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    Shane is upset with himself for potentially ruining what little time he and Ilya have together at the cottage, before the launch of the Game Changers camp, due to some stomach bug he can't seem to get rid of.

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    Or a year after the first summer at the cottage, Shane is spiraling once again, due to finding out he's unexpectedly pregnant.

    COMPLETED! 3.8.26

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    09 Jul 2026

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    The game starts normally.

    It does not stay that way.

    Or: Shane and Ilya become parents in the middle of a hockey game.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Now, pressing Shane against the kitchen counter, Ilya was consumed by this thought. He was barely doing anything with his fingers, barely touching, and yet Shane was already gone, his back arched and his eyes shut, panting and wanting and almost begging for it.
    Did it really feel this good?
    Even just this whisper of a touch?

    OR: 3 times Ilya thought about bottoming, and the 1st time he did.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “Are you curious?”

    “About what?”

    “What fucking a man is like.”

    Shane’s eyebrows rise up comically. “I thought that’s what we’ve been doing – is this not –”

    “No. You misunderstand.” He points a finger to Shane’s chest, still clothed. “You, inside me.”

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    09 Jul 2026

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    The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.

    Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.

    “Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.

     

    Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.

     

    Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    What if everything in the MLH Awards rooftop scene had.gone completely differently?

    "I feel like I'm home. I don't know what that means. I have never felt at home anywhere in a long time. But right now. With you inside me. Your hands on me. I am home."

    A canon divergence from Heated Rivalry Episode 1 "Rookies." The MLH awards rooftop scene, rewritten - what Shane and Ilya truly feel about each other, and about the award, when nobody walks away. A character study on how Ilya's scars impact him, on how deeply and freely Shane loves him, and the start of something beautiful. Two boys. One trophy. Zero words big enough for what they feel for each other.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    They’re arguing in bed about something stupid — “Are there more wheels or doors in the world?” — and Ilya says something snarky, so Shane reaches out and pinches his nipple.

    He expects Ilya to jerk away and say “Quit it, Hollander” or to laugh it off, but instead what he gets is a moan. A loud one, too unexpected to be stifled in time.

    Or, Shane makes an important discovery.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    In the sweaty summer days that follow, they can’t get enough of each other, making love almost every way imaginable.

    ****

    “I love you,” Ilya chokes out. “More. Please.”

    “Do you want me to fuck you?”

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    09 Jul 2026

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    They've been together for years—fucking near daily for the last few—and Shane has never once put his dick inside his boyfriend.

    That's normal, though. He's a bottom. He's happy, he's comfortable in his routine. He likes things the way they are.

    Until it comes to light that Ilya actually really wants to get fucked by him. With his 'obligate top' of a boyfriend practically begging for Shane's cock, suddenly their arbitrary labels don't seem anywhere near as important any more.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has had plenty of sex. That's no secret to anyone. He had long since confessed to Shane that sex with him was always special and different, and that he's never felt like that with anyone else, but the self doubt that lives in Shane's mind had told him that you can never be too sure.

    But he can be sure of this: Shane Hollander is the only person on earth who has ever fingered Ilya Rozanov. They had had the conversation when Ilya first asked to try bottoming. He had never trusted anyone to see him like this. He didn't want to feel vulnerable. But Shane is different, he had said. He knows Shane will take care of him.

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    (aka: hollanov switch for the first time and its very sweet and sappy)

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov thinks it's probably best to decline the invitation to the 2017 All-Star Game. It's not swaggering, knothead alpha male bullshit; it's a survival strategy. He doesn't think it'll end well for anyone if he's forced into playing an instinct-driven, blood-pumping sport like ice hockey with Shane Hollander right now, not when Hollander is probably going to bring his new girlfriend to Tampa for the weekend.

    But it's Hollander. It's Shane. So of course Ilya doesn't decline the stupid invitation. And of course the game goes sideways.

    That doesn't mean it doesn't end well.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Sets during the COVID-19 pandemic.

    Yuna Hollander is tired, cautious, and quietly prejudiced. Ilya Rozanov is sick, far from home, and far more fragile than she’s prepared for.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    It’s not until Hayden is already in Shane’s bedroom, until he’s already reaching for and opening his nightstand drawer, that his lagging brain finally catches up with the situation at hand and he realizes that maybe he shouldn’t be rifling through the personal belongings of his intensely private best friend.

    He has this thought maybe a millisecond before he finishes opening the drawer, which is already far too late. His eyes have already swept over its contents, and—

    Well. The Advil is certainly the least interesting thing it contains.

    Or: An intensely hungover Hayden goes looking for some headache relief in his best friend’s house. In his search, he discovers a stack of Polaroids that feature a very notorious face.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's on a hotel roof in the middle of the night. The draft is tomorrow, and he can't sleep.

    That's when Shane Hollander appears, but he's somehow thirty-five years old, and acting very friendly... and he's wearing glasses. This must be a dream — mustn't it?

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “You don’t have to.” Ilya whispers.

    “What?”

    “Love me. You don’t have to. To say it, you can move on, you can find someone better, you don’t have to.” he says. “I am. . . not good.” he settles on after trying to find the right words in his mind.

    *Alternate ending to episode 4*

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Just go.” Ilya said, already leaning again.

    Shane huffed a laugh against his mouth.

    “You’re literally the problem.”

    “Then stop kissing me back.”

    He didn’t.

     
    or, College AU where Shane and Ilya go to the same university, secretly sleep together, and are so obsessed with each other it’s starting to become a problem.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “You know, there are a lot of kids that look up to you—“

    It’s the refrain of Shane’s life. Everything circles back to this: a lot of kids looking up to you. That’s why you need to spend your summers doing ad campaigns. That’s why you need to let a social media manager handle your every interaction online. That’s why we need to sit here after family dinner with flash cards rehearsing the different ways you’ll answer reporters’ questions after you face Boston next week, and, oh, when we’re done, let’s do some French vocabulary flashcards, too, because it’s important to the Francophone fans that you’re thinking about them. There are lots of Asian Francophones in Quebec, Shane. Almost 13% of primary schoolers are of Asian descent, compared to less than 4% of hockey players. Isn’t that pathetic?

    As if Shane doesn’t know that it’s pathetic. As if Shane doesn’t know what he fought through to get here.

    Abruptly, Shane is furious.

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    07 Jul 2026

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