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    as the title states, jihan (with hints of jhc occasionally) as my favorite ships from animanga, shows, comics etc. they'll be thrown in many situations but worry not, they'll always prevail. maybe.

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  1. Rec 29

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    As the two turn around to head back into the inn, still chatting amongst themselves, Oikawa heaves a sigh of relief. He’s not sure why that whole conversation was so difficult to watch, or why he was tensed the entire time, but at least it’s over now.

    And then Sugawara turns his head at just the last moment, catching his eye. He gives him a knowing smile right before he and Iwaizumi enter the inn, and Oikawa’s world tilts off axis.

    A terse lump forms in his throat. “I—” he begins, hate you already on the tip of his tongue, but the syllables don’t form.

    “—wish I could hate you,” comes out instead, raw and honest and brimming with agony.

    or, when sugawara transfers to seijoh in their second year, oikawa’s entire life is thrown for a loop—he detests, loses his bearings, falls hard enough to break his spine, and most of all, learns to love
    day 3: “i wish i could hate you”

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    05 May 2026

  2. Rec 35

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    Robin is a hero. Tim becomes Robin. The hardest part, he thinks, is that he barely feels like a hero at all, and he’s not sure what he’s doing wrong. Day after day something in his chest will crack and itch, but he will not scratch it. He’ll be afraid of what’ll come spilling out if he does. He’ll wonder if it’s a speck of rot. One day they’ll be going over the rooftops, he and Dick, and Dick will crack a joke Tim doesn’t understand, and it’ll hit him that it’s likely something Jason would have understood immediately. Tim will glance over his shoulder and say, half-jokingly, It sort of feels like I’m chasing a ghost, and Dick will look at him like he’s already dead, like he has just realized Jason is dead all over again, and Tim won’t speak again for the rest of the night.

    He wonders what it would be like to be missed like Jason is. He doesn’t think he’s ever been missed before.

    In which Tim Drake ponders on what a hero isn't, and what a brother can be.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.

    Steve fails. They lose.

    “Steve, how many loops have you been through?”

    His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.

    “I lost count.”

    AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Steve hears that line all the time and goes in anyway. Don’t you Steve?

    Eddie smirks as he lets them into the van, still bickering. Fuck, what a day. What a week. And now his brain is on a loop, sleep deprived and laser focused on whether the rumour mill is true or false. On whether or not Steve really is hung like a horse.

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    spurred on by robin's quip at the wsqk, eddie fucks around (and finds out)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    1987 went to shit. Vecna brought on what may well be the apocalypse, and Steve fought it to the end. Literally.

    Death was supposed to be a one-way street. But knowing a girl with super powers had a tendency to change the game. So when Steve opens his eyes to a beer-soaked bathroom on Halloween in 1984, Nancy calling him 'bullshit' all over again, the universe might forgive Steve for thinking he was either a) in Hell or b) going cracked. But Steve didn't have time to freakout. Not when El finds him and asks that he help her change the events of the future. Not when he's the only other person she managed to drag with her for chance number two.

    OR: A time travel fix-it, where 1987 Steve is dropped back into his 1984 self. And now he has to deal with that plus the impending apocalypse on the horizon. But he'll be fine, right? Because, as El informs whoever asks, Steve's 'The Babysitter'. So he gets to work. He can cry later, when he's done.

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    18 Dec 2025