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i didn’t want to see you go (i know i made you cry) by notexactlylegal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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“Shane…”
“Please. Please, please.”
He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
“I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
“Ilya?” he whispers.
“Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”- or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset
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30 Jun 2026
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I Got Him by nolife1999
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jul 2026
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Now, for the first time in years, he found himself praying. Not caring who listened. Not caring if anyone listened.
Take anything.
Take the game.
Take my career.
Take whatever you want.
Just let him wake up.
Because Shane couldn't be gone.
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Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
Ilya Rozanov is.
And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.- Language:
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25 Jun 2026
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crawlin' back to you by angeluvxx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is a straight man. So what if he can't get hard every time he tries to have sex with a woman? So what if he drinks himself silly just so he has an excuse to sneak into his captains bedroom?
He was straight.
Right?
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Shane Hollander is convinced he's straight, Ilya Rozanov convinces him otherwise.
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14 Jun 2026
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all the things he said (all the things i heard) by st_accalia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Mar 2026
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On a flight to a hockey tournament, the plane goes down.
Now the Montreal Metros and the Ottowa Centaurs are stuck together in a snowed-in hotel.Bookmarked by hesabutton
14 Jun 2026
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all that i have by limalights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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When Rozanov goes down on the ice, the world grinds to a halt. What follows is a blur of sirens, hospital lights, confessions and the news that no one was prepared for. Some things can be saved. Others can't.
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12 Jun 2026
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“Remember what I said about not doing anything stupid.” He grumbled, still tired from his early morning.
“All the things you think aren’t stupid, are boring.” Ilya argued.
“Ilya.” Shane warned. “Please don’t be stupid, it’s basically too late to not go to Ottawa and you’re not fucking this up for us.”
“Yes, okay, I will see.” Ilya said, but Shane knew he would not be able to derail whatever insane plan he had. “Ya tebya lyublyu.”
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander can't agree on how to come out. They've joined the same team and are starting to reveal their decade long relationship.
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10 Jun 2026
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Good night. Good morning. Good to meet you, Yuna and David. by Sphinx_and_Mermaid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jul 2026
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After the first time, Ilya stays the night at Shane's apartment. In the morning there's a knock on the door...Yuna and David are here to take Shane to brunch.
Ilya never imagined Shane would invite him along...or that Yuna would become his sponsorship agent, or that Jackie Pike would catch them, or that David would clock them...An AU starting from the first time and continuing through all their relationship building, including alternative versions of The Cottage, Ottawa, etc. You'll laugh, you'll kick your feet, you'll awwww. Contains cuteness, fluff, happiness, joy, just a little angst, silliness and references to other events in the show and the books. No spoilers though.
*Chapters 1 to 5 are different POVs on The Brunch Event, then the AU continues from there*
*Apologies for any typos; I've been writing this very quickly so a few typos have snuck in. I'll correct them as I find them.*
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09 Jun 2026
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Guardian by Caraphernellic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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After a violent incident, Shane Hollander's management team and parents hire him a bodyguard.
Enter Ilya Rozanov.
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07 Jun 2026
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A collection of scenes from the lives of Shane and Ilya depicting their journey post Episode 6...with one thing in common...they all take place at the cottage.
There will be fluff, fights and fucking, tears, tantrums and tenderness with a side order of silliness and shenanigans. But it all ends with our boys where they are meant to be…together, happy and in the cottage.They are all part of the same timeline, in chronological order and there is an overall story arc...…however they are set up in a way you can dip in and out....fancy a giggle,there's a chapter for you...fancy some domestic Hollanov with a side order of banter, hey fill your boots....want to have a wee cry, guess what...balls to the wall crazy shit, you know it
THE ULTIMATE HOLLANOV PICK N' MIX
In the words of Metros team captain; "Lets go!"
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05 Jun 2026
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It’s So Easy to Fall In Love with Shane Hollander by SPRINGINGintoaction (sailingtheLarryship)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
Shane kind of likes that.- Language:
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04 Jun 2026
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Emergency Contact by Paraprincess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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When Ilya Rozanov takes a bad hit on the ice, the team make sure to call his Emergency Contact and let him know...
When Shane Hollander arrives at the hospital, he's faced with the very real possibility that this could blow their secret wide open...
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04 Jun 2026
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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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02 Jun 2026
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Privacy Settings (or Ilya Rozanov Has Venmo and Shane Might Have a Nervous Breakdown) by vintagesubmariner
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 May 2026
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Ilya has been on Venmo for years. He updates his apps in a timely and responsible fashion. Shane should be proud.
Unfortunately, sometimes there are bugs in the updates.
The @ilyarozanov feed is now public.
The fans have requests. #sofyanation rises.
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- Part 5 of Assets and Appreciation
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31 May 2026
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Happy Holidays by Paraprincess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov spends Christmas with the Hollanders for the first time!
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- Part 5 of The Best Days
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- 3/3
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27 May 2026
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Friends In Ottawa by DazeyFields
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jun 2026
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Gabriella Marchaud runs the box office for the Ottawa Centaurs. She likes spreadsheets, quiet evenings, and the predictable rhythm of processing ticket requests. Then Ilya Rozanov, the team's enigmatic new captain, shows up in her doorway with a hypothetical question about sneaking a guest into the stadium undetected. She expects to never see him again. Instead, he keeps coming back. With questions about chosen family, logistics, and a sadness that looks a lot like her own.
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Centaur's Box office Manager, Gabriella Marchaud just wanted to do her job. But Ilya Rozanov wants to sneak a friend into the stadium to watch him play. Neither expected to end up friends.
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- Part 1 of Friends in Ottawa AU
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27 May 2026
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No Good at Giving You Up by ggfj84
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Ilya tells GQ magazine that he wants to be married and have two kids, five dogs, and four Stanley Cups in ten years. Oh, and he wants to play for the Metros.
Shane is totally normal and not weird about it at all.
(He’s so weird about it.)
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27 May 2026
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Another shot of vodka, can't stop looking at the door by roztwofour (swiftpixie)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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"What are you doing here?"
Ilya looks at him. Shane has not moved from the doorway. He has one hand still on the frame.
"I don't know," Ilya says, which is the truest thing he has said in months.
Shane makes a sound that isn't quite a laugh. "That's not—" He stops. Runs a hand over his face. "You can't be here, Ilya."
The name. Again. Said almost like an accident.
"Why are you here?" he asks instead of responding to that.
Shane goes still.
"This isn't your place," Ilya says. Carefully. "I mean, you don’t live here. You live somewhere else, a real one, nicer, bigger, or I don’t know because I have never been to it. So why are you in the fuck building at four in the morning?"
Shane's jaw tightens. For a second Ilya thinks he won't answer, that he will turn and go back inside and this will be just another door between them and then Shane says, low and bitten-off: "I come here sometimes."
"Why?"
"You know why."
Or, After Shane leaves Ilya in Boston, Ilya becomes a mess and Shane thinks he's ruined everything. They both seek each other silently until they cross paths again. Eventually, someone has to say something.
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27 May 2026
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Shane takes Ilya home to his cottage after the hospital and deals with the fallout from that.
When Shane goes back to training, the team hurt him.
This is the aftermath.
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- Part 2 of Who hurt you
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26 May 2026
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I've Got Somewhere I Belong by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya return from a date in Montreal to find Shane's apartment has been broken into.
Shane calls for help, but doesn't realise that ultimately means people finding out who he's been spending his free time with...
And of course, Ilya never leaves his side.
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22 May 2026
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We Just Did It For You And Me by ChaoticRussian2481 for justthingsifind
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”
“I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”
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Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.
Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.
Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.
As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.
Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.
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- Part 1 of Shane, Ollie and Illy
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22 May 2026