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the moments when you're in so deep (it feels easier to just swim down) by foxjournals
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
19 Apr 2025
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Eddie gets the call around 2am.
It’s nearing midnight in LA. He ignores the persistent buzzing of his phone, rolls back over and vows to call whoever decided to wake him at this ungodly hour tomorrow.
Except, his phone keeps buzzing.
Or: Eddie finds out about Bobby
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and for once, you let go (of your fears and your ghosts) by foxjournals
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
04 Sep 2024
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When he reaches Alex, he crouches down to his knees, and he focuses on the way the blades just barely cut into the skin on the back of his thighs through his pants rather than the shaking of his hands at his sides.
“Alex?” Henry says, leaning his head down so he can maybe get in eye level with Alex, but Alex keeps his eyes firmly shut and angled down towards the ground, his curls plastered across his sweaty forehead, and it takes everything in Henry not to gently move the hair from his face.
“Alex, hey it’s – it’s Henry. Henry Fox?” Henry tries, this time a little louder, and he cringes at the awkwardness of it all. He thinks Alex must hear him though if the slight wince that rolls through Alex’s body is to go off anything.
Or: Hockey player Alex who gets injured and is back on the ice for the first time since said injury and isn't dealing with it well mentally, and figure skater Henry who comes into the rink one morning and finds Alex keeled over on the ice having a panic attack
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your needs (my needs) by foxjournals
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
12 Aug 2024
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“Are you... are you still attracted to me?” Alex blurts out, and he keeps his eyes locked on the wardrobe in front of him, 'refuses to turn around to see the pity he knows will be lacing Henry’s demeanor like cloyed honey.
It’s quiet for all of a moment and Alex can picture his boyfriend behind him as he hears rather than sees him set his book down on his nightstand before sitting up more, ‘can picture the duvet pooling around his waist.
“Of course I am Alex, what on earth gave you any indication that said otherwise?” Henry asks incredulously
Or: Henry's been ignoring Alex's advances on him for a few weeks now. Alex gets in his head about it. Henry explains what's really going on.
Or: Henry's meds were changed and he's dealing with one of the side effects (sex drive)
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the liquor on your lips (makes you dangerous) by foxjournals
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
07 Jul 2024
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“I’m in love with you!” Henry screams, and Alex can’t tell if the bar goes silent, or if it’s just the static in his ears overpowering the noise in the room as he focuses on what just spilled from Henry’s lips.
He spins around to face a red cheeked Henry.
“Why have you been ignoring me all week?” Alex asks, his voice cracking on the last word, and he has to swallow past the lump in his throat and blink away the tears that have started to finally form.
“Because you kissed me! And you don’t even remember, or - or maybe you do and you’ve just decided to pretend it didn’t happen, and I don’t know which is worse!” Henry yells, his chest heaving with every inhale and exhale, and Alex – well Alex is at a loss for words.
Or: a breakup causes Alex to come to a halting revelation, followed by a drunken kiss with his best friend and a promise he can't keep, causing Henry to pull away from him. It all comes to head in a crowded bar.
Or: (Alex kisses Henry after coming to the realization that he's in love with him, only to completely forget it ever happened the next morning).
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the tragic flaw is that they hide the truth (that you're enough, you're enough) by foxjournals
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
26 Mar 2024
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Alex has been staring.
For weeks now, actually.Henry had originally chalked it up to Alex being, well, Alex. But lately, Henry can’t help but take it in as more than just his boyfriend's usual oddness.
Or: After gaining some weight, Henry feels self conscious. Alex however, loves his tummy.
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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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24 Jul 2026
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2am Phone Calls by fandombarf
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jul 2026
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“Rozanov?” Hayden answers, voice thick with sleep, “The fuck? It’s 2am.”
“Sorry,” Ilya’s voice sounds shaky, “Never mind.”
Ilya hangs up and Hayden feels his heart stopping. He’s fucking wide awake now. Ilya sounded wrong. One, because Ilya doesn’t apologize. Two… he knows something is wrong.OR
Hayden drives two hours to Ottawa to help Ilya during a depressive spiral.
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- Part 1 of Depression Thy Names are Hayden & Ilya
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24 Jul 2026
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just haven't had it by catknives
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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Seeking experienced sexual partner (male) to take my virginity (also male). I know a lot about sex, I just haven’t had it. 514-555-1410
It’s the craziest piece of bathroom graffiti Ilya has ever seen.
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22 Jul 2026
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Need to (why do I seem to?) by KorgInc
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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Shane looked at Ilya in a funny sort of way, eyes flicking about his face. Thinking. Ilya knew this expression well.
“Tell me,” he encouraged softly. Shane looked at him for a bit longer, weighing something unknown in his mind. Then he spoke.
“You know, I miscarried once.”
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05 Jul 2026
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heaven and hell were words to me by LunarMoonstone
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 May 2026
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“I, uh, came to ask for a ride."
Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.
They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.
“Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.
In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.
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- Part 3 of Hurt/Comfort One Shots
- Part 1 of Outsider POVs
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