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Jack gets a call as Robby's emergency contact. He's not expecting to arrive in the ED to find an 11-year-old in place of his best friend.
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Jack’s expecting the person knocking on a Tuesday night to be Mary from next door asking for a cup of sugar. On the way to answer, he decides maybe Mary doesn’t need to see him half naked and snags a shirt from the laundry pile, balancing precariously on one leg as he fights it on. When he opens the door, there’s Robby standing in the darkness of his porch.
“You’re not due back for another 7 weeks,” Jack says.
“Keeping count, are you?” Robby says.
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After getting hurt, Robby seeks Jack out.
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Jack thought, perhaps naively, that once they slept together again it would be easy. He could say what he needed to say with his body and Robby would understand. It worked in the past. Why wouldn't it work now?
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- Part 2 of Night Talk
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Robby is sick but he's sure this time is different. Last time was a big deal but he's just under the weather. There's no need for everyone to get so worked up and there's certainly no reason that he should have to do a pregnancy test "just to be sure."
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Jack might have accepted his disabilities but that doesn't mean he's at peace with them.
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2025 Multifandom Kinktober by howevernot
Fandom Disco Elysium (Video Game), Mad Men, Succession (TV 2018), Supernatural (TV 2005), The Pitt (TV), True Detective (TV 2014)
07 Nov 2025
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All prompt fills based on this prompt list. This is a multifandom event. Have fun!
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a series of very loosely connected deancas pwps set in endverse
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An exploration of events after the end of the world.
Title borrowed from a Paul Celan poem.
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Niall lays on the muddy floor of the barn as still and silent as a fawn hiding in tall grass. The sight is beautiful and horrible, and Ruben can't look away even as it churns him up inside.
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Ruben finally gets his hands on Niall's massive cock and grieves the life they could have had.
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04 Jul 2026
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"Say it properly," Ruben says.
Niall swallows. "My cunt," He says. "It's dripping."Bookmarked by howevernot
04 Jul 2026
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fifteen years and three bourbon by oopshenangians for luciferinasundaysuit
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
04 Jul 2026
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Jack uses one of the fancy ass pillows to set behind his back. He leans over as the couple is introduced and starts taking off his prosthesis. He sets it next to the couch and starts massaging the limb while trying to pay any attention to the show. It’s mostly for background noise. Jack only gets half-invested at the start, and Robby’s never paying enough attention listening to know what’s going on.
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Robby needs to have a cock in his mouth sometimes so he can give up his control. Just for a little bit, he needs a calm mind and not worry about anything other than the thing in his mouth and making sure the person attached to it is calm and warm. Jack's an enthusiastic participant.
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04 Jul 2026
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At first he thought he was hallucinating his grandmother.
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03 Jul 2026
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"Why would you need to be on PrEP?" Robby asked slowly, suddenly feeling like he was floating outside his body, watching this scene from a distance.
Jack looked at him obviously. "'Cause I'm planning on getting railed and it's the responsible thing to do," he said, like this should be no surprise at all rather than Jack coming out to him. At Robby's silence, Jack narrowed his eyes. "Got a problem with that?"
Robby blinked, slamming back into his body, aware of his elevated heart rate, the sweat prickling along his lower back and at the backs of his knees, making his dress slacks clammy. "Nope," he said, because he didn't. He didn't.
He just...hadn't known, that was all.
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07 Jun 2026