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Hot in His Heart by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 May 2026
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"Like what if I think dudes can be hot but only one dude is like...hot in his brain? In his…heart?"
There was a cut-off laugh. "Shane–"
"I'm serious!" He was thoroughly regretting this, now.
"I know, that's why it's funny! But can you...explain a little?" she asked, clearly trying to be patient.
"Like..." he sighed, trying to think back to past times, that last time. "You know when you’re attracted to someone?”
“Vaguely,” Rose laughed, sounding like she was rolling her eyes. “Explain.”
“Like. Oh my god.” He rubbed at his face, mortified. Like…you want your…your bodies to touch and stuff? Like it feels like a magnet, or like a fire, or like…like..”
Now it sounded like Rose was choking. “Yes, I have wanted to touch bodies with someone before,” she replied, tone lilting.
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Or, Shane realizes that he's no just gay, he's in LOVE.Series
- Part 15 of Hollanov
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the masquerade revelers by casdoms (moffwithhishead)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Mar 2026
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“Just because I can be really articulate and give a television interview doesn’t mean I am able to speak up when I’m emotionally distressed or threatened.”
It’s highlighted, circled heavily, bracketed, with arrows pointing at it, and Shane’s handwriting in the margins is much neater, like he really meant it.
YES.
David has to set the book down for a couple minutes and take a lap around the porch.
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- Part 9 of heated rivalry but shane is more audhd
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Staaaay (Hollander...Hollander...) by LunaAtTheZoo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.
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The Weight He Carries by YouthIsWasted
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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“She looks so little.”
Shane frowned slightly. “Sofi?”
Ilya nodded without opening his eyes. “She’s twelve.”
The words landed strangely, not yet enough for Shane to understand and yet already enough for dread to start moving under his ribs.
Slowly, carefully, Shane said, “Okay.”
llya gave a short, shaking laugh that held no amusement in it. “Okay,” he echoed, and that one word cracked open. “She’s twelve, Shane.”
And then Shane understood.
Not all at once. Not as a sentence. More like the shape of it arriving before the details did. Twelve. Their daughter. Small in the doorway. And Ilya, who carried certain dates inside him like pieces of shrapnel.
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there's an endless road to rediscover by isnt_that_wizard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Hayden hated the guy. Hated him.
Hated his stupid, smug smirk and the myriad of insults he threw Hayden’s way and the way he made fun of Shane like it was a funny game then looked him up and down like a piece of meat and his reputation of sleeping with everything that fucking moved and the memories of being slammed into the boards by him and quite literally everything about this Russian dickhead.
And he hated that he was now going to have to do everything in his power to learn how to tolerate Rozanov because Shane was inexplicably and hopelessly in love with him, and Shane was his brother in every fucking thing but blood, and Hayden was not going to keep being responsible for that sad puppy look on his face every time he realized how poorly they got along.
So far, Hayden sucked at it. Big time.
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It bothers Shane that Hayden and Ilya don't get along, so Hayden is putting in the effort to try and see these redeeming qualities Shane claims the guy has. Over the years it becomes easier and easier, until one day, he realizes he doesn't have to actually try anymore.
or, 5 times Hayden realized he was starting to tolerate Ilya + 1 time they acknowledged they were actually friends now
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It wasn’t that Ilya was jealous. It was just that…he sort of was.
It's finally the off-season, and Ilya cannot wait for a perfectly boring summer at the cottage with his perfectly boring husband.
Shane, however, has other ideas.
(AKA Ilya gets jealous of a plant.)
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- Part 4 of Hollanov Fics
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I chose you by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Oct 2025
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Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.
Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.
“Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”
Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.
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i love you (say it back) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.
To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.
He keeps saying it. No one says it back.
Until they do.
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19 Mar 2026
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Ilya pierces his ears. Shane is feeling…some type of way about it.
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- Part 1 of hollanov in every verse
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10 Mar 2026
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The resemblance hit Yuna like a punch to the gut. The same honey-colored curls, though hers were styled in a gorgeous twist at the back of her head. If Yuna could see past all of the times Ilya’s nose had been broken and re-healed, she imagined it would look something like the woman’s in front of her. And those eyes - a mix of hazel and gold with tiny flecks of green if you looked close enough. Ilya must have gotten his strong jaw from his father, because this woman’s features were narrow and sharp. Stunning.
When she smiled, it looked so like Ilya’s that Yuna could have cried.
“Irina,” she said.
“Yuna,” Irina said, bowing her head politely.
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Ilya wishes on a star. The universe helps it come true.
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Confessions to the Sky by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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The cigarette tasted bitter when he lit it, the smoke curling up into the predawn air. He exhaled slowly, watching it dissipate. A thin line of gold had begun bleeding into the horizon. "Mama," he murmured, then hesitated. His throat tightened. He hadn’t talked to her like this in years. He flicked ash, knuckles whitening around the cigarette. "Mama, it's me," he started, then stopped. The words stuck.
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Ilya speaks with his mother that one morning by the lake. A 1x06 missing scene.
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06 Mar 2026
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While Ilya is in therapy in 'The Long Game' we learn that he tells Shane he can sleep with other people while they are apart during hockey season. It is mentioned briefly that this leads to a fight and three days of Shane ignoring him. Only then does Ilya realize how devastated he would be if Shane took him up on that offer. This is one way it could have played out.
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28 Feb 2026