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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Shane, what impact do you think your outward representation of Type 1 Diabetes will have on kids currently playing sports today?”

    5 times Shane was inconvenienced by his Type 1 Diabetes + 1 time it was a good thing

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    Ilya and Shane go on a week-long getaway to Iceland to celebrate the 18th anniversary of the day they met.

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    28 May 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    27 May 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

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    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    26 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander never really cared much about how he looked, so he’s basically been getting the same hair cut since he was 17. After a decade of the same style however, he discovers some very good reasons to have long hair.

    Scenes take place between the end of the last Boston year through TLG years (only chapter five will be post-canon). Each chapter can be read as a separate one-shot. Some of the chapters will be very smutty, some will just be fluffy - check out author notes for individual ratings.

    This is unabashed propaganda in my campaign to get long haired Shane in season two with a little bit of smut as a treat.

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    17 May 2026