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    After leaving behind his last job, Ilya threw himself into a new profession: making and selling all things one can pickle. His week revolves around the Sunday farmer's market. Everything seems simple and predictable until a new vendor arrived late in the season.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    His mother’s eyes darken with weariness Shane recognizes instinctually, a grief separate but not wholly unlike his own. A tear makes its way down her cheek, but Shane’s stay put, stubborn, cradled in his lashline like if he doesn’t cry, maybe none of this is as bad as he thinks it is.

    “Just—I just have to ask,” she says. Her voice lowers to a whisper, that ever-steady corner of her mouth wavering as her palm envelopes his cheek. “How long have you been hurting?”

    My whole life, probably, Shane thinks. I'm sorry. I just didn’t know.

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    [Or: Shane learns that skill, passion, and meticulous control aren't necessarily immunity, and that rest isn't something he's owed so much as he has to carve out for himself; sometimes with a whisper, sometimes with his pride on the line, sometimes on his hands and knees. And still, regardless, despite—he refuses to give up on this either, even if this time it means believing in himself instead of familiar schedules or rituals. Even if it means his whole life has to change to do it.

    Even if it means having to believe that he's worth that much in the first place.]

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane is playing a game, and then he isn't. After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane must come to terms with a life he didn't plan, picking through the pieces left behind -- finding love through it all.

    “What did the doctor say? I can’t remember.” His pain medicine was wearing off. He could feel it. That glowing hot iron pressed to his knee.

    “Oh, we can look at your paperwork when we get home. I can’t remember the exact words.”

    “No, no. Like —” he pressed his head against the glass of the window. His breath fogged it up. He wanted to wipe it away, make the glass clear again but he was too tired to lift his hand. “Is it bad?”

    “Well,” He heard Ilya tap against the steering wheel. “Yeah, Shane. It’s not good.”

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    13 Jun 2026

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    "God, baby, you just make me want to…" Ilya groaned, shaking his head.

    "What?" Shane asked, leaning closer, chasing the unspoken words to try and catch them.

    Ilya laughed, cupping Shane's jaw. Shane pressed into it, nuzzling against Ilya's calloused fingertips. "Maybe, hm, be a little mean to you."

    Or, Shane has a crush on a forty-six year old man. A very sexy forty-six year old man.

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    13 Jun 2026