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Blood had never been a rare sight in the Winchester household. Sam had quickly grown used to it, but it still carried feelings, and usually they weren't very nice.
A walk through Sam's childhood, accompanied by the sound of the dripping blood.
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- Part 10 of we'll carve it out if we have to
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to summarize the summary of the summary: people are a problem by filander
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Criminal Minds (US TV)
24 Apr 2026
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Sam and Spencer lead dangerous lives and every now and again their lifestyles catch up to them in various ways. How will they handle their significant other being kidnapped?
When the worlds of the supernatural and the unsubs intertwine, will they be able to save each other?
+bonus of Emily finding out about the supernatural.
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- Part 9 of we'll carve it out if we have to
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Over the years, Sam Winchester struggles with his connection to G/god and religion. His relationship evolves, going through the five stages of grief before he can be at peace again.
Or: Six times Sam Winchester is in a church and has feelings about it + one time he isn't and doesn't.
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- Part 8 of we'll carve it out if we have to
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Sam Winchester does a good job of keeping the painful memories at bay. Usually. But on some special days they come flooding through, taking him with.
Five days he doesn't deal with well.
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- Part 7 of we'll carve it out if we have to
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Five times a bouquet of flowers travelled hundreds or thausands of miles across the US to catch one of them by surprise. They found joy in those gestures, in doing this for each other.
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- Part 6 of we'll carve it out if we have to
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we'll carve it out if we have to by filander
Fandom Criminal Minds (US TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Apr 2026
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A series of one-shots following the relationship between Sam Winchester and Spencer Reid.
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When Yuna accidentally interrupts Shane and Ilya sharing an intimate moment, Ilya is completely willing to play the bad guy to control the situation. Even though he wants for the approval of Shane's parents, he will sacrifice it to establish clearly-needed boundaries. As if Shane would let him take this on alone.
Meanwhile, Yuna does not entirely realize what she had stepped into, and she is left upset and defensive. David is horrified that his wife has apparently not been heeding his many (many) warnings to text ahead of time.
One day Ilya may be the favorite son, and Shane can watch fondly as he solves puzzles and eats ice cream at his parents' house. It just takes some time and work and adjustment to get there.
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03 Jun 2026
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Clarity by Ensolleildelune
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“The Centaur's plane is currently on fire,"
Hayden would like to think he’d seen all the sides of Shane Hollander. He’d seen him as the ‘Hockey-Robot’, seen him as brother Shane, his children’s Uncle Shane. Hayden had also been granted the privilege of seeing him in-love.
Unfortunately, looking at Shane right now- devastated, and terrified, with something dangerous and unhinged glinting in his eyes, Hayden was unsure how to proceed.
"That's not fucking funny Boiziau," his friend’s voice was cold and utterly unfamiliar in his ears, he can see Shane’s shoulders, tense and coiled, like a snake ready to pounce on its prey.
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A fic in which Shane sees Ilya’s messages mid-game and decides that nothing else mattered but Ilya Rozanov. (From an outsider's point of view, Shane was going feral, but Shane was actually just trying really hard not to fall apart until he finds Ilya.)
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- Part 1 of Raison D'être
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03 Jun 2026
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Sam takes a Gender Studies class (mostly to impress Jess), and has some revelations about Dean's sexuality and their childhood.
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29 May 2026
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When the next thing that comes out of his mouth is “Elle...he's dead, and you're... you're right here - you won,” the carefully concealed fury and pain that has been roiling in her for months comes out, and she just…lets it.
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Spencer is there for Elle in 2x05, and she's there for him after 2x18.
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25 May 2026
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pull your knife out of my back by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 May 2026
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The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
Shane will thank him later.- Language:
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21 May 2026