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    Isagi and his stupid, crazy, insane eyes that see right through him like he’s a glass house. They're the ocean at the drop of a cliff ledge: Dangerous. Beckoning. Fatal. Rin wants to kill him, or something—destroy Isagi before he can destroy Rin. Not that Isagi ever could, of course.

    Thoughtfully, Sae says, “You can’t just be normal about things. It’s always indifference or obsession.”

    After suffering a grueling defeat on the national stage, Itoshi Rin enters the off-season plagued with bloodlust—the next time he faces his long-standing rival on the pitch, Isagi Yoichi, he promises to devour him whole.

    That was the plan, at least, but their reunion arrives much sooner. When he and Isagi Yoichi cross paths again, it’s at the Wellness Studio he does yoga classes at. Without the distance of the game between them, Rin realizes how thin the line between love and hate really is.

    or: Rin does yoga. Isagi takes up pottery. Things happen.

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    This was the last place in the world Rin should’ve gone, but ages ago, Isagi gave him a key and an open invitation.

    Now he’s here, and he can’t make himself turn back.

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    27 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Of casual arrangements and unrequited feelings.

    Rin stays where he is, weight still pinning Yoichi to the bed, and Yoichi wraps his arms around him and holds on because he knows what comes next. He knows this moment won’t last. His body is still trembling with aftershocks, hypersensitive and raw, and Rin is still inside him, softening but present, and Yoichi wants to stay here forever, wants to live in this space where Rin is warm and heavy and real against him.

    He keeps his eyes closed and tries to memorize the feeling. The weight. The warmth. The way Rin’s breath evens out against his neck. The particular ache of being stretched open and filled, the ghost of pleasure still humming under his skin. He loves this. He loves Rin.

    He’s so in love with Rin it feels like drowning.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    It was their first time in Paris after officially signing to their clubs. Isagi had sworn that seeing the Eiffel Tower at night was the perfect way to celebrate and he’d dragged Rin through the twinkling lit streets of Paris. The longer they walked, the more they picked at each other, tempers flaring. Rin had been prepared to say something in a fit of rage until Isagi had wheeled on him, grabbed him by the front of his shirt, and pulled him down the few inches it took to kiss him.

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    They've been circling each other for years, and somehow, someway, Yoichi has managed to wedge himself into Rin's life. He finds he doesn't mind at all.

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    23 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    It’s unfair.

    It’s so deeply, exquisitely unfair – the way Rin kisses him like this, like his lips are speaking some silent truth that neither of them are allowed to say out loud.

    Isagi is pinned back against the cushions of Rin’s couch, his spine sinking into the plush fabric, knees parted just slightly by Rin’s weight as he leans in. The room is quiet except for the quiet hum of the city outside the apartment window and the soft, wet sounds of Rin’s mouth moving over his.

    It’s not supposed to be like this.

    It’s supposed to be simple. Easy. Casual.

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    23 Jun 2026