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Buck knew without a doubt that if any one of his friends or family could be in his mind for even a second they’d go mad. The constant screaming, the repeated phrases of his greatest hits—they’d never survive it. He doesn’t even know if he can survive it.
When he got like this in the past, it was always easily cured with a quick text to Bobby or plopping onto the Diaz couch with a beer and a sigh. Except neither of those things were possible anymore.
Bobby was gone
Chris was gone
Eddie was gone
Bobby is gone.Everyone left, everyone had someone, but Buck’s someone is gone and even when he was here, Buck was terrified of being too much, doing too much, until even Bobby gave up on him. It had happened before and not just with Bobby.
(Or: Buck is struggling more than anyone knows, and the 8x17 fight and Buck’s need to take back control over his life manifests physically)
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Rocks in Rushing Rivers by henkomar
Fandoms: Wheel of Time - Robert Jordan, The Wheel of Time (TV)
14 Apr 2025
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“Do you think they’re really gone? Rand, Mat, Nynaeve? Is that why you’re saying all of this?” Egwene doesn’t wish to know his answer.
“I don’t know if our friends are alive, but I have to believe that they are.” Perrin inhales sharply.“So long as I believe, I fight. So long as I fight, I know there’s nothing in this world or in any turning of the wheel that could stop us all from finding each other. Egwene, I know you. You don’t give up on the people and the things you believe in, so please hear me when I say that they are alive. They are alive, and we will all find each other.”
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Basically, WOT TV/Lit, but Egwene more than just looks up to her mentors and never lets anyone hold her back.
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ghosts we've always known by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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“Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.
Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”
Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”
Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.
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16 Jul 2026
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
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22 Jun 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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17 Jun 2026
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1401 by judgejudy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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Shane had the sudden sinking feeling that he had been stood up. Rozanov must have found something better to do with his night in Toronto. He started back into his room when the number next to his door caught his eye.
Oh, no.
1401.
He’d told Rozanov the wrong number. He was sure of it. His brain was so scrambled by the interaction in the shower that when Rozanov asked his room number, he jumbled up the digits and told him 1410.
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Shane accidentally gives Rozanov the wrong hotel room number after the CCM commercial shoot and has to come to terms with what he wants a bit earlier than he wants. (Happy ending epilogue included because I'm a bitch who needs closure, ok?)Bookmarked by henkomar
16 Jun 2026
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Not Okay by RebekahRose
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya
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