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    In a state of extreme horniness, Shane agrees to make a spicy video for Ilya, and it unfortunately doesn’t stay between just them. One guess as to whose fault it is that it leaks (you're only half right).

    (Set in the 2015-2016 season)

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    12 May 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    04 Dec 2025

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    Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.

    A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    “He told me he loves me.” Katsuki blinks hard, his vision swimming a bit. He’s good with his drink, it’s weird that he feels so woozy quickly. His damaged heart kicks painfully and he takes a stab at why he might be feeling so tired so soon. He’s rarely ever wrong.

    “I don’t know what you want me to say.” He mumbles, watching Uraraka scrub her eyes as delicately as she can, bordering on tipsy but fully aware of the swanky ballroom filled to the loggias with some of the world’s most prominent role models and public figures.

    “That’s what he said. So why…” Her voice wavers, cracking just at the edges. “Katsuki, why doesn’t he want me?”

    Katsuki doesn’t know what to say to that either.

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    Sometimes sex isn't about love but sometimes it completely is.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    TRAGIC AS HELL #luv