry still shivering and huddled together as though their shades could hold warmth.
Perhaps the Zagreus who has grown up with cold eternal is as icy and cruel as Demeter herself. Perhaps he will bring nothing but strife. Olympian history is full of sons overthrowing their fathers, after all.
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22 May 2024
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when i (don’t) remember you by nermle
Fandoms: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII (Video Game 1997), Final Fantasy VII Remake and Rebirth (Video Games 2020-2024)
03 May 2024
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Cloud remembers seeing Zack in Junon, he remembers their friendship. Remembers Zack carrying him across the planet to get to Midgar.
But when Zack grabs Cloud's hand and drags him around the Gold Saucer, Cloud has a feeling he's missing a few pieces of this puzzle.
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06 May 2024
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When a body is found lashed to a pier piling in Martinaise, Harry and Kim must figure out how it got there, who put it there, and why. Which is hard when there is nothing identifiable on the body and nobody seemed to have cared enough about whoever it was to report them missing. Harry must do what he does best: interrogate everyone in this goddamn town about things seemingly unrelated to the case, while Kim does what he does best: keep Harry out of trouble when possible and get into the trouble with him when not.
Meanwhile, another part of Harry's brain is devoted to figuring out exactly when he started being able to discern whole sentences from a raise of Kim's eyebrow or a twitch of his finger, and what the warm feeling that settles in his chest every time that happens means.
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16 Nov 2023
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If You Close the Door, the Night Could Last Forever by PositivelyVexed for AstroGirl
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
07 Sep 2023
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DRAMA [Godly: Success] - “Yep. That’s us. Me and him. We’re on our honeymoon.”
KIM KITSURAGI - Kim coughs into his fist and inclines his head slightly. "That's right." He takes a moment to scan the hotel lobby. “We don't broadcast the fact to everyone, you understand.”
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23 Sep 2023
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Neither of them meant to make it a habit, sleeping together without *sleeping* together, but it kept happening periodically throughout the years, nonetheless.
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09 Sep 2023
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Two Bits by thievinghippo for theherocomplex
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age II
14 Jan 2022
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Perhaps Hawke was just misunderstood. Sometimes he thinks that should have been the title of Varric’s biography. It was all a Misunderstanding: The Life and Times of the Champion of Kirkwall. Might be a bit too long to put on the spine, but Hawke likes it.
Or, three times Hawke needs a change and Fenris is there to help
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31 Aug 2023
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become the flowers by littlemachines
Fandoms: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age II
22 Feb 2022
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And for all his running, Fenris knew debt was always something owed, never escaped. He had to repay it, the bed and the food and the large arms and gentle hands that had caught him just short from hitting the ground. Sorry if I feel a warped sense of responsibility, Hawke had said. Fenris could have died in that field and no one would have known. Fenris had told him he was alone. No one in the world would have cared. They still wouldn’t, if Fenris left into the night, if the knife in his pocket failed him.
Except for this strange man who had a lot of land and doorways and sofas made too small for him and friends who owed him favours that spoke volumes of his worth.
A farm, a runaway and a man with red across his nose and the sun in his eyes. Seasons change and the land and people with them.Bookmarked by fenhawk
31 Aug 2023
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Name, Shame and Seven Years of Nothing by Pneumatic
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age II
05 Apr 2023
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Hawke is arguably the most famous man in Kirkwall. Why is it, then, that nobody actually seems to know who he is?
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16 Aug 2023
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A body of a young factory worker lies unclaimed on the railroad tracks in Jamrock West and Harry has yet to show at the precinct. Kim Kitsuragi has been up since the dawn and has already decided he's over this week. It's a mild Tuesday morning in June '51. The spectre of Communism hangs over Revachol like a burial shroud.
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- Part 1 of Birdcage Verse
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08 Jun 2023
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parched rivers run by skadii
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII Remake (Video Game 2020), Compilation of Final Fantasy VII
04 Apr 2023
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Zack laughs hysterically. “No, no, no. That’s not how this works. Didn’t you hear Jessie the other day? I die for you. Not the other way ‘round.”
Zack lives. What next?
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- Part 1 of see the parched rivers of my body run
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06 Apr 2023
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HALF-LIGHT: A thought occurs to you.
VOLITION: Don't say it. Please. You don't have to say everything that comes into your head.
You: "Kim," you say, your voice plaintive. "Am I a criminal? Did I do a crime in the last twenty-four hours? Is that why the RCM are sniffing around a high school gym?"Following a minor concussion, 28-year-old gym teacher Harry Du Bois finds himself missing the last 24 hours of his memory. He teams up with Patrol Officer Kim Kitsuragi from the Juvenile Crime Division to solve the case of his missing memories, a minor theft, and a first degree murder. Both of them get a whole lot more than they bargained for.
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31 Mar 2023
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PERCEPTION (Hearing) [trivial: success]: The ungodly screech of brake pads in desperate need of replacement brings you back to the world. Overtop of it, you hear a steady beat, syncopated bass, and the screech of horns.
NATURE MORTE [medium: success]: Disco music.
VOLONTÉ: Get up.
Or, Kim Kitsuragi wakes to a trashed hostel room in Martinaise with no memory of the world. He meets his partner, fights a child, and tries to survive Elysium's (second) worst MC.
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17 Mar 2023
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Prompto has many regrets.
By the end of this story, he'll have a lot more.- Language:
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- 2/2
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30 Dec 2022
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Kim Kitsuragi and the Permanent Efficacy of Grace by ezlybored
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
07 Nov 2021
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"I'm not exactly religious," Du Bois says, more diffident than Kim would've expected given the rapt attention he paid to Dolores Dei's image. Then again, it doesn’t take a religious man to appreciate art, especially of an objectively beautiful woman.
"Every believer starts somewhere," Kim says diplomatically, choosing not to react to the skepticism written all over Du Bois’ face.
In another world, seven years before Martinaise: Kim Kitsuragi isn't a priest. Harry Du Bois isn't married. That's about as simple as it gets.
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- Part 1 of divine but not devout
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02 Dec 2022
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The Case of the Man Who Two-Thirds Wasn't There by glisteningceruleaneyes
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
29 May 2022
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Three-and-one-third bodies have been found in an abandoned vehicle on the riverbank.
It would be a challenging case even without the bad weather, weapons smuggling, white nationalists, industrial accidents, and the concept of pedigree dog breeds—but over it all hangs one troubling question: What is it that fascinates you about Kim Kitsuragi? Is it working class camaraderie? A sinister hex of mysterious origin? Did you imprint on him in Martinaise, like an amnesiac duckling? If you don’t figure out what’s going on soon, people are going to start to notice. Especially him.
And sooner or later? Everything is related to the case.
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28 Nov 2022
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Harry Du Bois, a gym teacher at Grand Couron High for nearly two decades, lives alone in his small house in Central Jamrock. When his new neighbor moves in with his loud RCM-issue motor carriage that wakes Harry up at odd hours of the night, Harry is sure that he's going to hate him.
In a universe where Harry never became a police officer, he and Kim meet in a very different way.
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18 Sep 2022
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Five months after Martinaise, Kim is disappointed to discover Harry has been avoiding him. He wants to know why.
Harry, meanwhile, has been battling frequent and increasingly distressing nightmares involving a mysterious figure he cannot place. He, too, wants to know why.
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01 Sep 2022
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An officer of the RCM continues his self-immolation with cheap spirits while blaring disco music, thrashing apart his room in a fit of rage. He grabs his green snakeskin shoe and hurls it through the window, a primal need satisfied with the sharp crack of breaking glass. The cold night air rushes through the hole in the window, fluttering his sweat-damp clothes.
"I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore!" He howls at the wind like it will hear and understand him. He sobs and screams into the night, haunted by a torment he can't name, only run from.
He blacks out soon after, clutching a bottle of Commodore Red to his chest.
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28 Aug 2022