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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander: Hockey’s Golden Boy. His talent drew people in, whether by jealousy, admiration, or wonder— reason didn’t matter.

    Ilya Rozanov is the only player who seems to press at this narrative, pulling at it until it threatens to snap. He’s strong, slightly rude, and the most beautiful man Shane’s ever seen.

    Vying for the spot of number one— visceral on the ice, animal in the sheets— they find themselves orbiting each other; gravitating closer during games, closer beneath dim hotel rooms.

    Over the years a bond forms, inexplicable and dizzying, Ilya can’t find the will to stay away from him. Entranced, maybe even hypnotized.

    Sometime in late 2016, biting wind and whipping snow, a quiet night finds them sharing Rozanov’s rut together; a whirl of passion, confusion, and devastation.

    Two months later, Tampa, Florida brings a life-changing discovery.

     

    or: shane hollander is an enigma and he doesn’t know it until it matters most

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Yuuji Itadori spent decades as the strongest sorcerer. Now he’s ready to do it all over again, and determined to see his friends happy.

    Too bad it didn’t quite work out how he wanted.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    After the fact, Satoru returned to look for the pink haired sorcerer.

    He had thought at first that the sorcerer that saved him might have been an illusion. Something conjured up by his mind in his last moments, a handsome savior come to pull him out of the trenches and restore him to his glory. Except the boy was real, and he was lying right where Satoru had left him, looking only slightly better than he had when Satoru had started fighting Toji.

    Which was to say he was lying there still, face pointed to the sky. His cursed energy was a mosaic, patently strange, exceedingly rare. For the first time in a long time, Satoru wasn’t able to read someone with the Six Eyes. Or at least, he was so confused about what he was reading that he might as well have not gotten the input at all.

    One thing he knew for sure—whatever hole this boy had crawled out of, it didn’t belong to this world.

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    Yuuji didn't know why he was given a second chance—he just grabbed it, both hands on the wheel, and hoped that this time around...no one had to die alone.

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    30 May 2026

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    Yuna: [harrumphing] Well, then, why am I getting phone calls from Rolex and Reebox about tweets under the ‘hashtag hockey boy quitter’ tag because you don’t know how to treat a woman in the bedroom-

    David: [awkwardly] I thought I taught you better than this, son. A woman’s pleasure is just as important as yours, I told you this at sixteen we first had the birds and the bees conversation-

    Shane: [choking] Oh my God, please stop! Will you guys just listen for one second?

    Yuna: I don’t want to hear any excuses-

    David: Don’t raise your voice at me, young man-

    Shane: [he lets out a frustrated yell] JUST LISTEN-

    Yuna: [sounding shocked] Shane!

    Shane: [shouting] I’M GAY!

    (shane goes viral for rude texts to ‘lily’. women from his past come forward with stories of their own. cue the internet on a witchhunt, an embarrassing coming out, and shane having the worst day of his life)

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    30 May 2026

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    About sixty-seven years have passed since the sorcerers defeated the King of Curses. All his friends have aged, some have died, some are still alive — Yuji alone has stopped aging.

    He's resigned himself to this, never expecting to suddenly wake up on the roof of the school in Sendai, seconds after his younger self ate that ill-fated finger.

    Or Modulo Yuji accidentally travels through time.

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    24 May 2026

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    The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center

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    Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
    How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.

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    22 May 2026

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    For some reason, everyone has a terrible first impression of Ilya Rozanov. Many have an outlandish hatred of him, distrust him, or think he's a terrible fit for Shane Hollander in one way or another. They see him as the villain in Shane's love story, regardless of Shane's many objections to the contrary.

    Unfortunately for them, they couldn't be more wrong about Ilya, and each and every one of them is going to slowly come to realize what a good man he is, firsthand, as Ilya worms his way into their hearts and minds.

    Or, the 5 times where the cast of Game Changers finally realized Ilya Rozanov was a great man, and the 1 time Ilya Rozanov finally got the first impression he deserved.

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    21 May 2026

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    Tampa doesn’t happen, and Shane and Rose get engaged. Two months later, the Hollander-Rozanov sex tape hits Twitter.

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    21 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

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    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    Chapters:
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    20 May 2026

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    When Ilya Rosanov's father discovers his teenage son's secret, his fury leads to a devastating outcome: Ilya forced into a life of suffering and abuse.

    Instead of achieving his dream of playing in the MLH, Ilya ends up a sex worker in Montreal, just trying to survive.

    There, he encounters Shane Hollander, the "golden boy" of hockey, a once in a generation talent who secretly struggles with the isolation of success.

    Can these two men navigate their vastly different worlds? Will lies and secrecy catch up to them, or will they find a way to come together against the odds?

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    19 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    Something (well, someone) was growing inside of Ilya’s stomach.

    Something that made Shane leave him.

    Something that made Ilya want to leave.

    But he can’t leave.

    And, soon, neither can the baby.

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    19 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 44

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    They'll talk about it, eventually, and when they do, Ilya will say: you were so funny, before. So awkward, so sweet. Her stupid Canadian hockey boy.

    Fuck off, Shane will say, and Ilya will laugh.

    No, was true. Following her about like duckling. I liked that so much. You were so sweet to me.

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    In January 2016, Shane Hollander meets Liliya Rozanova at the CWHL's All-Star Game. The next few years are complicated.

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    18 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane would never meet the owner of those clothes, because she wasn’t someone who lived in the public eye, like Svetlana, she was a woman who lived hidden in the shadows of her own identity, coming out only when the sun had set far enough that no one would be there to see her. Locked away within her own body.

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    What if Shane leaves after their meeting at Ilya's apartment, but for very different reasons?

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    18 May 2026

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    Wyatt wasn’t in the business of passing judgement on people he didn’t know very well, but it was hard not to with Rozanov. Beside Dallas Kent, who Wyatt had the misfortune of being on a team with, Rozanov was probably the most notorious asshole in the league.

    But while Wyatt had certainly heard Rozanov chirp and say things that were demonstrably malicious, he couldn’t think of a time Rozanov had used a slur, or said anything even remotely offensive. He stuck to chirps about the actual hockey ability of his quarry, and, while they often stung and were usually egregiously hyperbolic in nature, they were never vulgar or derogatory.

    And now this: Shane, probably the nicest hockey player Wyatt had ever encountered in his tenure in the NHL, had invited Rozanov to be co-director of the charity. And not only that, but Shane had named it after Rozanov’s mother. Wyatt trusted Shane implicitly, so if Shane trusted Rozanov, then so did Wyatt.

     
    Or Wyatt Hayes POV on Ilya's time in Ottawa as he struggles with his secrets.

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    13 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 64

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    Shane and Ilya are ready for the next chapter in their lives!

    or...

    Part TWO of the Plan C Sequel! <3

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    12 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 76

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    In 2009, Shane Hollander was picked first in the MLH draft, but he didn’t feel like he earned it. Deep down, it felt like a reminder of his place in the MLH because, compared to Ilya, he was the far more palatable omega.

    In 2009, Ilya Rozanov was told how excited the Montreal Metros were to have their first omega player while his brother hissed under his breath at him in Russian. Ilya was not meant to draw attention to himself. Ilya reminded Alexei that if he didn't want any attention drawn to him then he shouldn't have let him pursue hockey.

    In 2005, Alexei Rozanov dumped his father's body in a frozen lake, knowing it would not be found until the ice melted. By then, the evidence would be gone: the kitchen cleaned, the knife disposed of, and the blood on Ilya's hands washed away.

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    6,367

    12 May 2026

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    At the cottage, when Ilya suggested he could marry Svetlana, Shane said "Don't marry Svetlana. Marry me. Here. Next summer."

    Canon rewrite where I completely rewrite the Long Game because I didn't like it. Instead, Ilya and Shane remain playing for Montreal and Boston, dating in secret, slowly coming out to friends and family on their own terms. After getting married, they finally feel safe to come out to their teams. Montreal reacts badly, but instead of making himself smaller, Shane realizes that he would never be enough for them. So, he decides Montreal can get fucked and he's coming out out of spite. Ilya is ecstatic.

    I remain faithful to these complex characters and the reality of the world they live in while also allowing Shane the time and space to realize that his love for both Ilya and hockey are all that matter and the consequences are not so important.

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    11 May 2026

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    Ilya arrived home and discovered his husband looking at a picture of another man in a skirt and stockings. Shane needs to beg for his forgiveness, and he especially needs to beg for his dick.

    Shane fucking pouts, then frowns, as if he sees something in Ilya's face before even Ilya can think about it. "I didn't jerk off to the video. I didn't even get hard at the video." Ilya scoffs. "You saw me. I didn't check his face, did I? It's easier when I can't see the face."

    Shane's thumb is still on his nipple and is joined by the index; Ilya's breath hitches. "What's easier?"

    Shane slides down from the sunbed. "Well. Imagining he's you, of course."

    Ilya discovers his limits and decides they are not strong enough to stop him from giving Shane Hollander exactly what he wants.
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    Or, the fic where Ilya service tops so hard he ends up bottoming.

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    Comments:
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    12,126

    10 May 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
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    20,857
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    507,328

    09 May 2026

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