20 Works by goingforbuck
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Yuma grasps along the lower hemming of the top in panic, and as he goes to tug it upward to yank it over his head, a faint scent, similar to the one covering him, is pushing its way forward, right over to them. He can hear Nicholas call out to someone with a curse, but before he can look over to see who he's speaking to, a rough hand is grasping along a rushed handful of the jersey, and then he's being yanked forward.
Yuma's feet almost get lifted with the strength behind the one singular movement, and as he locks eyes with the upset alpha in front of him, the beta feels nothing but fear and confusion. He braces himself for a punch, a rude shove, a yell in his face, yet all he gets is a frustrated demand. "Who the hell are you, and why the fuck are you wearing my jersey?"
or; yuma goes to their university's donating center for some second-hand clothing, only to end up accidentally taking an unneutralized shirt when the sorter isn't looking. it turns out to be the lucky jersey that's been stolen from one of their soccer team's alpha's locker, and he wants it back. among other things.
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i know that it seems easy (but i like that he needs me) by goingforbuck
Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)
25 Jun 2026
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"Do you remember the first time we did this?" Harua whispers, allowing his omega to bloom in his middle and for his scent to further thicken the air in the room. His finger turns into two, and he gently fists the varsity sweatshirt in his slightly shaking hand. "We barely even made it to your room, you had me folded on top of the bathroom sink," Maki gulps, his eyes almost looking fearful, his lust making his pupils widen and then narrow in uneven intervals. "You had my slick running down your chin and my nail marks embedded in your scalp, my ankles wrapped around your head. You smelled like me for days."
or; harua hatches up a plan to get a reaction out of his fuck buddy maki, and it goes exactly and he hoped it wouldn't (and would)
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i will give your heart a place to rest (when everything you had has turned and left) by goingforbuck for alicebishop
Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)
13 Jun 2026
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"Please don't make me regret letting you in, and letting you help us." It's a distinct plea, cutting deep within Euijoo's chest, enough for his own breath to be stolen, becoming barely a molecule to push past the rain.
Euijoo strengthens his hold on the carrier, readjusts the jacket and hides a wince as he peels himself off of the brick wall, and when the other reopens his eyes, something in him awakens.
"There is nothing else I'd rather not do."
or; euijoo comes across an abandoned man and his child during a storm, and they create a small family of their own over time.
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Soon to be forced into an arranged mating and marriage with an unknown alpha and with an oath of protection to keep his virginity intact until the night of their wedding, Kei must decide what is worse- continuing to be forced to listen to his fiancé's cries of pain without being able to do anything about it, or breaking the treaty that holds the safety of his own country together to help him through his rut.
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"You're a needy little thing," Euijoo states breathily, almost hypocritically, because as Nicholas daringly shifts in his seated position, he can feel the way his boyfriend's dick pulses against the zipper keeping them separated. "Was two weeks apart really enough to get you this riled up?" Nicholas' lips part with the first official drag of his hips against his lap, and his tongue dampens itself hungrily as the denim of Euijoo's jeans bites into the sensitive skin near his backside.
"I'm always this riled up for you."
or; now that hell week is finally over, euijoo and nicholas eagerly make up the time they had to spend apart.
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i don't wanna keep another secret (i don't care if anybody sees it) by goingforbuck
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
08 May 2026
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Brown meets brown as Riki looks up in wonder at the older, and despite how tired the other looks, hair astray with sweat tracking down his cheeks and his chest still unevenly rising and falling, he's still the most handsome man he's ever seen. Riki wants to vocalize his thoughts, but he doesn't want to risk getting hit again. His ass still hurts.
"There you are." Jake's announcing, so small and so sweet that even a whisper wouldn't be able to give it justice, and then he's lowering himself down for their lips to meet. It's a slick and lazy glide, lower lip grazing an upper, yet it's just right. Slow and sweet, with a quiet and audible smack densing the room as they breathe into each other's mouths comfortably. Riki completely falls apart beneath him, pliant and with his mind finally quieting itself down and shutting off, his worries dimming as Jake's taste licks itself into his mouth.
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The younger alpha wants to wrap an arm around his waist and turn him over, press kisses down the lower of his back and tease the material of his pants down with his teeth, until one of his incisors is gently nipping into his blushed red and sensitive skin. Instead, he sends him a placating smile, the others comfort and pleasure being met more important than his own, and then he's quietly instructing the nearly writhing omega on what they're about to do.
"I know you need me, sweetheart, but what I need you to do is listen to me. Listen to me while I tell you how to touch yourself, until you're here with me enough again so I can do it for you."
or; nicholas tries to coerce his best friend harua into letting him hook him up with an alpha friend of his for his heat, and when he refuses, his little brother maki shows up for him instead.
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He was exhausted. He was tired of being the only one trying to make things work, or at least a bit less awkward and ill fitting, and he was done with feeling like an unknown and unwanted source in their barely shared home.
So, two years into their arrangement, their marriage, and nearly two and a half years since he lost his parents and his brother to an unchangeable tragedy, Riki asks Jake for a divorce. As soon as the older stepped in past their entryway, and as he avoided his eye contact for the hundredth time.
He was done with feeling abandoned, and tired of being alone.
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- Part 1 of the open door
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"If I say yes to this, and things do or don't work out, what then?"
There are footsteps making their way over to their table before Sunoo can get another word in, and as soon as calloused fingertips slide their way down the slant of Jake's left and unclothed bicep, he immediately knows that it's Heeseung. And when warmth accumulates on his right, and as soon as weight is gently pressed into his side and pale fingers are straightening his glasses and tucking his strands behind his ear delicately, he knows it's Sunghoon.
Sunoo's sending him an incredulous look and then he just sighs, before collecting his own items after realizing that them finishing up their joint study session is a lost cause. He pauses and rests his hip on the side of the table to give them all a sardonic smile, and then looks down at his sheepish best friend. "You'll still be loved all the same."
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Sunoo creates a weeklong study proposal to help prove to Jake that Heeseung and Sunghoon like him just as much as he does them. Jake freaks out and realizes he's in love with them about it.
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- Part 3 of black dreams
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Wooyoung's head snaps up at the sound, and the pain in his chest only worsens as he realizes that the sound has come from San. The wide and open eyes he had just been looking at are now almost so black, his whites have nearly disappeared. He no longer looks like a man, or a vampire. He looks like an animal. Shaking in his seat like he's barely able to hold himself back, and Wooyoung feels true fear for the first time in years.
It isn't like the type of fear he feels when he walks into a crowded room, or the lingering fear from his trauma, when he notices a group of vampires resting near him. This feels inadequate to an extent in which Wooyoung cannot compare anything to. Because the man who had been looking at him just moments before in awe, is now looking at him like he can't recognize him, and it's even more painful than the fear he'd felt at the possibility of being rejected earlier.
So Wooyoung does what he knows best. He looks around and takes in everybody else's tension, realizes that he's the root cause behind all of the chaos, and then he flees.
He'll never be truly safe, and he'll never be accepted, even by a creature from the same line of monster that once attacked him, and scarred him for good.
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"It'd all be obvious if he'd just take my damn advice and do a grand gesture," Riki mutters under his breath with a roll of his eyes, and he smiles innocently when Jungwon looks over at him curiously. "Nothing," he reassures him, and slightly squeezes his hand. "He's over the moon about you, and he probably dyed his hair purple to get your attention anyway."
Jungwon's lips raise at the blatant conversation shift, and he can't help but laugh at the way his best friend groans and throws himself back after his response. "It isn't purple, it's lavender."
"Down so bad it's disgusting to be around," Riki gravels, suddenly sounding much older. "The both of you."
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Jay offers to help Jungwon study for his upcoming mid-year exam, and then invites him out for dinner after. Jungwon freaks out and catastrophizes about it.
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- Part 2 of black dreams
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i'll make everything alright (i'll do anything just to ease your mind) by goingforbuck
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
13 Nov 2025
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"What are you going to do to get Sunoo hyung's spirit back up this time? Buy him some flowers, take him out to dinner, break into his dorm again and surprise him with balloons that spell out his name?"
"That was one time," Riki insists a little too loudly, and he smiles cautiously when their classmate next to them slams their textbook to a close and almost begins to yell. "And I'm not too sure," he continues in a rushed whisper, his shoulders tensing as he feels eyes bead into the side of his head. "I think he's getting used to the grand gestures and surprise gifts. I've got to do something that's going to last for a while, and that'll keep him distracted. At least until his term is almost over, and he's got one less thing on his mind."
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Sunoo cries and is discouraged about his kinesiology class. Riki dyes his hair about it.
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- Part 1 of black dreams
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so reckless of me (but this feeling is deeply profound) by goingforbuck
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
09 Jul 2025
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"My legs hurt."
"And they feel better while being crushed into my sides?" He teases, forcing his voice to not waver as Wooyoung rests his forearms on his tensing shoulders and intertwines his fingers at the nape of his neck. He can be so normal about this, and he isn't in love with his best friend. He wasn't just pouting and annoyed about being separated from him for the night, and it doesn't matter that the most beautiful man he's ever seen with his own two eyes is fully sat on top of him and staring down at him like he's the only thing that matters at this point in time.
No reason to not be normal at all.
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don't touch, don't do it (don't wanna take your golden light) by goingforbuck for TheSword
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
07 Jul 2025
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Wooyoung leans in impossibly closer to tap his nose against his, and his gaze softens after a shudder of weak laughter reverberates through them. San fully blinks and inhales as Wooyoung's long eyelashes make contact with the beginning of his own, and he licks his dry lips once his elbow pressing into his middle catches onto his pulse finally beginning to slow back down again in his chest.
"You're so bright, Woo," San begins, his heart fluttering as Wooyoung furrows his eyebrows and leans back enough to be able to fully look him in the eyes. San can feel their heartbeats coalesce and match each other's in the grip he still has around his limb, and in his exhausted defeat, he continues. "You shine so brightly sometimes, that it feels like you're in a whole other orbit than me. And it's terrifying, because there's no way that I could continue to do any of this without you, and I don't want you to stray away."
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Pull the plug in September, I don't wanna die in June by goingforbuck
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
19 Nov 2024
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The tissue in Buck's right hand crumples within the tight grasp he has around it, and a flower petal withers in the middle of his chest, falling down to lie on top of the other bright purple and white, limp and lifeless. The cool air in the room helps to dry his tears, and as he goes to speak up again, the thorn elongates.
"There's no one else I'd rather be in love with, or be loved by. So, if I have to die knowing that I at least made them feel how I've always wanted to, then I will," he declares, around the taste of a stem. How funny it is that a form of life expels itself from him, while he's dying on the inside. "Love has always come with pain, at least for me. And if I can take some of theirs with me, and give them the last month I have to show them how much I care for them before I go, then that's what I'll do. Because there will never be a lifetime in which I don't put them first, or their happiness. Even if their happiness doesn't include me."
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Maddie, Chim and Josh set Buck and Eddie up on a blind date, but their plans are ruined when Buck unexpectedly saves Christopher from an accident beforehand. Luckily, after meeting and talking to Eddie, Buck still agrees to go out with him.
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"There's something in your eyes that feels like something I haven't had in a long time, or have ever had. And I just knew that if I passed this up, I wouldn't get the opportunity to ever have anything close to this again."
"What does it feel like?" Eddie asks him, with something akin to wonder and understanding painted on his features. The hand he was comforting himself with, comes back down to meet with his again, and the hold is tight and secure, grounding. His fingertips turn white with his reciprocating hold, uncaring of the slight twinge of pain that comes from his injured arm as he latches on.
The burn underneath the gauze sears like the red imprinted in his skin, and it matches the flush on Buck's cheeks, as he says. "It feels like coming home."
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It takes four and a half for one (to come to his senses) by goingforbuck
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Oct 2024
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Maddie and the rest of the crew pick up on affectionate changes between Buck and Eddie, and they all lose their minds about it. When Buck corners them in the locker room and confronts them all about acting weird, hugs are shared, Buck confesses to them about his feelings, and a surprising bet is shared.
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Eddie allows himself to be pulled into a tight and secure embrace, and allows his eyes to fall shut and for himself to lean into the hold. As soon as his eyes close, and his unsteady body makes contact with Hen and Chimney's, and as they hug him with all of their might, he only has one single and repetitive thought and plea looping itself throughout his mind. Please, just please, come back to me.
Eddie swears on the spot. That if he's given another chance to be able to hold Buck again, and have him safe and stable in his arms, he'll make it up to him. He'll make him feel as loved and as wanted as he truly is, and he'll figure his own shit out in the meantime. He'll take care of him until he's back on his feet, and then he'll tell Buck exactly how he feels about him.
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"Eddie," Buck somehow forms in the moment, the hands grasping along his jawline bending and curling in, in a way he knows is a silent gesture of comfort. Eddie tilts his head forward until his own rests upon Buck's, and they're as close as they can possibly be. Buck's heartbeat pounds erratically in his chest, and he coerces himself to breathe in enough before he begins to feel even more lightheaded. "How do you see me?"
A small titter of laughter escapes him, and Eddie allows a small, shy smile to graze his face. The simple movement brushes against Buck's own cheeks, and he mimics the movement, with mild amusement beginning to fill him. "As if I can see you in any other way that wouldn't have me falling in love with you."
(Buck believes he's at fault for Christopher getting lost during the tsunami, and that he failed and could have done better. He begins to isolate himself and call out of work, thinking that his absence is the best thing for everyone around him. Eddie comes over to tell him he's wrong, and that he's so much more loved and valued than he can ever imagine.)
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"I'm never leaving you and Christopher again, not if I have a say in it," Buck's hands raise themselves again, and Eddie readily takes them and connects their palms, in the exact same way Buck was craving it earlier. Warm and calloused and assured. Experienced and doting with whoever deserved them, and with whoever held on long enough to familiarize themselves with each line and crevice and scar. "For as long as you'll have me."
Where Buck and Eddie actually talk it out after Buck is allowed back at the firehouse for light work duty. Angst and confessions and soft feelings ensue.