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    Inara has to figure out who she is and who she wants to be.

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “You know me,” Shane said. The words were out of his mouth before he’d fully processed them, but he didn’t give himself the chance to take them back. “You could marry me.”

    Rozanov snorted. “Sure, Hollander. I could marry you. Canada allows this, I think.”

    “Yeah. It does.”

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    Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him.
    Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.

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    24 May 2026

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    “You’re giving up everything for me, and I need…I need you to understand that I'm not going to leave you,” Shane says. He looks wild with terror, like a spooked horse, and Ilya is suddenly afraid, too.

    “No, Shane, I shouldn’t have said…”

    “I'm sorry,” Shane says, and then he rips off the soulmark patch and it's…

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    “You never forget?”

    “No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”

    Except Ilya does.

    He forgets his wedding ring.

    And Shane notices.

    Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    For a second, his brain refuses to cooperate. It offers him the image of the ring anyway. The familiar ring that’s always on his finger. Automatic and he can picture it perfectly: warm gold, slightly scuffed from years of wear, catching the light when Ilya moves his hands the way he always does.

    Expressive and careless and alive.

    But it isn’t there.

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

    --

    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    “So it’s never going to work out between us, Kip, you’re too interesting. Sorry to break your heart this way. Feel free to get off to my pictures for the rest of time.”

    ”Woe is me,” Kip replied, flatly, no emotion at all on his face. He was intrigued though, “Your type is boring?”

    ”Yes, my plus-one went to sleep,” Ilya said, gesturing to his phone.

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    “Adventurous,” Ilya said, smiling sharply.
    “Shut up.”
    “This is unlike you.”
    “Shut up.”
    Ilya did, pulling open the sealed cardboard slots instead and upturning the box over his palm, not all that careful considering its contents were glass, letting the bottle fall into his hand.
    “Shit, Rozanov,” Shane said, exasperated. “I was going to return it.”
    “Oh, no, you will go broke now?" Ilya popped the cap off the perfume and sprayed it at Shane.

    Shane Hollander finds a hobby.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Shane dipped the dabber into the liquid and then carefully handed it to Ilya, who was being careful too. Shane held out his right arm and pointed at his wrist, at the dip of skin between tendons, where someone would rest their finger to take his pulse. Ilya glanced at him and then back to the spot and pressed the wet plastic down, held it for longer than he needed.