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  1. Summary

    Assets were not built to make their own decisions. Secretary Pierce had been quite clear on that point, and the Commander was too. Sometimes, when the asset answered to that other name, he could pretend (convincingly) that he thought like Steve, and Steve’s friends: he wasn’t an asset at all, but a person, and was therefore allowed and even encouraged to make his own decisions. But it wasn’t the truth. It would never be the truth.

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    This story is about forgiveness. About pain. About fear. About culpability.

    It is a story about recovery. About trauma. About acceptance. About finding a way out.

    But mostly, this is a story about love.

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  3. Summary

    A Sam/Lucifer brothel au.

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  4. Summary

    "is it better to out-monster the monster, or to be quietly devoured?"
    - friedrich nietzsche

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  5. Summary

    Frostiron college AU.

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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Eric and Dylan and everything that goes unsaid.

    (alternative summary:
    dylan: omg i get to die with eric <3 yay
    eric: does dylan even fucking like me)

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Dylan's truth about Eric:

    The box isn't gay, or bi, or straight. The box is Eric.

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    09 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Every single time they fuck, Eric has to force himself to ignore his father's voice in the back of his head telling him he's a faggot, that he's disgusting and morally corrupt, that there's something deeply wrong with him for enjoying this. And to want this, specifically, on top of everything else — Eric doesn't know how to look his own desire in the face, and he doesn't know how to explain it to Dylan without sounding like a fag.

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    12 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dylan trusts Eric not to hurt him in a way he doesn't actually want, trusts him to respect the ground rules they laid down before doing this — but there's a visceral reaction of pure dread when one says "no" and it goes completely ignored.

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    12 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    "Are you dating or married?"

    "Might as well be," Dylan says, then laughs when David looks confused. Eric feels his face start to heat up immediately. "Nah, kiddo. I don't think Eric would like to sleep in my bed or kiss me very much."

    The problem, of course, is that Eric would very much like to kiss Dylan and sleep in his bed, but it's not like he can say that.

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    12 Aug 2025